wild wales-第122部分
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for alms。 There I sat; quite proud; and more happy than I had ever
felt in my life before; and the unfortunates began to make their
appearance。 First came a bacah on crutches; then came a woman with
a white swelling; then came an individual who had nothing at all
the matter with him; and was only a poor unfortunate; wandering
about the world; then came a far cake; (22) a dark man; who was led
about by a gossoon; after him a simpley; and after the simpleton
somebody else as much or more unfortunate。 And as the afflicted
people arrived and placed themselves by the side of the door and
said 'Ave Mary;' or 'In the name of God;' or crossed their arms; or
looked down upon the ground; each according to his practice; I got
up and emptied my measure of meal into his poke; or whatever he
carried about with him for receiving the alms which might be given
to him; and my measures of meal began to be emptied fast; for it
seemed that upon that day; when I happened to be particularly short
of meal; all the unfortunates in the county of Limerick had
conspired together to come to ask me for alms。 At last every
measure of meal was emptied; and there I sat in my house with
nothing to give away provided an unfortunate should come。 Says I
to the colleen: 'What shall I do provided any more come; for all
the meal is gone; and there will be no more before the boys come
home at night from the ballybetagh。' Says the colleen: 'If any
more come; can't ye give them something else?' Says I: 'It has
always been my practice to give in meal; and loth should I be to
alter it; for if once I begin to give away other things; I may give
away all I have。' Says the colleen: 'Let's hope no one else will
come: there have been thirteen of them already。' Scarcely had she
said these words; when a monstrous woman; half…naked; and with a
long staff in her hand; on the top of which was a cross; made her
appearance; and placing herself right before the door; cried out so
that you might have heard her for a mile; 'Give me an alms for the
glory of God!' 'Good woman;' says I to her; 'you will be kind
enough to excuse me: all the preparation I had made for alms has
been given away; for I have relieved thirteen unfortunates this
blessed morning … so may the Virgin help ye; good woman!' 'Give me
an alms;' said the Beanvore; with a louder voice than before; 'or
it will be worse for you。' 'You must excuse me; good mistress;'
says I; 'but I have no more meal in the house。 Those thirteen
measures which you see there empty were full this morning; for what
was in them I have given away to unfortunates。 So the Virgin and
Child help you。' 'Do you choose to give me an alms?' she shrieked;
so that you might have heard her to Londonderry。 'If ye have no
meal give me something else。' 'You must excuse me; good lady;'
says I: 'it is my custom to give alms in meal; and in nothing
else。 I have none in the house now; but if ye come on the morrow
ye shall have a triple measure。 In the meanwhile may the Virgin;
Child; and the Holy Trinity assist ye!' Thereupon she looked at me
fixedly for a moment; and then said; not in a loud voice; but in a
low; half…whispered way; which was ten times more deadly:…
〃'Biaidh an taifrionn gan sholas duit a bhean shilach!'
Then turning from the door she went away with long strides。 Now;
honey; can ye tell me the meaning of those words?〃
〃They mean;〃 said I; 〃unless I am much mistaken: 'May the Mass
never comfort ye; you dirty queen!'〃
〃Ochone! that's the maning of them; sure enough。 They are cramped
words; but I guessed that was the meaning; or something of the
kind。 Well; after hearing the evil prayer; I sat for a minute or
two quite stunned; at length recovering myself a bit I said to the
colleen: 'Get up; and run after the woman and tell her to come
back and cross the prayer。' I meant by crossing that she should
call it back or do something that would take the venom out of it。
Well; the colleen was rather loth to go; for she was a bit scared
herself; but on my beseeching her; she got up and ran after the
woman; and being rather swift of foot; at last; though with much
difficulty; overtook her; and begged her to come back and cross the
prayer; but the divil of a woman would do no such thing; and when
the colleen persisted she told her that if she didn't go back; she
would say an evil prayer over her too。 So the colleen left her;
and came back; crying and frighted。 All the rest of the day I
remained sitting on the stool speechless; thinking of the prayer
which the woman had said; and wishing I had given her everything I
had in the world; rather than she should have said it。 At night
came home the boys; and found their mother sitting on the stool;
like one stupefied。 'What's the matter with you; mother?' they
said。 'Get up and help us to unpack。 We have brought home plenty
of things on the car; and amongst others a whole boll of meal。'
'You might as well have left it behind you;' said I; 'this morning
