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that I might light my candle there; whenever I came home。 Mrs。
Parkins invariably disregarding all instructions; they were never
there。 Thus it happened that on this occasion I groped my way into
my sitting…room to find the candle; and came out to light it。
What were my emotions when; underneath the staircase lamp; shining
with wet as if he had never been dry since our last meeting; stood
the mysterious Being whom I had encountered on the steamboat in a
thunderstorm; two years before! His prediction rushed upon my
mind; and I turned faint。
'I said I'd do it;' he observed; in a hollow voice; 'and I have
done it。 May I come in?'
'Misguided creature; what have you done?' I returned。
'I'll let you know;' was his reply; 'if you'll let me in。'
Could it be murder that he had done? And had he been so successful
that he wanted to do it again; at my expense?
I hesitated。
'May I come in?' said he。
I inclined my head; with as much presence of mind as I could
command; and he followed me into my chambers。 There; I saw that
the lower part of his face was tied up; in what is commonly called
a Belcher handkerchief。 He slowly removed this bandage; and
exposed to view a long dark beard; curling over his upper lip;
twisting about the corners of his mouth; and hanging down upon his
breast。
'What is this?' I exclaimed involuntarily; 'and what have you
become?'
'I am the Ghost of Art!' said he。
The effect of these words; slowly uttered in the thunder…storm at
midnight; was appalling in the last degree。 More dead than alive;
I surveyed him in silence。
'The German taste came up;' said he; 'and threw me out of bread。 I
am ready for the taste now。'
He made his beard a little jagged with his hands; folded his arms;
and said;
'Severity!'
I shuddered。 It was so severe。
He made his beard flowing on his breast; and; leaning both hands on
the staff of a carpet…broom which Mrs。 Parkins had left among my
books; said:
'Benevolence。'
I stood transfixed。 The change of sentiment was entirely in the
beard。 The man might have left his face alone; or had no face。
The beard did everything。
He lay down; on his back; on my table; and with that action of his
head threw up his beard at the chin。
'That's death!' said he。
He got off my table and; looking up at the ceiling; cocked his
beard a little awry; at the same time making it stick out before
him。
'Adoration; or a vow of vengeance;' he observed。
He turned his profile to me; making his upper lip very bulky with
the upper part of his beard。
'Romantic character;' said he。
He looked sideways out of his beard; as if it were an ivy…bush。
'Jealousy;' said he。 He gave it an ingenious twist in the air; and
informed me that he was carousing。 He made it shaggy with his
fingers … and it was Despair; lank … and it was avarice: tossed it
all kinds of ways … and it was rage。 The beard did everything。
'I am the Ghost of Art;' said he。 'Two bob a…day now; and more
when it's longer! Hair's the true expression。 There is no other。
I SAID I'D GROW IT; AND I'VE GROWN IT; AND IT SHALL HAUNT YOU!'
He may have tumbled down…stairs in the dark; but he never walked
down or ran down。 I looked over the banisters; and I was alone
with the thunder。
Need I add more of my terrific fate? IT HAS haunted me ever since。
It glares upon me from the walls of the Royal Academy; (except when
MACLISE subdues it to his genius;) it fills my soul with terror at
the British Institution; it lures young artists on to their
destruction。 Go where I will; the Ghost of Art; eternally working
the passions in hair; and expressing everything by beard; pursues
me。 The prediction is accomplished; and the victim has no rest。
OUT OF TOWN
SITTING; on a bright September morning; among my books and papers
at my open window on the cliff overhanging the sea…beach; I have
the sky and ocean framed before me like a beautiful picture。 A
beautiful picture; but with such movement in it; such changes of
light upon the sails of ships and wake of steamboats; such dazzling
gleams of silver far out at sea; such fresh touches on the crisp
wave…tops as they break and roll towards me … a picture with such
music in the billowy rush upon the shingle; the blowing of morning
wind through the corn…sheaves where the farmers' waggons are busy;
the singing of the larks; and the distant voices of children at
play … such charms of sight and sound as all the Galleries on earth
can but poorly suggest。
So dreamy is the murmur of the sea below my window; that I may have
been here; for anything I know; one hundred years。 Not that I have
grown old; for; daily on the neighbouring downs and grassy hill…
sides; I find that I can still in reason walk any distance; jump
over anything; and climb up anywhere; but; that the sound of the
ocean seems to have become so customary to my musings; and other
