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anything else to strike them withal。 But seeing nothing; I said;
'LORD! what shall I do?' Then casting up my eye upon my left
side; and seeing a marlin spike hanging; I jerked my right arm
and took hold; and struck the point four times about a quarter of
an inch deep into the skull of that man that had hold of my left
arm。 'One of the Frenchmen then hauled the marlin spike away
from him。' But through GOD'S wonderful providence! it either
fell out of his hand; or else he threw it down; and at this time
the Almighty GOD gave me strength enough to take one man in one
hand; and throw at the other's head: and looking about again to
see anything to strike them withal; but seeing nothing; I said;
'LORD! what shall I do now?' And then it pleased GOD to put me
in mind of my knife in my pocket。 And although two of the men
had hold of my right arm; yet GOD Almighty strengthened me so
that I put my right hand into my right pocket; drew out the knife
and sheath; 。 。 。 put it between my legs and drew it out; and
then cut the man's throat with it that had his back to my breast:
and he immediately dropt down; and scarce ever stirred after。〃I
have slightly abridged Lyde's narrative。
There is an immense literature relating to answers to petitional
prayer。 The evangelical journals are filled with such answers;
and books are devoted to the subject;'316' but for us Muller's
case will suffice。
'316' As; for instance; In Answer to Prayer; by the Bishop of
Ripon and others; London; 1898; Touching Incidents and Remarkable
Answers to Prayer; Harrisburg; Pa。; 1898 (?); H。 L。 Hastings:
The Guiding Hand; or Providential Direction; illustrated by
Authentic Instances; Boston; 1898(?)。
A less sturdy beggar…like fashion of leading the prayerful life
is followed by innumerable other Christians。 Persistence in
leaning on the Almighty for support and guidance will; such
persons say; bring with it proofs; palpable but much more subtle;
of his presence and active influence。 The following description
of a 〃led〃 life; by a German writer whom I have already quoted;
would no doubt appear to countless Christians in every country as
if transcribed from their own personal experience。 One finds in
this guided sort of life; says Dr。 Hilty
〃That books and words (and sometimes people) come to one's
cognizance just at the very moment in which one needs them; that
one glides over great dangers as if with shut eyes; remaining
ignorant of what would have terrified one or led one astray;
until the peril is pastthis being especially the case with
temptations to vanity and sensuality; that paths on which one
ought not to wander are; as it were; hedged off with thorns; but
that on the other side great obstacles are suddenly removed; that
when the time has come for something; one suddenly receives a
courage that formerly failed; or perceives the root of a matter
that until then was concealed; or discovers thoughts; talents;
yea; even pieces of knowledge and insight; in one's self; of
which it is impossible to say whence they come; finally; that
persons help us or decline to help us; favor us or refuse us; as
if they had to do so against their will; so that often those
indifferent or even unfriendly to us yield us the greatest
service and furtherance。 (God takes often their worldly goods;
from those whom he leads; at just the right moment; when they
threaten to impede the effort after higher interests。)
〃Besides all this; other noteworthy things come to pass; of which
it is not easy to give account。 There is no doubt whatever that
now one walks continually through 'open doors' and on the easiest
roads; with as little care and trouble as it is possible to
imagine。
〃Furthermore one finds one's self settling one's affairs neither
too early nor too late; whereas they were wont to be spoiled by
untimeliness; even when the preparations had been well laid。 In
addition to this; one does them with perfect tranquillity of
mind; almost as if they were matters of no consequence; like
errands done by us for another person; in which case we usually
act more calmly than when we act in our own concerns。 Again; one
finds that one can WAIT for everything patiently; and that is one
of life's great arts。 One finds also that each thing comes duly;
one thing after the other; so that one gains time to make one's
footing sure before advancing farther。 And then every thing
occurs to us at the right moment; just what we ought to do; etc。;
and often in a very striking way; just as if a third person were