a single measure of meal would have been to me of all the
assistance in the world; but I question now if I shall ever want
meal again。' They asked me what had happened to me; and after some
time I told them how a monstrous woman had been to me; and had said
an evil prayer over me; because having no meal in the house I had
not given her an alms。 'Come; mother;' said they; 'get up and help
us to unload! never mind the prayer of the monstrous woman … it is
all nonsense。' Well; I got up and helped them to unload; and
cooked them a bit; and sat down with them; and tried to be merry;
but felt that I was no longer the woman that I was。 The next day I
didn't seem to care what became of me; or how matters went on; and
though there was now plenty of meal in the house; not a measure did
I fill with it to give away in the shape of alms; and when the
bacahs and the liprous women; and the dark men; and the other
unfortunates placed themselves at the side of the door; and gave me
to understand that they wanted alms; each in his or her particular
manner; divil an alms did I give them; but let them stand and took
no heed of them; so that at last they took themselves off;
grumbling and cursing。 And little did I care for their grumblings
and cursings。 Two days before I wouldn't have had an unfortunate
grumble at me; or curse me; for all the riches below the sun; but
now their grumblings and curses didn't give me the slightest
unasiness; for I had an evil prayer spoken against me in the Shanna
Gailey by the monstrous woman; and I knew that I was blighted in
this world and the next。 In a little time I ceased to pay any heed
to the farming business; or to the affairs of the house; so that my
sons had no comfort in their home。 And I took to drink and induced
my eldest son to take to drink too … my youngest son; however; did
not take to drink; but conducted himself well; and toiled and
laboured like a horse and often begged me and his brother to
consider what we were about; and not to go on in a way which would
bring us all to ruin; but I paid no regard to what he said; and his
brother followed my example; so that at last seeing things were
getting worse every day; and that we should soon be turned out of
house and home; for no rint was paid; every penny that could be got
being consumed in waste; he bade us farewell and went and listed
for a sodger。 But if matters were bad enough before he went away;
they became much worse after; for now when the unfortunates came to
the door for alms; instead of letting them stand in pace till they
were tired; and took themselves off; I would mock them and point at
them; and twit them with their sores and other misfortunes; and not
unfrequently I would fling scalding water over them; which would
send them howling and honing away; till at last there was not an
unfortunate but feared to come within a mile of my door。 Moreover
I began to misconduct myself at chapel; more especially at the
Aifrionn or Mass; for no sooner was the bell rung; and the holy
corpus raised; than I would shout and hoorah; and go tumbling and
toppling along the floor before the holy body; as I just now
tumbled along the road before you; so that the people were
scandalized; and would take me by the shoulders and turn me out of
doors; and began to talk of ducking me in the bog。 The priest of
the parish; however; took my part; saying that I ought not to be
persecuted; for that I was not accountable for what I did; being a
possessed person; and under the influence of divils。 'These;
however;' said he; 'I'll soon cast out from her; and then the woman
will be a holy cratur; much better than she ever was before。' A
very learned man was Father Hogan; especially in casting out
divils; and a portly; good…looking man too; only he had a large
rubicon nose; which people said he got by making over free with the
cratur in sacret。 I had often looked at the nose; when the divil
was upon me; and felt an inclination to seize hold of it; just to
see how it felt。 Well; he had me to his house several times; and
there he put holy cloths upon me; and tied holy images to me; and
read to me out of holy books; and sprinkled holy water over me; and
put questions to me; and at last was so plased with the answers I
gave him; that he prached a sermon about me in the chapel; in which
he said that he had cast six of my divils out of me; and should
cast out the seventh; which was the last; by the next Sabbath; and
then should present me to the folks in the chapel as pure a vessel
as the blessed Mary herself … and that I was destined to accomplish
great things; and to be a mighty instrument in the hands of the
Holy Church; for that he intended to write a book about me;
describing the miracle he had performed in casting the seven divils
out of me; which he should get printed at the printing…press of the
blessed Columba; and should send me through all Ireland to sell the
copies; the profits of which would go towards the support of the
holy society for casting out unclane spirits