the financier-第88部分
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's better to go； I think。 I wouldn't think of running away from Philadelphia。 Two of five judges found for me in the decision。 That's pretty fair evidence that the State has no case against me。〃
His wife saw she had made a mistake。 It clarified her judgment on the instant。 〃I didn't mean in that way； Frank；〃 she replied； apologetically。 〃You know I didn't。 Of course I know you're not guilty。 Why should I think you were； of all people？〃
She paused； expecting some retort； some further argumenta kind word maybe。 A trace of the older； baffling love； but he had quietly turned to his desk and was thinking of other things。
At this point the anomaly of her own state came over her again。 It was all so sad and so hopeless。 And what was she to do in the future？ And what was he likely to do？ She paused half trembling and yet decided； because of her peculiarly nonresisting nature why trespass on his time？ Why bother？ No good would really come of it。 He really did not care for her any morethat was it。 Nothing could make him； nothing could bring them together again； not even this tragedy。 He was interested in another womanAileen and so her foolish thoughts and explanations； her fear； sorrow； distress； were not important to him。 He could take her agonized wish for his freedom as a comment on his probable guilt； a doubt of his innocence； a criticism of him！ She turned away for a minute； and he started to leave the room。
〃I'll be back again in a few moments；〃 he volunteered。 〃Are the children here？〃
〃Yes； they're up in the play…room；〃 she answered； sadly； utterly nonplussed and distraught。
〃Oh； Frank！〃 she had it on her lips to cry； but before she could utter it he had bustled down the steps and was gone。 She turned back to the table； her left hand to her mouth； her eyes in a queer； hazy； melancholy mist。 Could it be； she thought； that life could really come to thisthat love could so utterly； so thoroughly die？ Ten years beforebut； oh； why go back to that？ Obviously it could； and thoughts concerning that would not help now。 Twice now in her life her affairs had seemed to go to piecesonce when her first husband had died； and now when her second had failed her； had fallen in love with another and was going to be sent off to prison。 What was it about her that caused such things？ Was there anything wrong with her？ What was she going to do？ Where go？ She had no idea； of course； for how long a term of years he would be sent away。 It might be one year or it might be five years； as the papers had said。 Good heavens！ The children could almost come to forget him in five years。 She put her other hand to her mouth； also； and then to her forehead； where there was a dull ache。 She tried to think further than this； but somehow； just now； there was no further thought。 Suddenly quite outside of her own volition； with no thought that she was going to do such a thing； her bosom began to heave； her throat contracted in four or five short； sharp； aching spasms； her eyes burned； and she shook in a vigorous； anguished； desperate； almost one might have said dry…eyed； cry； so hot and few were the tears。 She could not stop for the moment； just stood there and shook； and then after a while a dull ache succeeded； and she was quite as she had been before。
〃Why cry？〃 she suddenly asked herself； fiercelyfor her。 〃Why break down in this stormy； useless way？ Would it help？〃
But； in spite of her speculative； philosophic observations to herself； she still felt the echo； the distant rumble； as it were； of the storm in her own soul。 〃Why cry？ Why not cry？〃 She might have saidbut wouldn't； and in spite of herself and all her logic； she knew that this tempest which had so recently raged over her was now merely circling around her soul's horizon and would return to break again。
Chapter L
The arrival of Steger with the information that no move of any kind would be made by the sheriff until Monday morning； when Cowperwood could present himself； eased matters。 This gave him time to thinkto adjust home details at his leisure。 He broke the news to his father and mother in a consoling way and talked with his brothers and father about getting matters immediately adjusted in connection with the smaller houses to which they were now shortly to be compelled to move。 There was much conferring among the different members of this collapsing organization in regard to the minor details； and what with his conferences with Steger； his seeing personally Davison； Leigh； Avery Stone； of Jay Cooke & Co。； George Waterman （his old…time employer Henry was dead）； ex…State Treasurer Van Nostrand； who had gone out with the last State administration； and others； he was very busy。 Now that he was really going into prison； he wanted his financial friends to get together and see if they could get him out by appealing to the Governor。 The division of opinion among the judges of the State Supreme Court was his excuse and strong point。 He wanted Steger to follow this up； and he spared no pains in trying to see all and sundry who might be of use to himEdward Tighe； of Tighe & Co。； who was still in business in Third Street； Newton Targool； Arthur Rivers； Joseph Zimmerman； the dry…goods prince； now a millionaire； Judge Kitchen； Terrence Relihan； the former representative of the money element at Harrisburg； and many others。
