the black robe-第59部分
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I don't mean to allow things to go on in this way。 My
contemptible son…in…law shall return to his wife。〃
This startled me; and I suppose I showed it。
〃Wait a little;〃 said Mrs。 Eyrecourt。 〃There is nothing to be
alarmed about。 Romayne is a weak fool; and Father Benwell's
greedy hands are (of course) in both his pockets。 But he has;
unless I am e ntirely mistaken; some small sense of shame; and
some little human feeling still left。 After the manner in which
he has behaved; these are the merest possibilities; you will say。
Very likely。 I have boldly appealed to those possibilities
nevertheless。 He has already gone away to Rome; and I need hardly
addFather Benwell would take good care of thathe has left us
no address。 It doesn't in the least matter。 One of the advantages
of being so much in society as I am is that I have nice
acquaintances everywhere; always ready to oblige me; provided I
don't borrow money of them。 I have written to Romayne; under
cover to one of my friends living in Rome。 Wherever he may be;
there my letter will find him。〃
So far; I listened quietly enough; naturally supposing that Mrs。
Eyrecourt trusted to her own arguments and persuasions。 I confess
it even to myself; with shame。 It was a relief to me to feel that
the chances (with such a fanatic as Romayne) were a hundred to
one against her。
This unworthy way of thinking was instantly checked by Mrs。
Eyrecourt's next words。
〃Don't suppose that I am foolish enough to attempt to reason with
him;〃 she went on。 〃My letter begins and ends on the first page。
His wife has a claim on him; which no newly…married man can
resist。 Let me do him justice。 He knew nothing of it before he
went away。 My lettermy daughter has no suspicion that I have
written ittells him plainly what the claim is。〃
She paused。 Her eyes softened; her voice sank lowshe became
quite unlike the Mrs。 Eyrecourt whom I knew。
〃In a few months more; Winterfield;〃 she said; 〃my poor Stella
will be a mother。 My letter calls Romayne back to his wife_and
his child。〃_
Mrs。 Eyrecourt paused; evidently expecting me to offer an opinion
of some sort。 For the moment I was really unable to speak。
Stella's mother never had a very high opinion of my abilities。
She now appeared to consider me the stupidest person in the
circle of her acquaintance。
〃Are you a little deaf; Winterfield?〃 she asked。
〃Not that I know of。〃
〃Do you understand me?〃
〃Oh; yes。〃
〃Then why can't you say something? I want a man's opinion of our
prospects。 Good gracious; how you fidget! Put yourself in
Romayne's place; and tell me this。 If _you_ had left Stella〃
〃I should never have left her; Mrs。 Eyrecourt。〃
〃Be quiet。 You don't know what you would have done。 I insist on
your supposing yourself to be a weak; superstitious; conceited;
fanatical fool。 You understand? Now; tell me; then。 Could you
keep away from your wife; when you were called back to her in the
name of your firstborn child? Could you resist that?〃
〃Most assuredly not!〃
I contrived to reply with an appearance of tranquillity。 It was
not very easy to speak with composure。 Envious; selfish;
contemptibleno language is too strong to describe the turn my
thoughts now took。 I never hated any human being as I hated
Romayne at that moment。
〃Damn him; he will come back!〃 There was my inmost feeling
expressed in words。
In the meantime; Mrs。 Eyrecourt was satisfied。
She dashed at the next subject as fluent and as confident as
ever。
〃Now; Winterfield; it is surely plain to your mind that you must
not see Stella againexcept when I am present to tie the tongue
of scandal。 My daughter's conduct must not allow her husbandif
you only knew how I detest that man!must not; I say; allow her
husband the slightest excuse for keeping away from her。 If we
give that odious old Jesuit the chance; he will make a priest of
Romayne before we know where we are。 The audacity of these
Papists is really beyond belief。 You remember how they made
Bishops and Archbishops here; in flat defiance of our laws?
