the nabob-第47部分

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p　on　a　level　with　her　half…closed　eyes　a　glass　of　Chateau…Yquem；　come　from　the　cellar　of　the　neighbouring　Moulin…Rouge；　and　her　dainty　little　rosy　face；　her　flowing　garments；　like　those　you　might　see　in　some　pastel；　reflected　in　the　golden　wine；　which　lent　to　them　its　own　piquant　fervour；　recalled　to　mind　the　quondam　heroine　of　gay　little　suppers　after　the　theatre；　the　Crenmitz　of　the　brave　old　daysnot　an　audacious　creature　after　the　manner　of　the　stars　of　our　modern　opera；　but　unconscious；　and　wrapped　in　her　luxury　like　a　fine　pearl　in　the　delicate　whiteness　of　its　shell。　Felicia；　who　decidedly　that　evening　was　anxious　to　please　everybody；　turned　her　mind　gently　to　the　chapter　of　recollections；　got　her　to　recount　once　more　her　great　triumphs　in　/Gisella/；　in　the　/Peri/；　and　the　ovations　of　the　public；　the　visit　of　the　princes　to　her　dressing…room；　the　present　of　Queen　Amelia；　accompanied　by　such　a　charming　little　speech。　The　recalling　of　these　glories　intoxicated　the　poor　fairy；　her　eyes　shone；　they　heard　her　little　feet　moving　impatiently　under　the　table　as　though　seized　by　a　dancing　frenzy。　And　in　effect；　dinner　over；　when　they　had　returned　to　the　studio；　Constance　began　to　walk　backward　and　forward；　now　and　then　half　executing　a　step；　a　pirouette；　while　continuing　to　talk；　interrupting　herself　to　hum　some　ballad　air　of　which　she　would　keep　the　rhythm　with　a　movement　of　the　head；　then　suddenly　she　bent　herself　double；　and　with　a　bound　was　at　the　other　end　of　the　studio。

〃Now　she　is　off！〃　said　Felicia　in　a　low　voice　to　de　Gery。　〃Watch！　It　is　worth　your　while；　you　are　going　to　see　the　Crenmitz　dance。〃

It　was　charming　and　fairy…like。　Against　the　background　of　the　immense　room　lost　in　shadow　and　receiving　almost　no　light　save　through　the　arched　glass　roof　over　which　the　moon　was　climbing　in　a　pale　sky　of　night　blue；　a　veritable　sky　of　the　opera；　the　silhouette　of　the　famous　dancer　stood　out　all　white；　like　a　droll　little　shadow；　light　and　imponderable；　which　seemed　rather　to　be　flying　in　the　air　than　springing　over　the　floor；　then；　erect　upon　the　tips　of　her　toes；　supported　in　the　air　only　by　her　extended　arms；　her　face　lifted　in　an　elusive　pose；　which　left　nothing　visible　but　the　smile；　she　advanced　quickly　towards　the　light　or　fled　away　with　little　rushes　so　rapid　that　you　were　constantly　expecting　to　hear　a　slight　shivering　of　glass　and　to　see　her　thus　mount　backward　the　slope　of　the　great　moonbeam　that　lay　aslant　the　studio。　That　which　added　a　charm；　a　singular　poetry；　to　this　fantastic　ballet　was　the　absence　of　music；　the　sound　alone　of　the　rhythmical　beat　the　force　of　which　was　accentuated　by　the　semi…darkness；　of　that　quick　and　light　tapping　not　heavier　on　the　parquet　floor　than　the　fall；　petal　by　petal；　of　a　dahlia　going　out　of　bloom。

Thus　it　went　on　for　some　minutes；　at　the　end　of　which　they　knew；　by　hearing　her　shorter　breathing；　that　she　was　becoming　fatigued。

〃Enough！　enough！　Sit　down　now；〃　said　Felicia。　Thereupon　the　little　white　shadow　halted　beside　an　easy　chair；　and　there　remained　posed；　ready　to　start　off　again；　smiling　and　breathless；　until　sleep　overcame　her；　rocking　and　balancing　her　gently　without　disturbing　her　pretty　pose；　as　of　a　dragon…fly　on　the　branch　of　a　willow　dipping　in　the　water　and　swayed　by　the　current。

