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Athanase Granson; the only one of the three suitors for the hand of

the old maid who no longer calculated profits; now loved her person as

well as her fortune。



To employ the jargon of the day; is there not a singular drama in the

situation of these four personages? Surely there is something odd and

fantastic in three rivalries silently encompassing a woman who never

guessed their existence; in spite of an eager and legitimate desire to

be married。 And yet; though all these circumstances make the

spinsterhood of this old maid an extraordinary thing; it is not

difficult to explain how and why; in spite of her fortune and her

three lovers; she was still unmarried。 In the first place;

Mademoiselle Cormon; following the custom and rule of her house; had

always desired to marry a nobleman; but from 1788 to 1798 public

circumstances were very unfavorable to such pretensions。 Though she

wanted to be a woman of condition; as the saying is; she was horribly

afraid of the Revolutionary tribunal。 The two sentiments; equal in

force; kept her stationary by a law as true in ethics as it is in

statics。 This state of uncertain expectation is pleasing to unmarried

women as long as they feel themselves young; and in a position to

choose a husband。 France knows that the political system of Napoleon

resulted in making many widows。 Under that regime heiresses were

entirely out of proportion in numbers to the bachelors who wanted to

marry。 When the Consulate restored internal order; external

difficulties made the marriage of Mademoiselle Cormon as difficult to

arrange as it had been in the past。 If; on the one hand; Rose…Marie…

Victoire refused to marry an old man; on the other; the fear of

ridicule forbade her to marry a very young one。



In the provinces; families marry their sons early to escape the

conscription。 In addition to all this; she was obstinately determined

not to marry a soldier: she did not intend to take a man and then give

him up to the Emperor; she wanted him for herself alone。 With these

views; she found it therefore impossible; from 1804 to 1815; to enter

the lists with young girls who were rivalling each other for suitable

matches。



Besides her predilection for the nobility; Mademoiselle Cormon had

another and very excusable mania: that of being loved for herself。 You

could hardly believe the lengths to which this desire led her。 She

employed her mind on setting traps for her possible lovers; in order

to test their real sentiments。 Her nets were so well laid that the

luckless suitors were all caught; and succumbed to the test she

applied to them without their knowledge。 Mademoiselle Cormon did not

study them; she watched them。 A single word said heedlessly; a joke

(that she often was unable to understand); sufficed to make her reject

an aspirant as unworthy: this one had neither heart nor delicacy; that

one told lies; and was not religious; a third only wanted to coin

money under the cloak of marriage; another was not of a nature to make

a woman happy; here she suspected hereditary gout; there certain

immoral antecedents alarmed her。 Like the Church; she required a noble

priest at her altar; she even wanted to be married for imaginary

ugliness and pretended defects; just as other women wish to be loved

for the good qualities they have not; and for imaginary beauties。

Mademoiselle Cormon's ambition took its rise in the most delicate and

sensitive feminine feeling; she longed to reward a lover by revealing

to him a thousand virtues after marriage; as other women then betray

the imperfections they have hitherto concealed。 But she was ill

understood。 The noble woman met with none but common souls in whom the

reckoning of actual interests was paramount; and who knew nothing of

the nobler calculations of sentiment。



The farther she advanced towards that fatal epoch so adroitly called

the 〃second youth;〃 the more her distrust increased。 She affected to

present herself in the most unfavorable light; and played her part so

well that the last wooers hesitated to link their fate to that of a

person whose virtuous blind…man's…buff required an amount of

penetration that men who want the virtuous ready…made would not bestow

upon it。 The constant fear of being married for her money rendered her

suspicious and uneasy beyond all reason。 She turned to the rich men;

but the rich are in search of great marriages; she feared the poor

men; in whom she denied the disinterestedness she sought so eagerly。

After each disappointment in marriage; the poor lady; led to despise

mankind; began to see them all in a false light。 Her character

acquired; necessarily; a secret misanthropy; which threw a tinge of

bitterness into her conversation; and some severity into her eyes。

Celibacy gave to her manners and habits a certain increasing rigidity;

for she endeavored to sanctify herself in despair of fate。 Noble

vengeance! she was cutting for God the rough diamond rejected by man。

Before long public opinion was against her; for society accepts the

verdict an independent woman renders on herself by not marrying;

