an old maid-第6部分
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not to care for what people may say about it。〃
〃What does all that mean?〃 said du Bousquier; crossing his arms。
〃Don't you understand me?〃 said Suzanne。 〃I know;〃 she continued;
making a pretty little face; 〃how ridiculous it is in a poor girl to
come and nag at a man for what he thinks a mere nothing。 But if you
really knew me; monsieur; if you knew all that I am capable of for a
man who would attach himself to me as much as I'm attached to you; you
would never repent having married me。 Of course it isn't here; in
Alencon; that I should be of service to you; but if we went to Paris;
you would see where I could lead a man with your mind and your
capacities; and just at this time too; when they are remaking the
government from top to toe。 Sobetween ourselves; be it saidIS what
has happened a misfortune? Isn't it rather a piece of luck; which will
pay you well? Who and what are you working for now?〃
〃For myself; of course!〃 cried du Bousquier; brutally。
〃Monster! you'll never be a father!〃 said Suzanne; giving a tone of
prophetic malediction to the words。
〃Come; don't talk nonsense; Suzanne;〃 replied du Bousquier; 〃I really
think I am still dreaming。〃
〃How much more reality do you want?〃 cried Suzanne; standing up。
Du Bousquier rubbed his cotton night…cap to the top of his head with a
rotatory motion; which plainly indicated the tremendous fermentation
of his ideas。
〃He actually believes it!〃 thought Suzanne; 〃and he's flattered。
Heaven! how easy it is to gull men!〃
〃Suzanne; what the devil must I do? It is so extraordinaryI; who
thought The fact is that No; no; it can't be〃
〃What? you can't marry me?〃
〃Oh! as for that; no; I have engagements。〃
〃With Mademoiselle Armande or Mademoiselle Cormon; who have both
refused you? Listen to me; Monsieur du Bousquier; my honor doesn't
need gendarmes to drag you to the mayor's office。 I sha'n't lack for
husbands; thank goodness! and I don't want a man who can't appreciate
what I'm worth。 But some day you'll repent of the way you are
behaving; for I tell you now that nothing on earth; neither gold nor
silver; will induce me to return the good thing that belongs to you;
if you refuse to accept it to…day。〃
〃But; Suzanne; are you sure?〃
〃Oh; monsieur!〃 cried the grisette; wrapping her virtue round her;
〃what do you take me for? I don't remind you of the promises you made
me; which have ruined a poor young girl whose only blame was to have
as much ambition as love。〃
Du Bousquier was torn with conflicting sentiments; joy; distrust;
calculation。 He had long determined to marry Mademoiselle Cormon; for
the Charter; on which he had just been ruminating; offered to his
ambition; through the half of her property; the political career of a
deputy。 Besides; his marriage with the old maid would put him socially
so high in the town that he would have great influence。 Consequently;
the storm upraised by that malicious Suzanne drove him into the
wildest embarrassment。 Without this secret scheme; he would have
married Suzanne without hesitation。 In which case; he could openly
assume the leadership of the liberal party in Alencon。 After such a
marriage he would; of course; renounce the best society and take up
with the bourgeois class of tradesmen; rich manufacturers and
graziers; who would certainly carry him in triumph as their candidate。
Du Bousquier already foresaw the Left side。
This solemn deliberation he did not conceal; he rubbed his hands over
his head; displacing the cap which covered its disastrous baldness。
Suzanne; meantime; like all those persons who succeed beyond their
hopes; was silent and amazed。 To hide her astonishment; she assumed
the melancholy pose of an injured girl at the mercy of her seducer;
inwardly she was laughing like a grisette at her clever trick。
〃My dear child;〃 said du Bousquier at length; 〃I'm not to be taken in
with such BOSH; not I!〃
Such was the curt remark which ended du Bousquier's meditation。 He
plumed himself on belonging to the class of cynical philosophers who
could never be 〃taken in〃 by women;putting them; one and all; unto
the same category; as SUSPICIOUS。 These strong…minded persons are
usually weak men who have a special catechism in the matter of
womenkind。 To them the whole sex; from queens of France to milliners;
are essentially depraved; licentious; intriguing; not a little
rascally; fundamentally deceitful; and incapable of thought about
anything but trifles。 To them; women are evil…doing queens; who must
be allowed to dance and sing and laugh as they please; they see
nothing sacred or saintly in them; nor anything grand; to them there
is no poetry in the senses; only gross sensuality。 Where such
jurisprudence prevails; if a woman is not perpetually tyrannized over;
she reduces the man to the condition of a slave。 Under this aspect du
Bousquier was again the antithesis of the chevalier。 When he made his
final remark; he flung his night…cap to the foot of the bed; as Pope
Gregory did the taper when he fulminated an excommunication; Suzanne
then learned for the first time that du Bousquier wore a toupet
covering his bald spot。
〃Please to remember; Monsieur du Bousquier;〃 she replied majestically;
〃that in coming here to tell you of this matter I have done my duty;
remember that I have offered you my hand; and asked for yours; but
remember also that I behaved with the dignity of a woman who respects
herself。 I have not abased myself to weep like a silly fool; I have
not insisted; I have not tormented you。 You now know my situation。 You
must see that I cannot stay in Alencon: my mother would beat me; and
Madame Lardot rides a hobby of principles; she'll turn me off。 Poor
work…girl that I am; must I go to the hospital? must I beg my bread?