realities seem so to have gone aboard ship and floated away over
the horizon; that; for aught I will undertake to the contrary; I am
the enchanted son of the King my father; shut up in a tower on the
sea…shore; for protection against an old she…goblin who insisted on
being my godmother; and who foresaw at the font … wonderful
creature! … that I should get into a scrape before I was twenty…
one。 I remember to have been in a City (my Royal parent's
dominions; I suppose); and apparently not long ago either; that was
in the dreariest condition。 The principal inhabitants had all been
changed into old newspapers; and in that form were preserving their
window…blinds from dust; and wrapping all their smaller household
gods in curl…papers。 I walked through gloomy streets where every
house was shut up and newspapered; and where my solitary footsteps
echoed on the deserted pavements。 In the public rides there were
no carriages; no horses; no animated existence; but a few sleepy
policemen; and a few adventurous boys taking advantage of the
devastation to swarm up the lamp…posts。 In the Westward streets
there was no traffic; in the Westward shops; no business。 The
water…patterns which the 'Prentices had trickled out on the
pavements early in the morning; remained uneffaced by human feet。
At the corners of mews; Cochin…China fowls stalked gaunt and
savage; nobody being left in the deserted city (as it appeared to
me); to feed them。 Public Houses; where splendid footmen swinging
their legs over gorgeous hammer…cloths beside wigged coachmen were
wont to regale; were silent; and the unused pewter pots shone; too
bright for business; on the shelves。 I beheld a Punch's Show
leaning against a wall near Park Lane; as if it had fainted。 It
was deserted; and there were none to heed its desolation。 In
Belgrave Square I met the last man … an ostler … sitting on a post
in a ragged red waistcoat; eating straw; and mildewing away。
If I recollect the name of the little town; on whose shore this sea
is murmuring … but I am not just now; as I have premised; to be
relied upon for anything … it is Pavilionstone。 Within a quarter
of a century; it was a little fishing town; and they do say; that
the time was; when it was a little smuggling town。 I have heard
that it was rather famous in the hollands and brandy way; and that
coevally with that reputation the lamplighter's was considered a
bad life at the Assurance Offices。 It was observed that if he were
not particular about lighting up; he lived in peace; but that; if
he made the best of the oil…lamps in the steep and narrow streets;
he usually fell over the cliff at an early age。 Now; gas and
electricity run to the very water's edge; and the South…Eastern
Railway Company screech at us in the dead of night。
But; the old little fishing and smuggling town remains; and is so
tempting a place for the latter purpose; that I think of going out
some night next week; in a fur cap and a pair of petticoat
trousers; and running an empty tub; as a kind of archaeological
pursuit。 Let nobody with corns come to Pavilionstone; for there
are breakneck flights of ragged steps; connecting the principal
streets by back…ways; which will cripple that visitor in half an
hour。 These are the ways by which; when I run that tub; I shall
escape。 I shall make a Thermopylae of the corner of one of them;
defend it with my cutlass against the coast…guard until my brave
companions have sheered off; then dive into the darkness; and
regain my Susan's arms。 In connection with these breakneck steps I
observe some wooden cottages; with tumble…down out…houses; and
back…yards three feet square; adorned with garlands of dried fish;
in one of which (though the General Board of Health might object)
my Susan dwells。
The South…Eastern Company have brought Pavilionstone into such
vogue; with their tidal trains and splendid steam…packets; that a
new Pavilionstone is rising up。 I am; myself; of New
Pavilionstone。 We are a little mortary and limey at present; but
we are getting on capitally。 Indeed; we were getting on so fast;
at one time; that we rather overdid it; and built a street of
shops; the business of which may be expected to arrive in about ten
years。 We are sensibly laid out in general; and with a little care
and pains (by no means wanting; so far); shall become a very pretty
place。 We ought to be; for our situation is delightful; our air is
delicious; and our breezy hills and downs; carpeted with wild
thyme; and decorated with millions of wild flowers; are; on the
faith of a pedestrian; perfect。 In New Pavilionstone we are a
little too much addicted to small windows with more bricks in them
than glass; and we are not over…fanciful in the way of decorative
architecture; and we get unexpected sea…views through cracks in the
street doors; on the whole; however; we are very snug