david copperfield(大卫.科波维尔)-第75部分
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belief) no one but a little bright…eyed creetur can be in a house。
She ain’t my child; I never had one; but I couldn’t love her more。
You understand! I couldn’t do it!’
‘I quite understand;’ said Steerforth。
‘I know you do; sir;’ returned Mr。 Peggotty; ‘and thankee again。
Mas’r Davy; he can remember what she was; you may judge for
your own self what she is; but neither of you can’t fully know what
she has been; is; and will be; to my loving art。 I am rough; sir;’ said
Mr。 Peggotty; ‘I am as rough as a Sea Porkypine; but no one;
unless; mayhap; it is a woman; can know; I think; what our little
Em’ly is to me。 And betwixt ourselves;’ sinking his voice lower yet;
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‘that woman’s name ain’t Missis Gummidge neither; though she
has a world of merits。’ Mr。 Peggotty ruffled his hair again; with
both hands; as a further preparation for what he was going to say;
and went on; with a hand upon each of his knees:
‘There was a certain person as had know’d our Em’ly; from the
time when her father was drownded; as had seen her constant;
when a babby; when a young gal; when a woman。 Not much of a
person to look at; he warn’t;’ said Mr。 Peggotty; ‘something o’ my
own build—rough—a good deal o’ the sou’…wester in him—wery
salt—but; on the whole; a honest sort of a chap; with his art in the
right place。’
I thought I had never seen Ham grin to anything like the extent
to which he sat grinning at us now。
‘What does this here blessed tarpaulin go and do;’ said Mr。
Peggotty; with his face one high noon of enjoyment; ‘but he loses
that there art of his to our little Em’ly。 He follers her about; he
makes hisself a sort o’ servant to her; he loses in a great measure
his relish for his wittles; and in the long…run he makes it clear to
me wot’s amiss。 Now I could wish myself; you see; that our little
Em’ly was in a fair way of being married。 I could wish to see her;
at all ewents; under articles to a honest man as had a right to
defend her。 I don’t know how long I may live; or how soon I may
die; but I know that if I was capsized; any night; in a gale of wind
in Yarmouth Roads here; and was to see the town…lights shining
for the last time over the rollers as I couldn’t make no head
against; I could go down quieter for thinking “There’s a man
ashore there; iron…true to my little Em’ly; God bless her; and no
wrong can touch my Em’ly while so be as that man lives。”’
Mr。 Peggotty; in simple earnestness; waved his right arm; as if
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he were waving it at the town…lights for the last time; and then;
exchanging a nod with Ham; whose eye he caught; proceeded as
before。
‘Well! I counsels him to speak to Em’ly。 He’s big enough; but
he’s bashfuller than a little un; and he don’t like。 So I speak。
“What! Him!” says Em’ly。 “Him that I’ve know’d so intimate so
many years; and like so much。 Oh; Uncle! I never can have him。
He’s such a good fellow!” I gives her a kiss; and I says no more to
her than; “My dear; you’re right to speak out; you’re to choose for
yourself; you’re as free as a little bird。” Then I aways to him; and I
says; “I wish it could have been so; but it can’t。 But you can both
be as you was; and wot I say to you is; Be as you was with her; like
a man。” He says to me; a…shaking of my hand; “I will!” he says。
And he was—honourable and manful—for two year going on; and
we was just the same at home here as afore。’
Mr。 Peggotty’s face; which had varied in its expression with the
various stages of his narrative; now resumed all its former
triumphant delight; as he laid a hand upon my knee and a hand
upon Steerforth’s (previously wetting them both; for the greater
emphasis of the action); and divided the following speech between
us:
‘All of a sudden; one evening—as it might be tonight—comes
little Em’ly from her work; and him with her! There ain’t so much
in that; you’ll say。 No; because he takes care on her; like a brother;
arter dark; and indeed afore dark; and at all times。 But this
tarpaulin chap; he takes hold of her hand; and he cries out to me;
joyful; “Look here! This is to be my little wife!” And she says; half
bold and half shy; and half a laughing and half a crying; “Yes;
Uncle! If you please。”—If I please!’ cried Mr。 Peggotty; rolling his
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head in an ecstasy at the idea; ‘Lord; as if I should do anythink
else!—“If you please; I am steadier now; and I have thought better
of it; and I’ll be as good a little wife as I can to him; for he’s a dear;
good fellow!” Then Missis Gummidge; she claps her hands like a
play; and you come in。 Theer! the murder’s out!’ said Mr。
Peggotty—‘You come in! It took place this here present hour; and
here’s the man that’ll marry her; the minute she’s out of her time。’
Ham staggered; as well he might; under the blow Mr。 Peggotty
