oliver twist(雾都孤儿(孤星血泪))-第58部分
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shake his frame; and cold drops of terror start upon his brow;
when a sudden tramping of feet caused him to fear that something
too dreadful to think of; had even then occurred! And what had
been the fervency of all the prayers he had ever uttered; compared
with those he poured forth; now; in the agony and passion of his
supplication for the life and health of the gentle creature; who was
tottering on the deep grave’s verge!
Oh! the suspense; the fearful; acute suspense; of standing idly
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by while the life of one we dearly love; is trembling in the balance!
Oh! the racking thoughts that crowd upon the mind; and make the
heart beat violently and; the breath come thick; by the force of the
images they conjure up before it; the desperate anxiety to be doing
something to relieve the pain; or lessen the danger; which we have
no power to alleviate; the sinking of soul and spirit; which the sad
remembrance of our helplessness produces; what tortures can
equal these; what reflections or endeavours can; in the full tide
and fever of the time; allay them!
Morning came; and the little cottage was lonely and still。 People
spoke in whispers; anxious faces appeared at the gate; from time
to time; women and children went away in tears。 All the livelong
day; and for hours after it had grown dark; Oliver paced softly up
and down the garden; raising his eyes every instant to the sick
chamber; and shuddering to see the darkened window; looking as
if death lay stretched inside。 Late at night; Mr。 Losberne arrived。
“It is hard;” said the good doctor; turning away as he spoke; “so
young; so much beloved; but there is very little hope。”
Another morning。 The sun shone brightly—as brightly as if it
looked upon no misery or care; and; with every leaf and flower in
full bloom about her; with life; and—health; and sounds and sights
of joys surrounding her on every side; the fair young creature lay;
wasting fast。 Oliver crept away to the old churchyard; and sitting
down on one of the green mounds; wept and prayed for her; in
silence。
There was such peace and beauty in the scene; so much of
brightness and mirth in the sunny landscape; such blithsome
music in the songs of the summer birds; such freedom in the rapid
flight of the rook; careering overhead; so much of life and
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joyousness; in all; that; when the boy raised his aching eyes; and
looked about; the thought instinctively occurred to him; that this
was not a time for death; that Rose could surely never die when
humbler things were all so glad and gay; that graves were for cold
and cheerless winter; not for sunlight and fragrance。 He almost
thought that shrouds were for the old and shrunken; and that they
never wrapped the young and graceful form in their ghastly folds。
A knell from the church bell broke harshly on these youthful
thoughts。 Another! Again! It was tolling for the funeral service。 A
group of humble mourners entered the gate; wearing white
favours; for the corpse was young。 They stood uncovered by a
grave; and there was a mother—a mother once—among the
weeping train。 But the sun shone brightly; and the birds sang on。
Oliver turned homeward; thinking on the many kindnesses he
had received from the young lady; and wishing that the time could
come over again; that he might never cease showing her how
grateful and attached he was。 He had no cause for self…reproach on
the score of neglect; or want of thought; for he had been devoted to
her service; and yet a hundred little occasions rose up before him;
on which he fancied he might have been more zealous; and more
earnest; and wished he had been。 We need be careful how we deal
with those about us; when every death carries to some small circle
of survivors; thoughts of so much omitted; and so little done—of so
many things forgotten; and so many more which might have been
repaired! There is no remorse so deep as that which is unavailing;
if we would be spared its tortures; let us remember this; in time。
When he reached home; Mrs。 Maylie was sitting in the little
parlour。 Oliver’s heart sank at sight of her; for she had never left
the bedside of her niece; and he trembled to think what change
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could have driven her away。 He learned that she had fallen into a
deep sleep; from which she would waken; either to recovery and
life; or to bid them farewell; and die。
They sat; listening; and afraid to speak; for hours。 The untasted
meal was removed; and with looks which showed that their
thoughts were elsewhere; they watched the sun as he sank lower
and lower; and; at length; cast over sky and earth those brilliant
hues which herald his departure。 Their quick ears caught the
sound of an approaching footstep。 They both involuntarily darted
to the door; as Mr。 Losberne entered。
“What of Rose?” cried the old lady。 “Tell me at once! I can bear
it; anything but suspense! Oh; tell me! in the name of Heaven!”