While　they　watched　her；　dozing　on　her　easy　chair：

〃Poor　little　fairy！〃　said　Felicia；　〃hers　is　what　I　have　had　best　and　most　serious　in　my　life　in　the　way　of　friendship；　protection；　and　guardianship。　Can　you　wonder　now　at　the　zig…zags；　the　erratic　nature　of　my　mind？　Fortunate　at　that；　to　have　gone　no　further。〃

And　suddenly；　with　a　joyous　effusion　of　feeling：

〃Ah；　Minerva；　Minerva；　I　am　very　glad　that　you　came　this　evening！　But　you　must　not　leave　me　to　myself　for　so　long　again；　mind。　I　need　to　have　near　me　an　honest　mind　like　yours；　to　see　a　true　face　among　the　masks　that　surround　me。　A　fearful　/bourgeois/；　all　the　same；〃　she　added；　laughing；　〃and　a　provincial　into　the　bargain。　But　no　matter！　It　is　you；　for　all　that；　whom　it　gives　me　the　most　pleasure　to　see。　And　I　believe　that　my　liking　for　you　is　due　especially　to　one　thing：　you　remind　me　of　some　one　who　was　the　great　affection　of　my　youth；　a　sedate　and　sensible　little　being　she　also；　chained　to　the　matter…of…　fact　side　of　existence；　but　tempering　it　with　that　ideal　element　which　we　artists　set　aside　exclusively　for　the　profit　of　our　work。　Certain　things　which　you　say　seem　to　me　as　though　they　had　come　from　her。　You　have　the　same　mouth；　like　an　antique　model's。　Is　it　that　that　gives　this　resemblance　to　your　words？　I　have　no　idea；　but　most　certainly　you　are　like　each　other。　You　shall　see。〃

On　the　table　laden　with　sketches　and　albums；　at　which　she　was　sitting　facing　him；　she　drew；　as　she　talked；　with　brow　inclined　and　her　rather　wild　curly　hair　shading　her　graceful　little　head。　She　was　no　longer　the　beautiful　couchant　monster；　with　the　anxious　and　gloomy　countenance；　condemning　her　own　destiny；　but　a　woman；　a　true　woman；　in　love；　and　eager　to　beguile。　This　time　Paul　forgot　all　his　mistrusts　in　presence　of　so　much　sincerity　and　such　passing　grace。　He　was　about　to　speak；　to　persuade。　The　minute　was　decisive。　But　the　door　opened　and　the　little　page　appeared。　M。　le　Duc　had　sent　to　inquire　whether　mademoiselle　was　still　suffering　from　her　headache　of　earlier　in　the　evening。

〃Still　just　as　much；〃　she　said　with　irritation。

When　the　servant　had　gone　out；　a　moment　of　silence　fell　between　them；　a　glacial　coldness。　Paul　had　risen。　She　continued　her　sketch；　with　her　head　still　bowed。

He　took　a　few　paces　in　the　studio；　then；　having　come　back　to　the　table；　he　asked　quietly；　astonished　to　feel　himself　so　calm：

〃It　was　the　Duc　de　Mora　who　was　to　have　dined　here？〃

〃Yes。　I　was　boreda　day　of　spleen。　Days　of　that　kind　are　bad　for　me。〃

〃Was　the　duchess　to　have　come？〃

〃The　duchess？　No。　I　don't　know　her。〃

〃Well；　in　your　place　I　would　never　receive　in　my　house；　at　my　table；　a　married　man　whose　wife　I　did　not　meet。　You　complain　of　being　deserted；　why　desert　yourself？　When　one　is　without　reproach；　one　should　avoid　the　very　suspicion　of　it。　Do　I　vex　you？〃

〃No；　no；　scold　me；　Minerva。　I　have　no　objection　to　your　ethics。　They　are　honest　and　frank；　yours；　they　do　not　blink　uncertain；　like　those　of　Jenkins。　I　told　you；　I　need　some　one　to　guide　me。〃

And　tossing　over　to　him　the　sketch　which　she　had　just　finished：

〃See；　that　is　the　friend　of　whom　I　was　speaking　to　you。　A　profound　and　sure　affection；　which　I　was　foolish　enough　to　allow　to　be　lost　to　me；　like　the　bungler　I　am。　She　it　was　to　whom　I　appealed　in　moments　of　difficulty；　when　a　decision　required　to　be　taken；　some　sacrifice　made。　I　used　to　say　to　myself；　'What　will　she　think　of　this？'　just　as　we　artists　may　stop　in　the　midst　of　a　piece　of　work　to　refer　it　mentally　to　some　great　man；　one　of　our　masters。　I　must　have　you　take　her　place　for　me。　Will　you？〃

