八喜电子书 > 经管其他电子书 > zanoni >

第74部分

zanoni-第74部分

小说: zanoni 字数: 每页4000字

按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页,按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页,按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部!
————未阅读完?加入书签已便下次继续阅读!




wouldst save?  Can we nottill we have left Francemake Fillide

believe that Viola is one in whom THOU only art interested; and

whom; for thy sake only; I permit to share in our escape?〃



〃Ha; well thought of!certainly!〃



〃I will then appear to yield to Fillide's wishes; and resign the

project; which she so resents; of saving the innocent object of

her frantic jealousy。  You; meanwhile; shall yourself entreat

Fillide to intercede with me to extend the means of escape to〃



〃To a lady (she knows I have no sister) who has aided me in my

distress。  Yes; I will manage all; never fear。  One word more;

what has become of that Zanoni?〃



〃Talk not of him;I know not。〃



〃Does he love this girl still?〃



〃It would seem so。  She is his wife; the mother of his infant;


who is with her。〃



〃Wife!mother!  He loves her。  Aha!  And why〃



〃No questions now。  I will go and prepare Viola for the flight;

you; meanwhile; return to Fillide。〃



〃But the address of the Neapolitan?  It is necessary I should

know; lest Fillide inquire。〃



〃Rue M T; No。 27。  Adieu。〃



Glyndon seized his hat and hastened from the house。



Nicot; left alone; seemed for a few moments buried in thought。

〃Oho;〃 he muttered to himself; 〃can I not turn all this to my

account?  Can I not avenge myself on thee; Zanoni; as I have so

often sworn;through thy wife and child?  Can I not possess

myself of thy gold; thy passports; and thy Fillide; hot

Englishman; who wouldst humble me with thy loathed benefits; and

who hast chucked me thine alms as to a beggar?  And Fillide; I

love her:  and thy gold; I love THAT more!  Puppets; I move your

strings!〃



He passed slowly into the chamber where Fillide yet sat; with

gloomy thought on her brow and tears standing in her dark eyes。

She looked up eagerly as the door opened; and turned from the

rugged face of Nicot with an impatient movement of

disappointment。



〃Glyndon;〃 said the painter; drawing a chair to Fillide's; 〃has

left me to enliven your solitude; fair Italian。  He is not

jealous of the ugly Nicot!ha; ha!yet Nicot loved thee well

once; when his fortunes were more fair。  But enough of such past

follies。〃



〃Your friend; then; has left the house。  Whither?  Ah; you look

away; you falter;you cannot meet my eyes!  Speak!  I implore; I

command thee; speak!〃



〃Enfant!  And what dost thou fear?〃



〃FEAR!yes; alas; I fear!〃 said the Italian; and her whole frame

seemed to shrink into itself as she fell once more back into her

seat。



Then; after a pause; she tossed the long hair from her eyes; and;

starting up abruptly; paced the room with disordered strides。  At

length she stopped opposite to Nicot; laid her hand on his arm;

drew him towards an escritoire; which she unlocked; and; opening

a well; pointed to the gold that lay within; and said; 〃Thou art

poor;thou lovest money; take what thou wilt; but undeceive me。

Who is this woman whom thy friend visits;and does he love her?〃



Nicot's eyes sparkled; and his hands opened and clenched; and

clenched and opened; as he gazed upon the coins。  But reluctantly

resisting the impulse; he said; with an affected bitterness;

〃Thinkest thou to bribe me?if so; it cannot be with gold。  But

what if he does love a rival; what if he betrays thee; what if;

wearied by thy jealousies; he designs in his flight to leave thee

behind;would such knowledge make thee happier?〃



〃Yes!〃 exclaimed the Italian; fiercely; 〃yes; for it would be

happiness to hate and to be avenged!  Oh; thou knowest not how

sweet is hatred to those who have really loved!〃



〃But wilt thou swear; if I reveal to thee the secret; that thou

wilt not betray me;that thou wilt not fall; as women do; into

weak tears and fond reproaches; when thy betrayer returns?〃



〃Tears; reproaches!  Revenge hides itself in smiles!〃



〃Thou art a brave creature!〃 said Nicot; almost admiringly。  〃One

condition more:  thy lover designs to fly with his new love; to

leave thee to thy fate; if I prove this to thee; and if I give

thee revenge against thy rival; wilt thou fly with me?  I love

thee!I will wed thee!〃



Fillide's eyes flashed fire; she looked at him with unutterable

disdain; and was silent。



Nicot felt he had gone too far; and with that knowledge of the

evil part of our nature which his own heart and association with

crime had taught him; he resolved to trust the rest to the

passions of the Italian; when raised to the height to which he

was prepared to lead them。



〃Pardon me;〃 he said; 〃my love made me too presumptuous; and yet

it is only that love;my sympathy for thee; beautiful and

betrayed; that can induce me to wrong; with my revelations; one

whom I have regarded as a brother。  I can depend upon thine oath

to conceal all from Glyndon?〃



〃On my oath and my wrongs and my mountain blood!〃



〃Enough! get thy hat and mantle; and follow me。〃



As Fillide left the room; Nicot's eyes again rested on the gold;

