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done it unto the least of these; ye have done it unto Me。'



As I recall the dispersal and disappearance of nearly all the

participators in this once famous shipwreck (a mere handful being

recovered at last); and the legends that were long afterwards

revived from time to time among the English officers at the Cape;

of a white woman with an infant; said to have been seen weeping

outside a savage hut far in the interior; who was whisperingly

associated with the remembrance of the missing ladies saved from

the wrecked vessel; and who was often sought but never found;

thoughts of another kind of travel came into my mind。



Thoughts of a voyager unexpectedly summoned from home; who

travelled a vast distance; and could never return。  Thoughts of

this unhappy wayfarer in the depths of his sorrow; in the

bitterness of his anguish; in the helplessness of his self…

reproach; in the desperation of his desire to set right what he had

left wrong; and do what he had left undone。



For; there were many; many things he had neglected。  Little matters

while he was at home and surrounded by them; but things of mighty

moment when he was at an immeasurable distance。  There were many

many blessings that he had inadequately felt; there were many

trivial injuries that he had not forgiven; there was love that he

had but poorly returned; there was friendship that he had too

lightly prized: there were a million kind words that he might have

spoken; a million kind looks that he might have given; uncountable

slight easy deeds in which he might have been most truly great and

good。  O for a day (he would exclaim); for but one day to make

amends!  But the sun never shone upon that happy day; and out of

his remote captivity he never came。



Why does this traveller's fate obscure; on New Year's Eve; the

other histories of travellers with which my mind was filled but

now; and cast a solemn shadow over me!  Must I one day make his

journey?  Even so。  Who shall say; that I may not then be tortured

by such late regrets: that I may not then look from my exile on my

empty place and undone work?  I stand upon a sea…shore; where the

waves are years。  They break and fall; and I may little heed them;

but; with every wave the sea is rising; and I know that it will

float me on this traveller's voyage at last。







THE BEGGING…LETTER WRITER







THE amount of money he annually diverts from wholesome and useful

purposes in the United Kingdom; would be a set…off against the

Window Tax。  He is one of the most shameless frauds and impositions

of this time。  In his idleness; his mendacity; and the immeasurable

harm he does to the deserving; … dirtying the stream of true

benevolence; and muddling the brains of foolish justices; with

inability to distinguish between the base coin of distress; and the

true currency we have always among us; … he is more worthy of

Norfolk Island than three…fourths of the worst characters who are

sent there。  Under any rational system; he would have been sent

there long ago。



I; the writer of this paper; have been; for some time; a chosen

receiver of Begging Letters。  For fourteen years; my house has been

made as regular a Receiving House for such communications as any

one of the great branch Post…Offices is for general correspondence。

I ought to know something of the Begging…Letter Writer。  He has

besieged my door at all hours of the day and night; he has fought

my servant; he has lain in ambush for me; going out and coming in;

he has followed me out of town into the country; he has appeared at

provincial hotels; where I have been staying for only a few hours;

he has written to me from immense distances; when I have been out

of England。  He has fallen sick; he has died and been buried; he

has come to life again; and again departed from this transitory

scene: he has been his own son; his own mother; his own baby; his

idiot brother; his uncle; his aunt; his aged grandfather。  He has

wanted a greatcoat; to go to India in; a pound to set him up in

life for ever; a pair of boots to take him to the coast of China; a

hat to get him into a permanent situation under Government。  He has

frequently been exactly seven…and…sixpence short of independence。

He has had such openings at Liverpool … posts of great trust and

confidence in merchants' houses; which nothing but seven…and…

sixpence was wanting to him to secure … that I wonder he is not

Mayor of that flourishing town at the present moment。



The natural phenomena of which he has been the victim; are of a

most astounding nature。  He has had two children who have never

grown up; who have never had anything to cover them at night; who

have been continually driving him mad; by asking in vain for food;

who have never come out of fevers and measles (which; I suppose;

has accounted for his fuming his letters with tobacco smoke; as a

disinfectant); who have never changed in the least degree through

fourteen long revolving years。  As to his wife; what that suffering

woman has undergone; nobody knows。  She has always been in an

interesting situation through the same long period; and has never

been confined yet。  His devotion to her has been unceasing。  He has

never cared for himself; HE could have perished … he would rather;

in short … but was it not his Christian duty as a man; a husband;

and a father; … to write begging letters when he looked at her?

