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into the Money Market neck and heels。
I returned to my fireside; and was musing; half gravely and half
laughing; on the character of Mr。 Micawber and the old relations
between us; when I heard a quick step ascending the stairs。 At
first; I thought it was Traddles coming back for something Mrs。
Micawber had left behind; but as the step approached; I knew it;
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and felt my heart beat high; and the blood rush to my face; for it
was Steerforth’s。
I was never unmindful of Agnes; and she never left that
sanctuary in my thoughts—if I may call it so—where I had placed
her from the first。 But when he entered; and stood before me with
his hand out; the darkness that had fallen on him changed to light;
and I felt confounded and ashamed of having doubted one I loved
so heartily。 I loved her none the less; I thought of her as the same
benignant; gentle angel in my life; I reproached myself; not her;
with having done him an injury; and I would have made him any
atonement if I had known what to make; and how to make it。
‘Why; Daisy; old boy; dumb…foundered!’ laughed Steerforth;
shaking my hand heartily; and throwing it gaily away。 ‘Have I
detected you in another feast; you Sybarite! These Doctors’
Commons fellows are the gayest men in town; I believe; and beat
us sober Oxford people all to nothing!’ His bright glance went
merrily round the room; as he took the seat on the sofa opposite to
me; which Mrs。 Micawber had recently vacated; and stirred the
fire into a blaze。
‘I was so surprised at first;’ said I; giving him welcome with all
the cordiality I felt; ‘that I had hardly breath to greet you with;
Steerforth。’
‘Well; the sight of me is good for sore eyes; as the Scotch say;’
replied Steerforth; ‘and so is the sight of you; Daisy; in full bloom。
How are you; my Bacchanal?’
‘I am very well;’ said I; ‘and not at all Bacchanalian tonight;
though I confess to another party of three。’
‘All of whom I met in the street; talking loud in your praise;’
returned Steerforth。 ‘Who’s our friend in the tights?’
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I gave him the best idea I could; in a few words; of Mr。
Micawber。 He laughed heartily at my feeble portrait of that
gentleman; and said he was a man to know; and he must know
him。 ‘But who do you suppose our other friend is?’ said I; in my
turn。
‘Heaven knows;’ said Steerforth。 ‘Not a bore; I hope? I thought
he looked a little like one。’
‘Traddles!’ I replied; triumphantly。
‘Who’s he?’ asked Steerforth; in his careless way。
‘Don’t you remember Traddles? Traddles in our room at Salem
House?’
‘Oh! That fellow!’ said Steerforth; beating a lump of coal on the
top of the fire; with the poker。 ‘Is he as soft as ever? And where the
deuce did you pick him up?’
I extolled Traddles in reply; as highly as I could; for I felt that
Steerforth rather slighted him。 Steerforth; dismissing the subject
with a light nod; and a smile; and the remark that he would be
glad to see the old fellow too; for he had always been an odd fish;
inquired if I could give him anything to eat? During most of this
short dialogue; when he had not been speaking in a wild vivacious
manner; he had sat idly beating on the lump of coal with the
poker。 I observed that he did the same thing while I was getting
out the remains of the pigeon…pie; and so forth。
‘Why; Daisy; here’s a supper for a king!’ he exclaimed; starting
out of his silence with a burst; and taking his seat at the table。 ‘I
shall do it justice; for I have come from Yarmouth。’
‘I thought you came from Oxford?’ I returned。
‘Not I;’ said Steerforth。 ‘I have been seafaring—better
employed。’
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‘Littimer was here today; to inquire for you;’ I remarked; ‘and I
understood him that you were at Oxford; though; now I think of it;
he certainly did not say so。’
‘Littimer is a greater fool than I thought him; to have been
inquiring for me at all;’ said Steerforth; jovially pouring out a glass
of wine; and drinking to me。 ‘As to understanding him; you are a
cleverer fellow than most of us; Daisy; if you can do that。’
‘That’s true; indeed;’ said I; moving my chair to the table。 ‘So
you have been at Yarmouth; Steerforth!’ interested to know all
about it。 ‘Have you been there long?’
‘No;’ he returned。 ‘An escapade of a week or so。’
‘And how are they all? Of course; little Emily is not married
yet?’
‘Not yet。 Going to be; I believe—in so many weeks; or months;
or something or other。 I have not seen much of ’em。 By the by’; he
laid down his knife and fork; which he had been using with great
diligence; and began feeling in his pockets; ‘I have a letter for you。’
‘From whom?’