it was much;much more than he had dared to hope for; and as he

peered into the well and opened the drawers; he perceived a

packet of letters in the well…known hand of Camille Desmoulins。

He seizedhe opened the packet; his looks brightened as he

glanced over a few sentences。  〃This would give fifty Glyndons to

the guillotine!〃 he muttered; and thrust the packet into his

bosom。



O artist!O haunted one!O erring genius!behold the two worst

foes;the False Ideal that knows no God; and the False Love that

burns from the corruption of the senses; and takes no lustre from

the soul!





CHAPTER 7。III。



Liebe sonnt das Reich der Nacht。

〃Der Triumph der Liebe。〃



(Love illumes the realm of Night。)



Letter from Zanoni to Mejnour。



Paris。



Dost thou remember in the old time; when the Beautiful yet dwelt

in Greece; how we two; in the vast Athenian Theatre; witnessed

the birth of Words as undying as ourselves?  Dost thou remember

the thrill of terror that ran through that mighty audience; when

the wild Cassandra burst from her awful silence to shriek to her

relentless god!  How ghastly; at the entrance of the House of

Atreus; about to become her tomb; rang out her exclamations of

foreboding woe:  〃Dwelling abhorred of heaven!human shamble…

house and floor blood…bespattered!〃 (Aesch。 〃Agam。〃 1098。)  Dost

thou remember how; amidst the breathless awe of those assembled

thousands; I drew close to thee; and whispered; 〃Verily; no

prophet like the poet!  This scene of fabled horror comes to me

as a dream; shadowing forth some likeness in my own remoter

future!〃  As I enter this slaughter…house that scene returns to

me; and I hearken to the voice of Cassandra ringing in my ears。

A solemn and warning dread gathers round me; as if I too were

come to find a grave; and 〃the Net of Hades〃 had already

entangled me in its web!  What dark treasure…houses of

vicissitude and woe are our memories become!  What our lives; but

the chronicles of unrelenting death!  It seems to me as yesterday

when I stood in the streets of this city of the Gaul; as they

shone with plumed chivalry; and the air rustled with silken

braveries。  Young Louis; the monarch and the lover; was victor of

the Tournament at the Carousel; and all France felt herself

splendid in the splendour of her gorgeous chief!  Now there is

neither throne nor altar; and what is in their stead?  I see it

yonderthe GUILLOTINE!  It is dismal to stand amidst the ruins

of mouldering cities; to startle the serpent and the lizard

amidst the wrecks of Persepolis and Thebes; but more dismal still

to stand as Ithe stranger from Empires that have ceased to be

stand now amidst the yet ghastlier ruins of Law and Order; the

shattering of mankind themselves!  Yet here; even here; Love; the

Beautifier; that hath led my steps; can walk with unshrinking

hope through the wilderness of Death。  Strange is the passion

that makes a world in itself; that individualises the One amidst

the Multitude; that; through all the changes of my solemn life;

yet survives; though ambition and hate and anger are dead; the

one solitary angel; hovering over a universe of tombs on its two

tremulous and human wings;Hope and Fear!



How is it; Mejnour; that; as my diviner art abandoned me;as; in

my search for Viola; I was aided but by the ordinary instincts of

the merest mortal;how is it that I have never desponded; that I

have felt in every difficulty the prevailing prescience that we

should meet at last?  So cruelly was every vestige of her flight

concealed from me;so suddenly; so secretly had she fled; that

all the spies; all the authorities of Venice; could give me no

clew。  All Italy I searched in vain!  Her young home at Naples!

how still; in its humble chambers; there seemed to linger the

fragrance of her presence!  All the sublimest secrets of our lore

failed me;failed to bring her soul visible to mine; yet morning

and night; thou lone and childless one; morning and night;

detached from myself; I can commune with my child!  There in that

most blessed; typical; and mysterious of all relations; Nature

herself appears to supply what Science would refuse。  Space

cannot separate the father's watchful soul from the cradle of his

first…born!  I know not of its resting…place and home;my

visions picture not the land;only the small and tender life to

which all space is as yet the heritage!  For to the infant;

before reason dawns;before man's bad passions can dim the

essence that it takes from the element it hath left; there is no

peculiar country; no native city; and no mortal language。  Its

soul as yet is the denizen of all airs and of every world; and in

space its soul meets with mine;the child communes with the

father!  Cruel and forsaking one;thou for whom I left the

wisdom of the spheres; thou whose fatal dower has been the

weakness and terrors of humanity;couldst thou think that young

soul le

返回目录 上一页 下一页 回到顶部 0 1

你可能喜欢的