(He has usually remarked that he would call in the evening for an

answer to this question。)



He has been the sport of the strangest misfortunes。  What his

brother has done to him would have broken anybody else's heart。

His brother went into business with him; and ran away with the

money; his brother got him to be security for an immense sum and

left him to pay it; his brother would have given him employment to

the tune of hundreds a…year; if he would have consented to write

letters on a Sunday; his brother enunciated principles incompatible

with his religious views; and he could not (in consequence) permit

his brother to provide for him。  His landlord has never shown a

spark of human feeling。  When he put in that execution I don't

know; but he has never taken it out。  The broker's man has grown

grey in possession。  They will have to bury him some day。



He has been attached to every conceivable pursuit。  He has been in

the army; in the navy; in the church; in the law; connected with

the press; the fine arts; public institutions; every description

and grade of business。  He has been brought up as a gentleman; he

has been at every college in Oxford and Cambridge; he can quote

Latin in his letters (but generally misspells some minor English

word); he can tell you what Shakespeare says about begging; better

than you know it。  It is to be observed; that in the midst of his

afflictions he always reads the newspapers; and rounds off his

appeal with some allusion; that may be supposed to be in my way; to

the popular subject of the hour。



His life presents a series of inconsistencies。  Sometimes he has

never written such a letter before。  He blushes with shame。  That

is the first time; that shall be the last。  Don't answer it; and

let it be understood that; then; he will kill himself quietly。

Sometimes (and more frequently) he HAS written a few such letters。

Then he encloses the answers; with an intimation that they are of

inestimable value to him; and a request that they may be carefully

returned。  He is fond of enclosing something … verses; letters;

pawnbrokers' duplicates; anything to necessitate an answer。  He is

very severe upon 'the pampered minion of fortune;' who refused him

the half…sovereign referred to in the enclosure number two … but he

knows me better。



He writes in a variety of styles; sometimes in low spirits;

sometimes quite jocosely。  When he is in low spirits he writes

down…hill and repeats words … these little indications being

expressive of the perturbation of his mind。  When he is more

vivacious; he is frank with me; he is quite the agreeable rattle。

I know what human nature is; … who better?  Well!  He had a little

money once; and he ran through it … as many men have done before

him。  He finds his old friends turn away from him now … many men

have done that before him too!  Shall he tell me why he writes to

me?  Because he has no kind of claim upon me。  He puts it on that

ground plainly; and begs to ask for the loan (as I know human

nature) of two sovereigns; to be repaid next Tuesday six weeks;

before twelve at noon。



Sometimes; when he is sure that I have found him out; and that

there is no chance of money; he writes to inform me that I have got

rid of him at last。  He has enlisted into the Company's service;

and is off directly … but he wants a cheese。  He is informed by the

serjeant that it is essential to his prospects in the regiment that

he should take out a single Gloucester cheese; weighing from twelve

to fifteen pounds。  Eight or nine shillings would buy it。  He does

not ask for money; after what has passed; but if he calls at nine;

to…morrow morning may he hope to find a cheese?  And is there

anything he can do to show his gratitude in Bengal?



Once he wrote me rather a special letter; proposing relief in kind。

He had got into a little trouble by leaving parcels of mud done up

in brown paper; at people's houses; on pretence of being a Railway…

Porter; in which character he received carriage money。  This

sportive fancy he expiated in the House of Correction。  Not long

after his release; and on a Sunday morning; he called with a letter

(having first dusted himself all over); in which he gave me to

understand that; being resolved to earn an honest livelihood; he

had been travelling about the country with a cart of crockery。

That he had been doing pretty well until the day before; when his

horse had dropped down dead near Chatham; in Kent。  That this had

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