the red inn-第7部分
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of the court of assizes so much to be envied? You have almost done the
work of an executioner。〃
〃After sharing and stimulating my curiosity; why are you now lecturing
me on morality?〃
〃You have made me reflect;〃 she answered。
〃So; then; peace to villains; war to the sorrowful; and let's deify
gold! However; we will drop the subject;〃 I added; laughing。 〃Do you
see that young girl who is just entering the salon?〃
〃Yes; what of her?〃
〃I met her; three days ago; at the ball of the Neapolitan ambassador;
and I am passionately in love with her。 For pity's sake tell me her
name。 No one was able〃
〃That is Mademoiselle Victorine Taillefer。〃
I grew dizzy。
〃Her step…mother;〃 continued my neighbor; 〃has lately taken her from a
convent; where she was finishing; rather late in the day; her
education。 For a long time her father refused to recognize her。 She
comes here for the first time。 She is very beautiful and very rich。〃
These words were accompanied by a sardonic smile。
At this moment we heard violent; but smothered outcries; they seemed
to come from a neighboring apartment and to be echoed faintly back
through the garden。
〃Isn't that the voice of Monsieur Taillefer?〃 I said。
We gave our full attention to the noise; a frightful moaning reached
our ears。 The wife of the banker came hurriedly towards us and closed
the window。
〃Let us avoid a scene;〃 she said。 〃If Mademoiselle Taillefer hears her
father; she might be thrown into hysterics。〃
The banker now re…entered the salon; looked round for Victorine; and
said a few words in her ear。 Instantly the young girl uttered a cry;
ran to the door; and disappeared。 This event produced a great
sensation。 The card…players paused。 Every one questioned his neighbor。
The murmur of voices swelled; and groups gathered。
〃Can Monsieur Taillefer be〃 I began。
〃dead?〃 said my sarcastic neighbor。 〃You would wear the gayest
mourning; I fancy!〃
〃But what has happened to him?〃
〃The poor dear man;〃 said the mistress of the house; 〃is subject to
attacks of a disease the name of which I never can remember; though
Monsieur Brousson has often told it to me; and he has just been seized
with one。〃
〃What is the nature of the disease?〃 asked an examining…judge。
〃Oh; it is something terrible; monsieur;〃 she replied。 〃The doctors
know no remedy。 It causes the most dreadful suffering。 One day; while
the unfortunate man was staying at my country…house; he had an attack;
and I was obliged to go away and stay with a neighbor to avoid hearing
him; his cries were terrible; he tried to kill himself; his daughter
was obliged to have him put into a strait…jacket and fastened to his
bed。 The poor man declares there are live animals in his head gnawing
his brain; every nerve quivers with horrible shooting pains; and he
writhes in torture。 He suffers so much in his head that he did not
even feel the moxas they used formerly to apply to relieve it; but
Monsieur Brousson; who is now his physician; has forbidden that
remedy; declaring that the trouble is a nervous affection; an
inflammation of the nerves; for which leeches should be applied to the
neck; and opium to the head。 As a result; the attacks are not so
frequent; they appear now only about once a year; and always late in
the autumn。 When he recovers; Taillefer says repeatedly that he would
far rather die than endure such torture。〃
〃Then he must suffer terribly!〃 said a broker; considered a wit; who
was present。
〃Oh;〃 continued the mistress of the house; 〃last year he nearly died
in one of these attacks。 He had gone alone to his country…house on
pressing business。 For want; perhaps; of immediate help; he lay
twenty…two hours stiff and stark as though he were dead。 A very hot
bath was all that saved him。〃
〃It must be a species of lockjaw;〃 said one of the guests。
〃I don't know;〃 she answered。 〃He got the disease in the army nearly
thirty years ago。 He says it was caused by a splinter of wood entering
his head from a shot on board a boat。 Brousson hopes to cure him。 They
say the English have discovered a mode of treating the disease with
prussic acid〃
At that instant a still more piercing cry echoed through the house;
and froze us with horror。
〃There! that is what I listened to all day long last year;〃 said the
banker's wife。 〃It made me jump in my chair and rasped my nerves
dreadfully。 But; strange to say; poor Taillefer; though he suffers
untold agony; is in no danger of dying。 He eats and drinks as well as
ever during even short cessations of the painnature is so queer! A
German doctor told him it was a form of gout in the head; and that
agrees with Brousson's opinion。〃
I left the group around the mistress of the house and went away。 On
the staircase I met Mademoiselle Taillefer; whom a footman had come to
fetch。
〃Oh!〃 she said to me; weeping; 〃what has my poor father ever done to
