thais(塞斯)-第22部分
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brutes; sleeping under the heels of their slaves; thou hast seen them
coupling like beasts on the carpet they had fouled with their vomit; thou
hast seen a foolish old man shed a blood yet viler than the wine which
flowed at his debauch; and at the end of the orgie throw himself in the face
of the unforeseen Christ。 Praise be to God! Thou hast seen error and
recognised how hideous it was。 Thais; Thais; Thais; recall to mind the
follies of these philosophers; and say if thou wilt go mad with them!
Remember the looks; the gestures; the laughs of their fitting companions;
those two lascivious and malicious strumpets; and say if thou wilt remain
like unto them。〃
'*' Steps on the Aventine Hill; leading to the Tiber; to which the
bodies of executed criminals were dragged to be thrown into the
river。 The word is now obsolete; but was employed by Ben Jonson
(Sejanus) and Massinger (The Roman Actor)。TRANS。
Thais; her heart stirred with horror and disgust at all she had seen and
heard that night; and feeling the indifference and brutality; the malicious
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jealousy of women; the heavy weight of useless hours; sighed。
〃I am weary to death; O my father! Where shall I find rest? I feel that
my face is burning; my head empty; and my arms are so tired that I should
not have the strength to seize happiness were it within reach of my hand。〃
Paphnutius gazed at her with loving pity。
〃Courage; O my sister! The hour of rest rises for thee; white and pure
as the vapours thou seest rise from the gardens and waters。〃
They were near the house of Thais; and could see; above the wall; the
tops of the sycamore and fir trees; which surrounded the Grotto of
Nymphs; tremble in the morning breeze。 In front of them was a public
square; deserted; and surrounded with steles and votive statues; and having
at each end a semicircular marble seat; supported by figures of monsters。
Thais fell on one of these seats。 Then; looking anxiously at the monk; she
asked
〃What must I do?〃
〃Thou must;〃 replied the monk; 〃follow Him who has come to seek
thee。 He will separate thee from this present life; as the vintager gathers
the cluster that would have rotted on the tree; and bears it to the wine…
press to change it into perfumed wine。 Listen! there is; a dozen hours from
Alexandria; towards the west; not far from the sea; a nunnery; the rules of
which; a masterpiece of wisdom; deserve to be put in lyric verse and sung
to the sound of the theorbo and tambourines。 It may truly be said that the
women who are there; submissive to these rules; have their feet upon earth
and their faces in heaven。 They desire to be poor; that Jesus may love them;
modest; that He may gaze upon them; chaste that He may wed them。 He
visits them every day in the guise of a gardener; His feet bare; His
beautiful hands openeven as He showed Himself to Mary at the entrance
of the tomb。 I will conduct thee this very day to this nunnery; my Thais;
and soon; commingling with these holy women; thou wilt share in their
heavenly conversation。 They await thee as a sister。 On the threshold of the
convent; their mother; the pious Albina; will give thee the kiss of peace
and will say; 'My daughter; thou art welcome!' 〃
The courtesan uttered a cry of amazement。
〃Albina! a daughter of the Caesars! The great niece of the Emperor
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Carus!〃
〃She herself! Albina; who; born in the purple; has donned the serge;
and a daughter of the masters of this world; has risen to the rank of servant
of Jesus Christ。 She will be thy mother。〃
Thais rose and said
〃Take me to the house of Albina。〃
And Paphnutius; completing his victory
〃Surely I will conduct thee thither; and there I will place thee in a cell;
where thou shalt weep for thy sins。 For it is not fitting that thou shouldst
mingle with the daughters of Albina until thou art cleansed from thy sins。 I
will seal the door; and there; a happy prisoner; thou wilt wait in tears till
Jesus Himself come; as a sign of pardon; to break the seal that I have
placed。 And doubt not that He will come; Thais; and how the flesh of thy
soul will tremble when thou shalt feel the fingers of Light placed upon thy
eyes to dry thy tears!〃
Thais said a second time
〃Take me; my father; to the house of Albina。〃
His heart filled with joy; Paphnutius gazed around him; and tasted;
almost without fear; the pleasure of contemplating the works of creation;
his eyes drank in with joy God's light; and unknown breezes fanned his
cheeks。 Suddenly; seeing at one of the corners of the public square the
little door which led to Thais' house; and remembering that the trees;
whose foliage he had been admiring; shaded the courtesan's garden; he
thought of all the impurities which there sullied the air; to…day so light and
pure; and his soul was so grieved that bitter tears sprang to his eyes。
〃Thais;〃 he said; 〃we must fly without looking back。 But we must not
leave behind us the instruments; the witnesses; the accomplices of thy past
crimes; those heavy hangings; those beds; carpets; perfume censers and
lamps; which would proclaim thy infamy! Dost thou wish that; animated
by the demons; and carried by the evil spirit that is in them; those accursed
belongings should pursue thee even to the desert? It is but too true that
there are tables which bring ruin; seats which serve as the instruments of
devils; which act; speak; strike the ground; and pass through the air。 Let all
perish which has seen thy shame! Hasten; Thais; and; whilst the city is yet
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asleep; order thy slaves to make; in the centre of this place; a pile; upon
which we will burn all the abominable riches thy dwelling contains。〃
Thais consented。
〃Do as you will; my father;〃 she said。 〃I know that spirits often dwell
in inanimate objects。 At night some articles of furniture talk; either by
giving knocks at regular intervals or by emitting little flashes of light as
signals。 And even more。 Have you remarked; my father; at the entrance to
the Grotto of Nymphs; on the right; a statue of a naked woman about to
bathe? One day I saw; with my own eyes; that statue turn its head like a
living person; and then return to its ordinary attitude。 I was terrified。
Nicias; to whom I related this prodigy; laughed at me; yet there must be
some magic in that statue; for it inspired with violent desires a certain
Dalmatian; who was insensible to my beauty。 It is certain that I have lived
amongst enchanted things; and that I was exposed to the greatest perils; for
men have been strangled by the embraces of a bronze statue。 Yet it would
be a pity to destroy valuable works made with rare skill; and to burn my
carpets and tapestry would be a great loss。 The beautiful colours of some
of them are truly wonderful; and they cost much money to those who gave
them to me。 I also possess cups; statues; and pictures of great price。 I do
not think they ought to perish。 But you know what is necessary。 Do as you
will; my father。〃
Thus saying; she followed the monk to the little door at which so many
garlands and wreaths had been hung; and; when it was opened; she told the
porter to call together all the slaves in the house。 Four Indians; who were
employed in the kitchen; were the first to appear。 They were all four
yellow men; and each had but one eye。 It had cost Thais much trouble; and
given her amusement; to get together these four slaves of the same race;
and all afflicted with the same infirmity。 When they attended at table they
excited the curiosity of the guests; and Thais made them relate the story of
their lives。 These four waited in silence。 Their assistants followed them。
Then came the stablemen; the huntsmen; the litter…bearers; and the running
footmen with muscles like iron; two gardeners hirsute as Priapus; six
ferocious looking negroes; three Greek slavesone a grammarian; another
a poet; and the third a singer。 They all stood; ranged in order; on the public
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square; and were presently joined by the negressescurious; suspicious;
rolling big round eyes; and each with a huge mouth slit to her earrings。
Lastly; adjusting their veils and languidly dragging their feet; which were
shackled with light gold chains; appeared six sulky… looking; beautiful
white slave…girls。 When they were all assembled; Thais; pointing to
Paphnutius; said
〃Do whatever this man commands you; for the spirit of God is in him;
and if you disobey him you will fall dead。〃
For she had heard; and really believed; that the earth would open and