No! I'd rather throw myself into the Brillante or the Sarthe。 But
isn't it better that I should go to Paris? My mother could find an
excuse to send me there;an uncle who wants me; or a dying aunt; or a
lady who sends for me。 But I must have some money for the journey and
foryou know what。〃
This extraordinary piece of news was far more startling to du
Bousquier than to the Chevalier de Valois。 Suzanne's fiction
introduced such confusion into the ideas of the old bachelor that he
was literally incapable of sober reflection。 Without this agitation
and without his inward delight (for vanity is a swindler which never
fails of its dupe); he would certainly have reflected that; supposing
it were true; a girl like Suzanne; whose heart was not yet spoiled;
would have died a thousand deaths before beginning a discussion of
this kind and asking for money。
〃Will you really go to Paris; then?〃 he said。
A flash of gayety lighted Suzanne's gray eyes as she heard these
words; but the self…satisfied du Bousquier saw nothing。
〃Yes; monsieur;〃 she said。
Du Bousquier then began bitter lamentations: he had the last payments
to make on his house; the painter; the mason; the upholsterers must be
paid。 Suzanne let him run on; she was listening for the figures。 Du
Bousquier offered her three hundred francs。 Suzanne made what is
called on the stage a false exit; that is; she marched toward the
door。
〃Stop; stop! where are you going?〃 said du Bousquier; uneasily。 〃This
is what comes of a bachelor's life!〃 thought he。 〃The devil take me if
I ever did anything more than rumple her collar; and; lo and behold!
she makes THAT a ground to put her hand in one's pocket!〃
〃I'm going; monsieur;〃 replied Suzanne; 〃to Madame Granson; the
treasurer of the Maternity Society; who; to my knowledge; has saved
many a poor girl in my condition from suicide。〃
〃Madame Granson!〃
〃Yes;〃 said Suzanne; 〃a relation of Mademoiselle Cormon; the president
of the Maternity Society。 Saving your presence; the ladies of the town
have created an institution to protect poor creatures from destroying
their infants; like that handsome Faustine of Argentan who was
executed for it three years ago。〃
〃Here; Suzanne;〃 said du Bousquier; giving her a key; 〃open that
secretary; and take out the bag you'll find there: there's about six
hundred francs in it; it is all I possess。〃
〃Old cheat!〃 thought Suzanne; doing as he told her; 〃I'll tell about
your false toupet。〃
She compared du Bousquier with that charming chevalier; who had given
her nothing; it is true; but who had comprehended her; advised her;
and carried all grisettes in his heart。
〃If you deceive me; Suzanne;〃 cried du Bousquier; as he saw her with
her hand in the drawer; 〃you〃
〃Monsieur;〃 she said; interrupting him with ineffable impertinence;
〃wouldn't you have given me money if I had asked for it?〃
Recalled to a sense of gallantry; du Bousquier had a remembrance of
past happiness and grunted his assent。 Suzanne took the bag and
departed; after allowing the old bachelor to kiss her; which he did
with an air that seemed to say; 〃It is a right which costs me dear;
but it is better than being harried by a lawyer in the court of
assizes as the seducer of a girl accused of infanticide。〃
Suzanne hid the sack in a sort of gamebag made of osier which she had
on her arm; all the while cursing du Bousquier for his stinginess; for
one thousand francs was the sum she wanted。 Once tempted of the devil
to desire that sum; a girl will go far when she has set foot on the
path of trickery。 As she made her way along the rue du Bercail; it
came into her head that the Maternity Society; presided over by
Mademoiselle Cormon; might be induced to complete the sum at which she
had reckoned her journey to Paris; which to a grisette of Alencon
seemed considerable。 Besides; she hated du Bousquier。 The latter had
evidently feared a revelation of his supposed misconduct to Madame
Granson; and Suzanne; at the risk of not getting a penny from the
society; was possessed with