屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特-第18部分
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thepicturesihadlatelyaccusedofexaggerationnowseemedbutatoofaithfulrepresentationofreality；andiwenttosleepwithoutbeingabletorecovermyoptimism鈥斺�攐rmywarmth。
thusdidacoldstoveandabadlycloseddooraltermypointofview。
allwentwellwhenmybloodcirculatedproperly；alllookedgloomywhenthecoldlaidholdonme。
thisremindsmeofthestoryoftheduchesswhowasobligedtopayavisittotheneighboringconventonawintersday。theconventwaspoor；therewasnowood；andthemonkshadnothingbuttheirdisciplineandtheardoroftheirprayerstokeepoutthecold。theduchess；whowasshiveringwithcold；returnedhome；greatlypityingthepoormonks。
whiletheservantsweretakingoffhercloakandaddingtwomorelogstoherfire；shecalledhersteward；whomsheorderedtosendsomewoodtotheconventimmediately。shethenhadhercouchmovedclosetothefireside；thewarmthofwhichsoonrevivedher。therecollectionofwhatshehadjustsufferedwasspeedilylostinherpresentfort；whenthestewardcameinagaintoaskhowmanyloadsofwoodhewastosend。
〃oh！youmaywait；〃saidthegreatladycarelessly；〃theweatherisverymuchmilder。〃
thus；mansjudgmentsareformedlessfromreasonthanfromsensation；andassensationestohimfromtheoutwardworld；sohefindshimselfmoreorlessunderitsinfluence；bylittleandlittleheimbibesaportionofhishabitsandfeelingsfromit。
itisnot；then；withoutcausethat；whenwewishtojudgeofastrangerbeforehand；welookforindicationsofhischaracterinthecircumstanceswhichsurroundhim。thethingsamongwhichwelivearenecessarilymadetotakeourimage；andweunconsciouslyleaveinthemathousandimpressionsofourminds。aswecanjudgebyanemptybedoftheheightandattitudeofhimwhohassleptinit；sotheabodeofeverymandiscoverstoacloseobservertheextentofhisintelligenceandthefeelingsofhisheart。bernardindest…pierrehasrelatedthestoryofayounggirlwhorefusedasuitorbecausehewouldneverhaveflowersordomesticanimalsinhishouse。perhapsthesentencewassevere；butnotwithoutreason。wemaypresumethatamaninsensibletobeautyandtohumbleaffectionmustbeillpreparedtofeeltheenjoymentsofahappymarriage。
14th；sevenoclockp。m鈥斺�攖hismorning；asiwasopeningmyjournaltowrite；ihadavisitfromouroldcashier。
hissightisnotsogoodasitwas；hishandbeginstoshake；andtheworkhewasabletodoformerlyisnowbeingsomewhatlaborioustohim。ihadundertakentowriteoutsomeofhispapers；andhecameforthoseihadfinished。
weconversedalongtimebythestove；whilehewasdrinkingacupofcoffeewhichimadehimtake。
m。rateauisasensibleman；whohasobservedmuchandspeakslittle；sothathehasalwayssomethingtosay。
whilelookingovertheaccountsihadpreparedforhim；hislookfelluponmyjournal；andiwasobligedtoacknowledgethatinthiswayiwroteadiaryofmyactionsandthoughtseveryeveningforprivateuse。
fromonethingtoanother；ibeganspeakingtohimofmydreamthedaybefore；andmyreflectionsabouttheinfluenceofoutwardobjectsuponourordinarysentiments。hesmiled。
〃ah！you；too；havemysuperstitions；〃hesaid；quietly。〃ihavealwaysbelieved；likeyou；thatyoumayknowthegamebythelair：itisonlynecessarytohavetactandexperience；butwithoutthemwemitourselvestomanyrashjudgments。formypart。ihavebeenguiltyofthismorethanonce；butsometimesihavealsodrawnarightconclusion。
irecollectespeciallyanadventurewhichgoesasfarbackasthefirstyearsofmyyouth鈥斺�敗�
hestopped。ilookedathimasifiwaitedforhisstory；andhetolditmeatonce。
atthistimehewasstillbutthirdclerktoanattorneyatorleans。hismasterhadsenthimtomontargisondifferentaffairs；andheintendedtoreturninthediligencethesameevening；afterhavingreceivedtheamountofabillataneighboringtown；buttheykepthimatthedebtorshouse；andwhenhewasabletosetoutthedayhadalreadyclosed。