deserve such suffering?so kind as he is!〃
I accompanied her downstairs and assisted her in getting into the
carriage; and there I saw her father bent almost double。
Mademoiselle Taillefer tried to stifle his moans by putting her
handkerchief to his mouth; unhappily he saw me; his face became even
more distorted; a convulsive cry rent the air; and he gave me a
dreadful look as the carriage rolled away。
That dinner; that evening exercised a cruel influence on my life and
on my feelings。 I loved Mademoiselle Taillefer; precisely; perhaps;
because honor and decency forbade me to marry the daughter of a
murderer; however good a husband and father he might be。 A curious
fatality impelled me to visit those houses where I knew I could meet
Victorine; often; after giving myself my word of honor to renounce the
happiness of seeing her; I found myself that same evening beside her。
My struggles were great。 Legitimate love; full of chimerical remorse;
assumed the color of a criminal passion。 I despised myself for bowing
to Taillefer when; by chance; he accompanied his daughter; but I bowed
to him all the same。
Alas! for my misfortune Victorine is not only a pretty girl; she is
also educated; intelligent; full of talent and of charm; without the
slightest pedantry or the faintest tinge of assumption。 She converses
with reserve; and her nature has a melancholy grace which no one can
resist。 She loves me; or at least she lets me think so; she has a
certain smile which she keeps for me alone; for me; her voice grows
softer still。 Oh; yes! she loves me! But she adores her father; she
tells me of his kindness; his gentleness; his excellent qualities。
Those praises are so many dagger…thrusts with which she stabs me to
the heart。
One day I came near making myself the accomplice; as it were; of the
crime which led to the opulence of the Taillefer family。 I was on the
point of asking the father for Victorine's hand。 But I fled; I
travelled; I went to Germany; to Andernach; and thenI returned! I
found Victorine pale; and thinner; if I had seen her well in health
and gay; I should certainly have been saved。 Instead of which my love
burst out again with untold violence。 Fearing that my scruples might
degenerate into monomania; I resolved to convoke a sanhedrim of sound
consciences; and obtain from them some light on this problem of high
morality and philosophy;a problem which had been; as we shall see;
still further complicated since my return。
Two days ago; therefore; I collected those of my friends to whom I
attribute most delicacy; probity; and honor。 I invited two Englishmen;
the secretary of an embassy; and a puritan; a former minister; now a
mature statesman; a priest; an old man; also my former guardian; a
simple…hearted being who rendered so loyal a guardianship account that
the memory of it is still green at the Palais; besides these; there
were present a judge; a lawyer; and a notary;in short; all social
opinions; and all practical virtues。
We began by dining well; talking well; and making some noise; then; at
dessert; I related my history candidly; and asked for advice;
concealing; of course; the Taillefer name。
A profound silence suddenly fell upon the company。 Then the notary
took leave。 He had; he said; a deed to draw。
The wine and the good dinner had reduced my former guardian to
silence; in fact I was obliged later in the evening to put him under
guardianship; to make sure of no mishap to him on his way home。
〃I understand!〃 I cried。 〃By not giving an opinion you tell me
energetically enough what I ought to do。〃
On this there came a stir throughout the assembly。
A capitalist who had subscribed for the children and tomb of General
Foy exclaimed:
〃Like Virtue's self; a crime has its degrees。〃
〃Rash tongue!〃 said the former minister; in a low voice; nudging me
with his elbow。
〃Where's your difficulty?〃 asked a duke whose fortune is derived from
the estates of stubborn Protestants; confiscated on the revocation of
the Edict of Nantes。
The lawyer rose; and said:
〃In law; the case submitted to us presents no difficulty。 Monsieur le
duc is right!〃 cried the legal organ。 〃There are time limitations。
Where should we all be if we had to search into the origin of
fortunes? This is simply an affair of conscience。 If you must
absolutely carry the case before some tribunal; go to that of the
confessional。〃
The Code incarnate ceased speaking; sat down; and drank a glass of
champagne。 The man charged with the duty of explaining the gospel; the
good priest; rose。
〃God has made us all frail beings;〃 he said firmly。 〃If you love the
heiress of that crime; marry her; but content yourself with the
property she derives from her mother; give that of the father to the
poor。〃
〃But;〃 cried one of those pitiless hair…splitters who are often to be
met with in the world; 〃perha