‘Why; from your old nurse;’ he returned; taking some papers
out of his breast pocket。 “‘J。 Steerforth; Esquire; debtor; to The
Willing Mind”; that’s not it。 Patience; and we’ll find it presently。
Old what’s…his…name’s in a bad way; and it’s about that; I believe。’
‘Barkis; do you mean?’
‘Yes!’ still feeling in his pockets; and looking over their
contents: ‘it’s all over with poor Barkis; I am afraid。 I saw a little
apothecary there—surgeon; or whatever he is—who brought your
worship into the world。 He was mighty learned about the case; to
me; but the upshot of his opinion was; that the carrier was making
his last journey rather fast。—Put your hand into the breast pocket
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of my great…coat on the chair yonder; and I think you’ll find the
letter。 Is it there?’
‘Here it is!’ said I。
‘That’s right!’
It was from Peggotty; something less legible than usual; and
brief。 It informed me of her husband’s hopeless state; and hinted
at his being ‘a little nearer’ than heretofore; and consequently
more difficult to manage for his own comfort。 It said nothing of her
weariness and watching; and praised him highly。 It was written
with a plain; unaffected; homely piety that I knew to be genuine;
and ended with ‘my duty to my ever darling’—meaning myself。
While I deciphered it; Steerforth continued to eat and drink。
‘It’s a bad job;’ he said; when I had done; ‘but the sun sets every
day; and people die every minute; and we mustn’t be scared by the
common lot。 If we failed to hold our own; because that equal foot
at all men’s doors was heard knocking somewhere; every object in
this world would slip from us。 No! Ride on! Rough…shod if need be;
smooth…shod if that will do; but ride on! Ride on over all obstacles;
and win the race!’
‘And win what race?’ said I。
‘The race that one has started in;’ said he。 ‘Ride on!’
I noticed; I remember; as he paused; looking at me with his
handsome head a little thrown back; and his glass raised in his
hand; that; though the freshness of the sea…wind was on his face;
and it was ruddy; there were traces in it; made since I last saw it;
as if he had applied himself to some habitual strain of the fervent
energy which; when roused; was so passionately roused within
him。 I had it in my thoughts to remonstrate with him upon his
desperate way of pursuing any fancy that he took—such as this
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buffeting of rough seas; and braving of hard weather; for
example—when my mind glanced off to the immediate subject of
our conversation again; and pursued that instead。
‘I tell you what; Steerforth;’ said I; ‘if your high spirits will listen
to me—’
‘They are potent spirits; and will do whatever you like;’ he
answered; moving from the table to the fireside again。
‘Then I tell you what; Steerforth。 I think I will go down and see
my old nurse。 It is not that I can do her any good; or render her
any real service; but she is so attached to me that my visit will
have as much effect on her; as if I could do both。 She will take it so
kindly that it will be a comfort and support to her。 It is no great
effort to make; I am sure; for such a friend as she has been to me。
Wouldn’t you go a day’s journey; if you were in my place?’
His face was thoughtful; and he sat considering a little before he
answered; in a low voice; ‘Well! Go。 You can do no harm。’
‘You have just come back;’ said I; ‘and it would be in vain to ask
you to go with me?’
‘Quite;’ he returned。 ‘I am for Highgate tonight。 I have not seen
my mother this long time; and it lies upon my conscience; for it’s
something to be loved as she loves her prodigal son。—Bah!
Nonsense!—You mean to go tomorrow; I suppose?’ he said;
holding me out at arm’s length; with a hand on each of my
shoulders。
‘Yes; I think so。’
‘Well; then; don’t go till next day。 I wanted you to come and stay
a few days with us。 Here I am; on purpose to bid you; and you fly
off to Yarmouth!’
‘You are a nice fellow to talk of flying off; Steerforth; who are
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always running wild on some unknown expedition or other!’
He looked at me for a moment without speaking; and then
rejoined; still holding me as before; and giving me a shake:
‘Come! Say the next day; and pass as much of tomorrow as you
can with us! Who knows when we may meet again; else? Come!
Say the next day! I want you to stand between Rosa Dartle and
me; and keep us asunder。’
‘Would you love each other too much; without me?’
‘Yes; or hate;’ laughed Steerforth; ‘no matter which。 Come! Say
the next day!’
I said the next day; and he put on his great…coat and lighted his
cigar; and set off to walk home。 Finding him in this intention; I put
on my own great…coat (but did not light my own cigar; having had
enough of that for one while) and walked with him as far as the
open road: a dull road; then; at night。 He was in great spirits all
the way; and when we parted; and I loo