fearingnottobeabletoreachmontargisingoodtime；hetookacrossroadtheypointedouttohim。unfortunatelythefogincreased；nostarwasvisibleintheheavens；andthedarknessbecamesogreatthathelosthisroad。hetriedtoretracehissteps；passedtwentyfootpaths；andatlastwaspletelyastray。
afterthevexationoflosinghisplaceinthediligence；camethefeelingofuneasinessastohissituation。hewasalone；onfoot；lostinaforest；withoutanymeansoffindinghisrightroadagain；andwithaconsiderablesumofmoneyabouthim；forwhichhewasresponsible。hisanxietywasincreasedbyhisinexperience。theideaofaforestwasconnectedinhismindwithsomanyadventuresofrobberyandmurder；thatheexpectedsomefatalencountereveryinstant。
tosaythetruth；hissituationwasnotencouraging。theplacewasnotconsideredsafe；andforsometimepasttherehadbeenrumorsofthesuddendisappearanceofseveralhorse…dealers；thoughtherewasnotraceofanycrimehavingbeenmitted。
ouryoungtraveller；withhiseyesstaringforward；andhisearslistening；followedafootpathwhichhesupposedmighttakehimtosomehouseorroad；butwoodsalwayssucceededtowoods。atlastheperceivedalightatadistance；andinaquarterofanhourhereachedthehighroad。
asinglehouse；thelightfromwhichhadattractedhim；appearedatalittledistance。hewasgoingtowardtheentrancegateofthecourtyard；whenthetrotofahorsemadehimturnhishead。amanonhorsebackhadjustappearedattheturningoftheroad；andinaninstantwasclosetohim。
thefirstwordsheaddressedtotheyoungmanshowedhimtobethefarmerhimself。herelatedhowhehadlosthimself；andlearnedfromthecountrymanthathewasontheroadtopithiviers。montargiswasthreeleaguesbehindhim。
thefoghadinsensiblychangedintoadrizzlingrain；whichwasbeginningtowettheyoungclerkthrough；heseemedafraidofthedistancehehadstilltogo；andthehorseman；whosawhishesitation；invitedhimtoeintothefarmhouse。
ithadsomethingofthelookofafortress。surroundedbyaprettyhighwall；itcouldnotbeseenexceptthroughthebarsofthegreatgate；whichwascarefullyclosed。thefarmer；whohadgotoffhishorse；didnotgonearit；but；turningtotheright；reachedanotherentranceclosedinthesameway；butofwhichhehadthekey。
hardlyhadhepassedthethresholdwhenaterriblebarkingresoundedfromeachendoftheyard。thefarmertoldhisguesttofearnothing；andshowedhimthedogschaineduptotheirkennels；bothwereofanextraordinarysize；andsosavagethatthesightoftheirmasterhimselfcouldnotquietthem。
aboy；attractedbytheirbarking；cameoutofthehouseandtookthefarmershorse。thelatterbeganquestioninghimaboutsomeordershehadgivenbeforeheleftthehouse；andwenttowardthestabletoseethattheyhadbeenexecuted。
thusleftalone；ourclerklookedabouthim。
alanternwhichtheboyhadplacedonthegroundcastadimlightoverthecourtyard。allaroundseemedemptyanddeserted。notatracewasvisibleofthedisorderoftenseeninacountryfarmyard；andwhichshowsatemporarycessationoftheworkwhichissoontoberesumedagain。
neitheracartforgottenwherethehorseshadbeenunharnessed；norsheavesofcornheapedupreadyforthreshing；noraplowoverturnedinacornerandhalfhiddenunderthefreshly…cutclover。theyardwasswept；thebarnsshutupandpadlocked。notasinglevinecreepingupthewalls；everywherestone；wood；andiron！
hetookupthelanternandwentuptothecornerofthehouse。behindwasasecondyard；whereheheardthebarkingofathirddog；andacoveredwallwasbuiltinthemiddleofit。