keeping watch over those things which we are in easy danger of
forgetting。
〃Often; too; persons are sent to us at the right time; to offer
or ask for what is needed; and what we should never have had the
courage or resolution to undertake of our own accord。
〃Through all these experiences one finds that one is kindly and
tolerant of other people; even of such as are repulsive;
negligent; or ill…willed; for they also are instruments of good
in God's hand; and often most efficient ones。 Without these
thoughts it would be hard for even the best of us always to keep
our equanimity。 But with the consciousness of divine guidance;
one sees many a thing in life quite differently from what would
otherwise be possible。
〃All these are things that every human being KNOWS; who has had
experience of them; and of which the most speaking examples could
be brought forward。 The highest resources of worldly wisdom are
unable to attain that which; under divine leading; comes to us of
its own accord。〃'317'
'317' C。 Hilty: Gluck; Dritter Theil; 1900; pp。 92 ff。
Such accounts as this shade away into others where the belief is;
not that particular events are tempered more towardly to us by a
superintending providence; as a reward for our reliance; but that
by cultivating the continuous sense of our connection with the
power that made things as they are; we are tempered more towardly
for their reception。 The outward face of nature need not alter;
but the expressions of meaning in it alter。 It was dead and is
alive again。 It is like the difference between looking on a
person without love; or upon the same person with love。 In the
latter case intercourse springs into new vitality。 So when one's
affections keep in touch with the divinity of the world's
authorship; fear and egotism fall away; and in the equanimity
that follows; one finds in the hours; as they succeed each other;
a series of purely benignant opportunities。 It is as if all
doors were opened; and all paths freshly smoothed。 We meet a new
world when we meet the old world in the spirit which this kind of
prayer infuses。
Such a spirit was that of Marcus Aurelius and Epictetus。'318' It
is that of mind…curers; of the transcendentalists; and of the
so…called 〃liberal〃 Christians。 As an expression of it; I will
quote a page from one of Martineau's sermons:
'318' 〃Good Heaven!〃 says Epictetus; 〃any one thing in the
creation is sufficient to demonstrate a Providence; to a humble
and grateful mind。 The mere possibility of producing milk from
grass; cheese from milk; and wool from skins; who formed and
planned it? Ought we not; whether we dig or plough or eat; to
sing this hymn to God? Great is God; who has supplied us with
these instruments to till the ground; great is God; who has given
us hands and instruments of digestion; who has given us to grow
insensibly and to breathe in sleep。 These things we ought
forever to celebrate。 。 。 。 But because the most of you are
blind and insensible; there must be some one to fill this
station; and lead; in behalf of all men; the hymn to God; for
what else can I do; a lame old man; but sing hymns to God? Were
I a nightingale; I would act the part of a nightingale; were I a
swan; the part of a swan。 But since I am a reasonable creature;
it is my duty to praise God 。 。 。 and I call on you to join the
same song。〃 Works; book i。 ch。 xvi。; Carter…Higginson
(translation) abridged。
〃The universe; open to the eye to…day; looks as it did a thousand
years ago: and the morning hymn of Milton does but tell the
beauty with which our own familiar sun dressed the earliest
fields and gardens of the world。 We see what all our fathers
saw。 And if we cannot find God in your house or in mine; upon
the roadside or the margin of the sea; in the bursting seed or
opening flower; in the day duty or the night musing; in the
general laugh and the secret grief; in the procession of life;
ever entering afresh; and solemnly passing by and dropping off; I
do not think we should discern him any more on the grass of Eden;
or beneath the moonlight of Gethsemane。 Depend upon it; it is
not the want of greater miracles; but of the soul to perceive
such as are allowed us still; that makes us push all the
sanctities into the far spaces we cannot reach。 The devout feel
that wherever God's hand is; THERE is miracle: and it is simply
an indevoutness which imagines that only where miracle is; can
there be the real hand of God。 The customs of Heaven ought
surely to be more sacred in our eyes than its anomalies; the dear
old ways; of which the Most High is nev