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conditions。  No neophyte must have; at his initiation; one

affection or desire that chains him to the world。  He must be

pure from the love of woman; free from avarice and ambition; free

from the dreams even of art; or the hope of earthly fame。  The

first sacrifice thou must make isViola herself。  And for what?

For an ordeal that the most daring courage only can encounter;

the most ethereal natures alone survive!  Thou art unfit for the

science that has made me and others what we are or have been; for

thy whole nature is one fear!〃



〃Fear!〃 cried Glyndon; colouring with resentment; and rising to

the full height of his stature。



〃Fear! and the worst fear;fear of the world's opinion; fear of

the Nicots and the Mervales; fear of thine own impulses when most

generous; fear of thine own powers when thy genius is most bold;

fear that virtue is not eternal; fear that God does not live in

heaven to keep watch on earth; fear; the fear of little men; and

that fear is never known to the great。〃



With these words Zanoni abruptly left the artist; humbled;

bewildered; and not convinced。  He remained alone with his

thoughts till he was aroused by the striking of the clock; he

then suddenly remembered Zanoni's prediction of the Cardinal's

death; and; seized with an intense desire to learn its truth; he

hurried into the streets;he gained the Cardinal's palace。  Five

minutes before noon his Eminence had expired; after an illness of

less than an hour。  Zanoni's visit had occupied more time than

the illness of the Cardinal。  Awed and perplexed; he turned from

the palace; and as he walked through the Chiaja; he saw Jean

Nicot emerge from the portals of the Prince di 。





CHAPTER 3。V。



Two loves I have of comfort and despair;

Which like two spirits do suggest me still。

Shakespeare。



Venerable Brotherhood; so sacred and so little known; from whose

secret and precious archives the materials for this history have

been drawn; ye who have retained; from century to century; all

that time has spared of the august and venerable science;thanks

to you; if now; for the first time; some record of the thoughts

and actions of no false and self…styled luminary of your Order be

given; however imperfectly; to the world。  Many have called

themselves of your band; many spurious pretenders have been

so…called by the learned ignorance which still; baffled and

perplexed; is driven to confess that it knows nothing of your

origin; your ceremonies or doctrines; nor even if you still have

local habitation on the earth。  Thanks to you if I; the only one

of my country; in this age; admitted; with a profane footstep;

into your mysterious Academe (The reader will have the goodness

to remember that this is said by the author of the original MS。;

not by the editor。); have been by you empowered and instructed to

adapt to the comprehension of the uninitiated; some few of the

starry truths which shone on the great Shemaia of the Chaldean

Lore; and gleamed dimly through the darkened knowledge of latter

disciples; labouring; like Psellus and Iamblichus; to revive the

embers of the fire which burned in the Hamarin of the East。

Though not to us of an aged and hoary world is vouchsafed the

NAME which; so say the earliest oracles of the earth; 〃rushes

into the infinite worlds;〃 yet is it ours to trace the reviving

truths; through each new discovery of the philosopher and

chemist。  The laws of attraction; of electricity; and of the yet

more mysterious agency of that great principal of life; which; if

drawn from the universe; would leave the universe a grave; were

but the code in which the Theurgy of old sought the guides that

led it to a legislation and science of its own。  To rebuild on

words the fragments of this history; it seems to me as if; in a

solemn trance; I was led through the ruins of a city whose only

remains were tombs。  From the sarcophagus and the urn I awake the

genius (The Greek Genius of Death。) of the extinguished Torch;

and so closely does its shape resemble Eros; that at moments I

scarcely know which of ye dictates to me;O Love!  O Death!



And it stirred in the virgin's heart;this new; unfathomable;

and divine emotion!  Was it only the ordinary affection of the

pulse and the fancy; of the eye to the Beautiful; of the ear to

the Eloquent; or did it not justify the notion she herself

conceived of it;that it was born not of the senses; that it was

less of earthly and human love than the effect of some wondrous

but not unholy charm?  I said that; from that day in which; no

longer with awe and trembling; she surrendered herself to the

influence of Zanoni; she had sought to put her thoughts into

words。  Let the thoughts attest their own nature。



THE SELF CONFESSIONAL。



〃Is it the daylight that shines on me; or the memory of thy

presence?  Wherever I look; the world seems full of thee; in

every ray that trembles on the water; that smiles upon the

leaves; I behold but a likeness to thine eyes。  What is this

change; that alters not only myself; but the face of the whole

universe?