Paul　did　not　answer。　He　was　looking　at　the　portrait　of　Aline。　It　was　she；　herself　to　the　letter；　her　pure　profile；　her　mocking　and　kindly　mouth；　and　the　long　curl　like　a　caress　on　the　delicate　neck。　Felicia　had　ceased　to　exist　for　him。

Poor　Felicia；　endowed　with　superior　talents；　she　was　indeed　like　those　magicians　who　knot　and　unknot　the　destinies　of　men；　without　possessing　any　power　over　their　own　happiness。

〃Will　you　give　me　this　sketch？〃　he　said　in　a　low；　quivering　voice。

〃Most　willingly。　She　is　niceisn't　she？　Ah！　her　indeed；　if　you　should　meet；　love　her；　marry　her。　She　is　worth　more　than　all　the　rest　of　womankind　together。　And　yet；　failing　herfailing　her〃

And　the　beautiful　sphinx；　tamed；　raised　to　him；　moist　and　laughing；　her　great　eyes；　in　which　an　enigma　had　ceased　to　be　indecipherable。



THE　EXHIBITION


〃SUPERB！〃

〃A　tremendous　success！　Barye　has　never　done　anything　so　good　before。〃

〃And　the　bust　of　the　Nabob！　What　a　marvel。　How　happy　Constance　Crenmitz　is！　Look　at　her　trotting　about！〃

〃What！　That　little　old　lady　in　the　ermine　cape　is　the　Crenmitz？　I　thought　she　had　been　dead　twenty　years　ago。〃

Oh；　no！　Very　much　alive；　on　the　contrary。　Delighted；　made　young　again　by　the　triumph　of　her　goddaughter；　who　had　made　what　is　decidedly　the　success　of　the　exhibition；　she　passes　about　among　the　crowd　of　artists　and　fashionable　people；　who；　wedged　together　and　stifling　themselves　in　order　to　get　a　look　at　the　two　points　where　the　works　sent　by　Felicia　are　exhibited；　form　as　it　were　two　solid　masses　of　black　backs　and　jumbled　dresses。　Constance；　ordinarily　so　timid；　edges　her　way　into　the　front　rank；　listens　to　the　discussions；　catches；　as　they　fly；　disjointed　phrases；　formulas　which　she　takes　care　to　remember；　approves　with　a　nod；　smiles；　raises　her　shoulders　when　she　hears　a　stupid　remark　made；　inclined　to　murder　the　first　person　who　should　not　admire。

Whether　it　be　the　good　Crenmitz　or　another；　you　will　always　see　it　at　every　opening　of　the　/Salon/；　that　furtive　silhouette；　prowling　near　wherever　a　conversation　is　going　on；　with　an　anxious　manner　and　alert　ear；　sometimes　a　simple　old　fellow；　some　father；　whose　glance　thanks　you　for　any　kind　word　said　in　passing；　or　assumes　a　grieved　expression　by　reason　of　some　epigram；　flung　at　the　work　of　art；　that　may　wound　some　heart　behind　you。　A　figure　not　to　be　forgotten；　certainly；　if　ever　it　should　occur　to　any　painter　with　a　passion　for　modernity　to　fix　on　canvas　that　very　typical　manifestation　of　Parisian　life；　the　opening　of　an　exhibition　in　that　vast　conservatory　of　sculpture；　with　its　paths　of　yellow　sand；　and　its　immense　glass　roof　beneath　which；　half…way　up；　stand　out　the　galleries　of　the　first　floor；　lined　by　heads　bent　over　to　look　down；　and　decorated　with　improvised　flowing　draperies。

In　a　rather　cold　light；　made　pallid　by　those　green　curtains　that　hang　all　around；　in　which　one　would　fancy　that　the　light…rays　become　rarefied；　in　order　to　give　to　the　vision　of　the　people　walking　about　the　room　a　certain　contemplative　justice；　the　slow　crowd　goes　and　comes；　pauses；　disperses　itself　over　the　seats　in　serried　groups；　and　yet　mixing　up　different　sections　of　society　more　thoroughly　than　any　other　assembly；　just　as　the　weather；　uncertain　and　changeable　at　this　time　of　the　year；　produces　a　confusion　in　the　world　of　clothes；　causes　to　brush　each　other