“You must compose yourself;” said the doctor; supporting her。
“Be calm; my dear ma’am; pray。”
“Let me go; in God’s name! My dear child! She is dead! She is
dying!”
“No!” cried the doctor passionately。 “As He is good and
merciful; she will live to bless us all; for years to come。”
The lady fell upon her knees; and tried to fold her hands
together; but the energy which had supported her so long; fled up
to Heaven with her first thanksgiving; and she sank into the
friendly arms which were extended to receive her。
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Chapter 34
Contains Some Introductory Particulars Relative To
A Young Gentleman Who Now Arrives Upon The
Scene; And A New Adventure Which Happened To
Oliver。
It was almost too much happiness to bear。 Oliver felt stunned
and stupefied by the unexpected intelligence; he could not
weep; or speak; or rest。 He had scarcely the power of
understanding anything that had passed; until; after a long ramble
in the quiet evening air; a burst of tears came to his relief; and he
seemed to awaken all at once; to a full sense of the joyful change
that had occurred; and the almost insupportable load of anguish
which had been taken from his breast。
The night was fast closing in; when he returned homeward;
laden with flowers which he had culled; with peculiar care; for the
adornment of the sick chamber。 As he walked briskly along the
road he heard behind him; the noise of some vehicle; approaching
at a furious pace。 Looking round; he saw that it was a post…chaise;
driven at great speed; and as the horses were galloping; and the
road was narrow; he stood leaning against a gate until it should
have passed him。
As it dashed on; Oliver caught a glimpse of a man; in a white
night…cap; whose face seemed familiar to him; although his view
was so brief that he could not identify the person。 In another
second or two; the night…cap was thrust out of the chaise window;
and a stentorian voice bellowed to the driver to stop; which he did;
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as soon as he could pull up his horses。 Then; the night…cap once
again appeared; and the same voice called Oliver by his name。
“Here!” cried the voice。 “Oliver; what’s the news? Miss Rose!
Master O…li…ver!”
“Is it you; Giles?” cried Oliver; running up to the chaise door。
Giles popped out his night…cap again; preparatory to making
some reply; when he was suddenly pulled back by a young
gentleman who occupied the other corner of the chaise; and who
eagerly demanded what was the news。 “In a word!” cried the
gentleman; “better or worse?”
“Better—much better!” replied Oliver hastily。
“Thank Heaven!” exclaimed the gentleman。 “You are sure?”
“Quite; sir;” replied Oliver。 “The change took place—only a few
hours ago; and Mr。 Losberne says that all danger is at an end。”
The gentleman did not say another word; but; opening the
chaise door; leaped out; and taking Oliver hurriedly by the arm;
led him aside。
“You are quite certain? There is no possibility of any mistake
on your part; my boy; is there?” demanded the gentleman in a
tremulous voice。 “Do not deceive me; by awakening hopes that are
not to be fulfilled。”
“I would not for the world; sir;” replied Oliver。 “Indeed you may
believe me。 Mr。 Losberne’s words were; that she would live to
bless us all for many years to come。 I heard him say so。”
The tears stood in Oliver’s eyes as he recalled the scene which
was the beginning of so much happiness; and the gentleman
turned his face away; and remained silent; for some minutes。
Oliver thought he heard him sob; more than once; but he feared to
interrupt him by any fresh remark—for he could well guess what
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his feelings were—and so stood apart; feigning to be occupied with
his nosegay。
All this time; Mr。 Giles; with the white night…cap on; had been
sitting on the steps of the chaise; supporting an elbow on each
knee; and wiping his eyes with a blue cotton pocket…handkerchief
dotted with white spots。 That the honest fellow had not been
feigning emotion; was abundantly demonstrated by the very red
eyes with which he regarded the young gentleman; when he
turned round and addressed him。
“I think you had better go on to my mother’s in the chaise;
Giles;” said he。 “I would rather walk slowly on; so as to gain a little
time before I see her。 You can say I am coming。”
“I beg your pardon; Mr。 Harry;” said Giles; giving a final polish
to his ruffled countenance with the handkerchief; “but if you
would leave the postboy to say that; I should be very much obliged
to you。 It wouldn’t be proper for the maids to see me in this state;
sir; I should never have any more authority with them if they did。”
“Well;” rejoined Harry Maylie; smiling; “you can do as you like。
Let him g