。。。



How instantaneously leaped into life the power with which thou

swayest my heart in its ebb and flow。  Thousands were around me;

and I saw but thee。  That was the night in which I first entered

upon the world which crowds life into a drama; and has no

language but music。  How strangely and how suddenly with thee

became that world evermore connected!  What the delusion of the

stage was to others; thy presence was to me。  My life; too;

seemed to centre into those short hours; and from thy lips I

heard a music; mute to all ears but mine。  I sit in the room

where my father dwelt。  Here; on that happy night; forgetting why

THEY were so happy; I shrunk into the shadow; and sought to guess

what thou wert to me; and my mother's low voice woke me; and I

crept to my father's side; closeclose; from fear of my own

thoughts。



〃Ah! sweet and sad was the morrow to that night; when thy lips

warned me of the future。  An orphan now;what is there that

lives for me to think of; to dream upon; to revere; but thou!



〃How tenderly thou hast rebuked me for the grievous wrong that my

thoughts did thee!  Why should I have shuddered to feel thee

glancing upon my thoughts like the beam on the solitary tree; to

which thou didst once liken me so well?  It wasit was; that;

like the tree; I struggled for the light; and the light came。

They tell me of love; and my very life of the stage breathes the

language of love into my lips。  No; again and again; I know THAT

is not the love that I feel for thee!it is not a passion; it is

a thought!  I ask not to be loved again。  I murmur not that thy

words are stern and thy looks are cold。  I ask not if I have

rivals; I sigh not to be fair in thine eyes。  It is my SPIRIT

that would blend itself with thine。  I would give worlds; though

we were apart; though oceans rolled between us; to know the hour

in which thy gaze was lifted to the stars;in which thy heart

poured itself in prayer。  They tell me thou art more beautiful

than the marble images that are fairer than all human forms; but

I have never dared to gaze steadfastly on thy face; that memory

might compare thee with the rest。  Only thine eyes and thy soft;

calm smile haunt me; as when I look upon the moon; all that

passes into my heart is her silent light。



。。。



〃Often; when the air is calm; I have thought that I hear the

strains of my father's music; often; though long stilled in the

grave; have they waked me from the dreams of the solemn night。

Methinks; ere thou comest to me that I hear them herald thy

approach。  Methinks I hear them wail and moan; when I sink back

into myself on seeing thee depart。  Thou art OF that music;its

spirit; its genius。  My father must have guessed at thee and thy

native regions; when the winds hushed to listen to his tones; and

the world deemed him mad!  I hear where I sit; the far murmur of

the sea。  Murmur on; ye blessed waters!  The waves are the pulses

of the shore。  They beat with the gladness of the morning wind;

so beats my heart in the freshness and light that make up the

thoughts of thee!



。。。



〃Often in my childhood I have mused and asked for what I was

born; and my soul answered my heart and said; 'THOU WERT BORN TO

WORSHIP!'  Yes; I know why the real world has ever seemed to me

so false and cold。  I know why the world of the stage charmed and

dazzled me。  I know why it was so sweet to sit apart and gaze my

whole being into the distant heavens。  My  nature is not formed

for this life; happy though that life seem to others。  It is its

very want to have ever before it some image loftier than itself!

 Stranger; in what realm above; when the grave is past; shall my

soul; hour after hour; worship at the same source as thine?



。。。



〃In the gardens of my neighbour there is a small fountain。  I

stood by it this morning after sunrise。  How it sprung up; with

its eager spray; to the sunbeams!  And then I thought that I

should see thee again this day; and so sprung my heart to the new

morning which thou bringest me from the skies。



。。。



〃I HAVE seen; I have LISTENED to thee again。  How bold I have

become!  I ran on with my childlike thoughts and stories; my

recollections of the past; as if I had known thee from an infant。

Suddenly the idea of my presumption struck me。  I stopped; and

timidly sought thine eyes。



〃'Well; and when you found that the nightingale refused to

sing?'



〃'Ah!' I said; 'what to thee this history of the heart of a

child?'



〃'Viola;' didst thou answer; with that voice; so inexpressibly

calm and earnest!'Viola; the darkness of a child's heart is

often but the shadow of a star。  Speak on!  And thy nightingale;

when they caught and caged it; refused to sing?'



〃'And I placed the cage yonder; amidst the vine…leaves; and took

up my 

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