either through losing suitors or rejecting them。 Everybody supposed

that these rejections were founded on secret reasons; always ill

interpreted。 One said she was deformed; another suggested some hidden

fault; but the poor girl was really as pure as a saint; as healthy as

an infant; and full of loving kindness; Nature had intended her for

all the pleasures; all the joys; and all the fatigues of motherhood。



Mademoiselle Cormon did not possess in her person an obliging

auxiliary to her desires。 She had no other beauty than that very

improperly called la beaute du diable; which consists of a buxom

freshness of youth that the devil; theologically speaking; could never

have;though perhaps the expression may be explained by the constant

desire that must surely possess him to cool and refresh himself。 The

feet of the heiress were broad and flat。 Her leg; which she often

exposed to sight by her manner (be it said without malice) of lifting

her gown when it rained; could never have been taken for the leg of a

woman。 It was sinewy; with a thick projecting calf like a sailor's。 A

stout waist; the plumpness of a wet…nurse; strong dimpled arms; red

hands; were all in keeping with the swelling outlines and the fat

whiteness of Norman beauty。 Projecting eyes; undecided in color; gave

to her face; the rounded outline of which had no dignity; an air of

surprise and sheepish simplicity; which was suitable perhaps for an

old maid。 If Rose had not been; as she was; really innocent; she would

have seemed so。 An aquiline nose contrasted curiously with the

narrowness of her forehead; for it is rare that that form of nose does

not carry with it a fine brow。 In spite of her thick red lips; a sign

of great kindliness; the forehead revealed too great a lack of ideas

to allow of the heart being guided by intellect; she was evidently

benevolent without grace。 How severely we reproach Virtue for its

defects; and how full of indulgence we all are for the pleasanter

qualities of Vice!



Chestnut hair of extraordinary length gave to Rose Cormon's face a

beauty which results from vigor and abundance;the physical qualities

most apparent in her person。 In the days of her chief pretensions;

Rose affected to hold her head at the three…quarter angle; in order to

exhibit a very pretty ear; which detached itself from the blue…veined

whiteness of her throat and temples; set off; as it was; by her wealth

of hair。 Seen thus in a ball…dress; she might have seemed handsome。

Her protuberant outlines and her vigorous health did; in fact; draw

from the officers of the Empire the approving exclamation;



〃What a fine slip of a girl!〃



But; as years rolled on; this plumpness; encouraged by a tranquil;

wholesome life; had insensibly so ill spread itself over the whole of

Mademoiselle Cormon's body that her primitive proportions were

destroyed。 At the present moment; no corset could restore a pair of

hips to the poor lady; who seemed to have been cast in a single mould。

The youthful harmony of her bosom existed no longer; and its excessive

amplitude made the spectator fear that if she stooped its heavy masses

might topple her over。 But nature had provided against this by giving

her a natural counterpoise; which rendered needless the deceitful

adjunct of a bustle; in Rose Cormon everything was genuine。 Her chin;

as it doubled; reduced the length of her neck; and hindered the easy

carriage of her head。 Rose had no wrinkles; but she had folds of

flesh; and jesters declared that to save chafing she powdered her skin

as they do an infant's。



This ample person offered to a young man full of ardent desires like

Athanase an attraction to which he had succumbed。 Young imaginations;

essentially eager and courageous; like to rove upon these fine living

sheets of flesh。 Rose was like a plump partridge attracting the knife

of a gourmet。 Many an elegant deep in debt would very willingly have

resigned himself to make the happiness of Mademoiselle Cormon。 But;

alas! the poor girl was now forty years old。 At this period; after

vainly seeking to put into her life those interests which make the

Woman; and finding herself forced to be still unmarried; she fortified

her virtue by stern religious practices。 She had recourse to religion;

the great consoler of oppressed virginity。 A confessor had; for the

last three years; directed Mademoiselle Cormon rather stupidly in the

path of maceration; he advised the use of scourging; which; if modern

medical science is to be believed; produces an effect quite the

contrary to that expected by the worthy priest; whose hygienic

knowledge was not extensive。



These absurd practices were beginning to shed a monastic tint over the

face of Rose Cormon; who now saw with something like despair her white

skin assuming the yellow tones which proclai

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