Cowperwood wanted Relihan to approach the newspapers and see if he could not readjust their attitude so as to work to get him out； and he wanted Walter Leigh to head the movement of getting up a signed petition which should contain all the important names of moneyed people and others； asking the Governor to release him。 Leigh agreed to this heartily； as did Relihan； and many others。
And； afterwards there was really nothing else to do； unless it was to see Aileen once more； and this； in the midst of his other complications and obligations； seemed all but impossible at times and yet he did achieve that； tooso eager was he to be soothed and comforted by the ignorant and yet all embracing volume of her love。 Her eyes these days！ The eager； burning quest of him and his happiness that blazed in them。 To think that he should be tortured soher Frank！ Oh； she knewwhatever he said； and however bravely and jauntily he talked。 To think that her love for him should have been the principal cause of his being sent to jail； as she now believed。 And the cruelty of her father！ And the smallness of his enemiesthat fool Stener； for instance； whose pictures she had seen in the papers。 Actually； whenever in the presence of her Frank； she fairly seethed in a chemic agony for himher strong； handsome loverthe strongest； bravest； wisest； kindest； handsomest man in the world。 Oh； didn't she know！ And Cowperwood； looking in her eyes and realizing this reasonless； if so comforting fever for him； smiled and was touched。 Such love！ That of a dog for a master； that of a mother for a child。 And how had he come to evoke it？ He could not say； but it was beautiful。
And so； now； in these last trying hours； he wished to see her much and didmeeting her at least four times in the month in which he had been free； between his conviction and the final dismissal of his appeal。 He had one last opportunity of seeing herand she himjust before his entrance into prison this last timeon the Saturday before the Monday of his sentence。 He had not come in contact with her since the decision of the Supreme Court had been rendered； but he had had a letter from her sent to a private mail…box； and had made an appointment for Saturday at a small hotel in Camden； which； being across the river； was safer； in his judgment； than anything in Philadelphia。 He was a little uncertain as to how she would take the possibility of not seeing him soon again after Monday； and how she would act generally once he was where she could not confer with him as often as she chose。 And in consequence； he was anxious to talk to her。 But on this occasion； as he anticipated； and even feared； so sorry for her was he； she was not less emphatic in her protestations than she had ever been； in fact； much more so。 When she saw him approaching in the distance； she went forward to meet him in that direct； forceful way which only she could attempt with him； a sort of mannish impetuosity which he both enjoyed and admired； and slipping her arms around his neck； said： 〃Honey； you needn't tell me。 I saw it in the papers the other morning。 Don't you mind； honey。 I love you。 I'll wait for you。 I'll be with you yet； if it takes a dozen years of waiting。 It doesn't make any difference to me if it takes a hundred； only I'm so sorry for you； sweetheart。 I'll be with you every day through this； darling； loving you with all my might。〃
She caressed him while he looked at her in that quiet way which betokened at once his self…poise and yet his interest and satisfaction in her。 He couldn't help loving Aileen； he thought who could？ She was so passionate； vibrant； desireful。 He couldn't help admiring her tremendously； now more than ever； because literally； in spite of all his intellectual strength； he really could not rule her。 She went at him； even when he stood off in a calm； critical way； as if he were her special property； her toy。 She would talk to him always； and particularly when she was excited； as if he were just a baby； her pet； and sometimes he felt as though she would really overcome him mentally； make him subservient to her； she was so individual； so sure of her importance as a woman。
Now on this occasion she went babbling on as if he were broken…hearted； in need of her greatest care and tenderness； although he really wasn't at all； and for the moment she actually made him feel as though he was。
〃It isn't as bad as that； Aileen；〃 he ventured to say； eventually； and with a softness and tenderness almost unusual for him； even where she was concerned； but she went on forcefully； paying no heed to him。
〃Oh； yes； it is； too； honey。 I know。 Oh； my poor Frank！ But I'll see you。 I know how to manage； whatever happens。 How often do they let visitors come out to see the prisoners there？〃
〃Only once in three months； pet； so they say； but I think we can fix that after I get there； only do you think yo