ourtravellerlookedinvainforthelittlefarmgarden；wherepumpkinsofdifferentsortscreepalongtheground；orwherethebeesfromthehiveshumunderthehedgesofhoneysuckleandelder。verdureandflowerswerenowheretobeseen。hedidnotevenperceivethesightofapoultry…yardorpigeon…house。thehabitationofhishostwaseverywherewantinginthatwhichmakesthegraceandthelifeofthecountry。
theyoungmanthoughtthathishostmustbeofaverycarelessoraverycalculatingdisposition；toconcedesolittletodomesticenjoymentsandthepleasuresoftheeye；andjudging；inspiteofhimself；bywhathesaw；hecouldnothelpfeelingadistrustofhischaracter。
inthemeantimethefarmerreturnedfromthestables；andmadehimenterthehouse。
theinsideofthefarmhousecorrespondedtoitsoutside。thewhitewashedwallshadnootherornamentthanarowofgunsofallsizes；themassivefurniturehardlyredeemeditsclumsyappearancebyitsgreatsolidity。
thecleanlinesswasdoubtful；andtheabsenceofallminorconveniencesprovedthatawomanscarewaswantinginthehouseholdconcerns。theyoungclerklearnedthatthefarmer；infact；livedherewithnoonebuthistwosons。
ofthis；indeed；thesignswereplainenough。atablewiththeclothlaid；thatnoonehadtakenthetroubletoclearaway；wasleftnearthewindow。theplatesanddisheswerescattereduponitwithoutanyorder；andloadedwithpotato…paringsandhalf…pickedbones。severalemptybottlesemittedanodorofbrandy；mixedwiththepungentsmelloftobacco…smoke。
afterseatinghisguest；thefarmerlightedhispipe；andhistwosonsresumedtheirworkbythefireside。nowandthenthesilencewasjustbrokenbyashortremark；answeredbyawordoranexclamation；andthenallbecameasmuteasbefore。
〃frommychildhood；〃saidtheoldcashier；〃ihadbeenverysensibletotheimpressionofoutwardobjects；laterinlife；reflectionhadtaughtmetostudythecausesoftheseimpressionsratherthantodrivethemaway。isetmyself；then；toexamineeverythingaroundmewithgreatattention。
〃belowtheguns；ihadremarkedonentering；somewolftrapsweresuspended；andtooneofthemstillhungthemangledremainsofawolfspaw；whichtheyhadnotyettakenofffromtheironteeth。theblackenedchimneypiecewasornamentedbyanowlandaravennailedonthewall；theirwingsextended；andtheirthroatswithahugenailthrougheach；afoxsskin；freshlyflayed；wasspreadbeforethewindow；andalarderhook；fixedintotheprincipalbeam；heldaheadlessgoose；whosebodyswayedaboutoverourheads。
〃myeyeswereoffendedbyallthesedetails；anditurnedthemagainuponmyhosts。thefather；whosatoppositetome；onlyinterruptedhissmokingtopourouthisdrink；oraddresssomereprimandtohissons。
theeldestofthesewasscrapingadeepbucket；andthebloodyscrapings；whichhethrewintothefireeveryinstant；filledtheroomwithadisagreeablefetidsmell；thesecondsonwassharpeningsomebutchersknives。ilearnedfromaworddroppedfromthefatherthattheywerepreparingtokillapigthenextday。
〃theseoccupationsandthewholeaspectofthingsinsidethehousetoldofsuchhabitualcoarsenessintheirwayoflivingasseemedtoexplain；whileitformedthefittingcounterpartof；theforbiddinggloominessoftheoutside。myastonishmentbydegreeschangedintodisgust；andmydisgustintouneasiness。icannotdetailthewholechainofideaswhichsucceededoneanotherinmyimagination；but；yieldingtoanimpulseicouldnotovere；igotup；declaringiwouldgoonmyroadagain。
〃thefarmermadesomeefforttokeepme；hespokeoftherain；ofthedarkness；andofthelengthoftheway。irepliedtoallbytheabsolutenecessitytherewasformybeingatmontargisthatverynight；andthankinghimforhisbriefhospitality；isetoffagaininahastewhichmightwellhaveconfirmedthetruthofmywordstohim。
〃however；thefreshnessofthenightandtheexerciseofwalkingdidnotfailtochangethedirectionsofmythoughts。whenawayfromtheobjectswhichhadawakenedsuchlivelydisgustinme；ifeltitgraduallydiminishing。ibegantosmileatthe