Father Benwell follows that example; and sets our other laws at
defianceI mean our marriage laws。 I am so indignant I can't
express myself as clearly as usual。 Did Stella tell you that he
actually shook Romayne's belief in his own marriage? Ah; I
understandshe kept that to herself; poor dear; and with good
reason; too。 〃
I thought of the turned…down page in the letter。 Mrs。 Eyrecourt
readily revealed what her daughter's delicacy had forbidden me to
readincluding the monstrous assumption which connected my
marriage before the registrar with her son…in…law's scruples。
〃Yes;〃 she proceeded; 〃these Catholics are all alike。 My
daughterI don't mean my sweet Stella; I mean the unnatural
creature in the nunnerysets herself above her own mother。 Did I
ever tell you she was impudent enough to say she would pray for
me? Father Benwell and the Papal Aggression over again! Now tell
me; Winterfield; don't you think; taking the circumstances into
considerationthat you will act like a thoroughly sensible man
if you go back to Devonshire while we are in our present
situation? What with foot…warmers in the carriage; and newspapers
and magazines to amuse you; it isn't such a very long journey。
And then Beauparkdear Beauparkis such a remarkably
comfortable house in the winter; and you; you enviable creature;
are such a popular man in the neighborhood。 Oh; go back! go
back!〃
I got up and took my hat。 She patted me on the shoulder。 I could
have throttled her at that moment。 And yet she was right。
〃You will make my excuses to Stella?〃 I said。
〃You dear; good fellow; I will do more than make your excuses; I
will sing your praisesas the poet says。〃 In her ungovernable
exultation at having got rid of me; she burst into extravagant
language。 〃I feel like a mother to you;〃 she went on; as we shook
hands at parting。 〃I declare I could almost let you kiss me。〃
There was not a single kissable place about Mrs。 Eyrecourt;
unpainted; undyed; or unpowdered。 I resisted temptation and
opened the door。 There was still one last request that I could
not help making。
〃Will you let me know;〃 I said; 〃when you hear from Rome?〃
〃With the greatest pleasure;〃 Mrs。 Eyrecourt answered; briskly。
〃Good…by; you best of friendsgood…by。〃
I write these lines while the servant is packing my portmanteau。
Traveler knows what that means。 My dog is glad; at any rate; to
get away from London。 I think I shall hire a yacht; and try what
a voyage round the world will do for me。 I wish to God I had
never seen Stella!
Second Extract。
Beaupark; February 10。News at last from Mrs。 Eyrecourt。
Romayne has not even read the letter that she addressed to
himit has actually been returned to her by Father Benwell。 Mrs。
Eyrecourt writes; naturally enough; in a state of fury。 Her one
consolation; under this insulting treatment; is that her daughter
knows nothing of the circumstances。 She warns me (quite
needlessly) to keep the secretand sends me a copy of Father
Benwell's letter:
〃Dear MadamMr。 Romayne can read nothing that diverts his
attention from his preparation for the priesthood; or that
recalls past associations with errors which he has renounced
forever。 When a letter reaches him; it is his wise custom to look
at the signature first。 He has handed your letter to me;
_unread_with a request that I will return it to you。 In his
presence; I instantly sealed it up。 Neither he nor I know; or
wish to know; on what subject you have addressed him。 We
respectfully advise you not to write again。〃
This is really too bad; but it has one advantage; so far as I am
concerned。 It sets my own unworthy doubts and jealousies before
me in a baser light than ever。 How honestly I defended Father
Benwell! and how completely he has deceived me! I wonder whether
I shall live long enough to see the Jesuit caught in one of his
own traps?
11th。I was disappointed at not hearing from Stella; yesterday。
This morning has made amends; it has brought me a letter from
her。
She is not well; and her mother's conduct sadly perplexes her。 At
one time; Mrs。 Eyrecourt's sense of injury urges her to indulge
in violent measuresshe is eager to place her deserted daughter
under the protection of the law; to insist on a restitution of
conjugal rights or on a judicial separation。 At another time she
sinks into a state of abject depression; declares that it is
impossible for her; in Stella's deplorable situation; to face
society; and recommends immediate retirement to some place on the
Contin ent in which they can live cheaply。 This latter suggestion
Stella is not only ready; but eager; to adopt。 She proves it by
asking for my advice; in a postscript; no doubt remembering the
happy days when I courted her in Paris; and the many foreign
friends of mine who called at our hotel。
The postscript gave me the excuse that I wanted。 I knew perfectly
well that it would be better for me not to see herand I went to
London; for the sole purpose of seeing her; by the firs