dealt him in his unbounded joy; as a mark of confidence and
friendship; but feeling called upon to say something to us; he said;
with much faltering and great difficulty:
‘She warn’t no higher than you was; Mas’r Davy—when you
first come—when I thought what she’d grow up to be。 I see her
grown up—gent’lmen—like a flower。 I’d lay down my life for her—
Mas’r Davy—Oh! most content and cheerful! She’s more to me—
gent’lmen—than—she’s all to me that ever I can want; and more
than ever I—than ever I could say。 I—I love her true。 There ain’t a
gent’lman in all the land—nor yet sailing upon all the sea—that
can love his lady more than I love her; though there’s many a
common man—would say better—what he meant。’
I thought it affecting to see such a sturdy fellow as Ham was
now; trembling in the strength of what he felt for the pretty little
creature who had won his heart。 I thought the simple confidence
reposed in us by Mr。 Peggotty and by himself; was; in itself;
affecting。 I was affected by the story altogether。 How far my
emotions were influenced by the recollections of my childhood; I
don’t know。 Whether I had come there with any lingering fancy
that I was still to love little Em’ly; I don’t know。 I know that I was
filled with pleasure by all this; but; at first; with an indescribably
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sensitive pleasure; that a very little would have changed to pain。
Therefore; if it had depended upon me to touch the prevailing
chord among them with any skill; I should have made a poor hand
of it。 But it depended upon Steerforth; and he did it with such
address; that in a few minutes we were all as easy and as happy as
it was possible to be。
‘Mr。 Peggotty;’ he said; ‘you are a thoroughly good fellow; and
deserve to be as happy as you are tonight。 My hand upon it! Ham;
I give you joy; my boy。 My hand upon that; too! Daisy; stir the fire;
and make it a brisk one! and Mr。 Peggotty; unless you can induce
your gentle niece to come back (for whom I vacate this seat in the
corner); I shall go。 Any gap at your fireside on such a night—such
a gap least of all—I wouldn’t make; for the wealth of the Indies!’
So Mr。 Peggotty went into my old room to fetch little Em’ly。 At
first little Em’ly didn’t like to come; and then Ham went。 Presently
they brought her to the fireside; very much confused; and very
shy;—but she soon became more assured when she found how
gently and respectfully Steerforth spoke to her; how skilfully he
avoided anything that would embarrass her; how he talked to Mr。
Peggotty of boats; and ships; and tides; and fish; how he referred
to me about the time when he had seen Mr。 Peggotty at Salem
House; how delighted he was with the boat and all belonging to it;
how lightly and easily he carried on; until he brought us; by
degrees; into a charmed circle; and we were all talking away
without any reserve。
Em’ly; indeed; said little all the evening; but she looked; and
listened; and her face got animated; and she was charming。
Steerforth told a story of a dismal shipwreck (which arose out of
his talk with Mr。 Peggotty); as if he saw it all before him—and little
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Em’ly’s eyes were fastened on him all the time; as if she saw it too。
He told us a merry adventure of his own; as a relief to that; with as
much gaiety as if the narrative were as fresh to him as it was to
us—and little Em’ly laughed until the boat rang with the musical
sounds; and we all laughed (Steerforth too); in irresistible
sympathy with what was so pleasant and light…hearted。 He got Mr。
Peggotty to sing; or rather to roar; ‘When the stormy winds do
blow; do blow; do blow’; and he sang a sailor’s song himself; so
pathetically and beautifully; that I could have almost fancied that
the real wind creeping sorrowfully round the house; and
murmuring low through our unbroken silence; was there to listen。
As to Mrs。 Gummidge; he roused that victim of despondency
with a success never attained by anyone else (so Mr。 Peggotty
informed me); since the decease of the old one。 He left her so little
leisure for being miserable; that she said next day she thought she
must have been bewitched。
But he set up no monopoly of the general attention; or the
conversation。 When little Em’ly grew more courageous; and talked
(but still bashfully) across the fire to me; of our old wanderings
upon the beach; to pick up shells and pebbles; and when I asked
her if she recollected how I used to be devoted to her; and when
we both laughed and reddened; casting these looks back on the
pleasant old times; so unreal to look at now; he was silent and
attentive; and observed us thoughtfully。 She sat; at this time; and
all the evening; on the old locker in her old little corner by the
fire—Ham beside her; where I used to sit。 I could not satisfy
myself whether it was in her own little tormenting way; or in a
mai