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done it unto the least of these; ye have done it unto Me。'
As I recall the dispersal and disappearance of nearly all the
participators in this once famous shipwreck (a mere handful being
recovered at last); and the legends that were long afterwards
revived from time to time among the English officers at the Cape;
of a white woman with an infant; said to have been seen weeping
outside a savage hut far in the interior; who was whisperingly
associated with the remembrance of the missing ladies saved from
the wrecked vessel; and who was often sought but never found;
thoughts of another kind of travel came into my mind。
Thoughts of a voyager unexpectedly summoned from home; who
travelled a vast distance; and could never return。 Thoughts of
this unhappy wayfarer in the depths of his sorrow; in the
bitterness of his anguish; in the helplessness of his self…
reproach; in the desperation of his desire to set right what he had
left wrong; and do what he had left undone。
For; there were many; many things he had neglected。 Little matters
while he was at home and surrounded by them; but things of mighty
moment when he was at an immeasurable distance。 There were many
many blessings that he had inadequately felt; there were many
trivial injuries that he had not forgiven; there was love that he
had but poorly returned; there was friendship that he had too
lightly prized: there were a million kind words that he might have
spoken; a million kind looks that he might have given; uncountable
slight easy deeds in which he might have been most truly great and
good。 O for a day (he would exclaim); for but one day to make
amends! But the sun never shone upon that happy day; and out of
his remote captivity he never came。
Why does this traveller's fate obscure; on New Year's Eve; the
other histories of travellers with which my mind was filled but
now; and cast a solemn shadow over me! Must I one day make his
journey? Even so。 Who shall say; that I may not then be tortured
by such late regrets: that I may not then look from my exile on my
empty place and undone work? I stand upon a sea…shore; where the
waves are years。 They break and fall; and I may little heed them;
but; with every wave the sea is rising; and I know that it will
float me on this traveller's voyage at last。
THE BEGGING…LETTER WRITER
THE amount of money he annually diverts from wholesome and useful
purposes in the United Kingdom; would be a set…off against the
Window Tax。 He is one of the most shameless frauds and impositions
of this time。 In his idleness; his mendacity; and the immeasurable
harm he does to the deserving; … dirtying the stream of true
benevolence; and muddling the brains of foolish justices; with
inability to distinguish between the base coin of distress; and the
true currency we have always among us; … he is more worthy of
Norfolk Island than three…fourths of the worst characters who are
sent there。 Under any rational system; he would have been sent
there long ago。
I; the writer of this paper; have been; for some time; a chosen
receiver of Begging Letters。 For fourteen years; my house has been
made as regular a Receiving House for such communications as any
one of the great branch Post…Offices is for general correspondence。
I ought to know something of the Begging…Letter Writer。 He has
besieged my door at all hours of the day and night; he has fought
my servant; he has lain in ambush for me; going out and coming in;
he has followed me out of town into the country; he has appeared at
provincial hotels; where I have been staying for only a few hours;
he has written to me from immense distances; when I have been out
of England。 He has fallen sick; he has died and been buried; he
has come to life again; and again departed from this transitory
scene: he has been his own son; his own mother; his own baby; his
idiot brother; his uncle; his aunt; his aged grandfather。 He has
wanted a greatcoat; to go to India in; a pound to set him up in
life for ever; a pair of boots to take him to the coast of China; a
hat to get him into a permanent situation under Government。 He has
frequently been exactly seven…and…sixpence short of independence。
He has had such openings at Liverpool … posts of great trust and
confidence in merchants' houses; which nothing but seven…and…
sixpence was wanting to him to secure … that I wonder he is not
Mayor of that flourishing town at the present moment。
The natural phenomena of which he has been the victim; are of a
most astounding nature。 He has had two children who have never
grown up; who have never had anything to cover them at night; who
have been continually driving him mad; by asking in vain for food;
who have never come out of fevers and measles (which; I suppose;
has accounted for his fuming his letters with tobacco smoke; as a
disinfectant); who have never changed in the least degree through
fourteen long revolving years。 As to his wife; what that suffering
woman has undergone; nobody knows。 She has always been in an
interesting situation through the same long period; and has never
been confined yet。 His devotion to her has been unceasing。 He has
never cared for himself; HE could have perished … he would rather;
in short … but was it not his Christian duty as a man; a husband;
and a father; … to write begging letters when he looked at her?
(He has usually remarked that he would call in the evening for an
answer to this question。)
He has been the sport of the strangest misfortunes。 What his
brother has done to him would have broken anybody else's heart。
His brother went into business with him; and ran away with the
money; his brother got him to be security for an immense sum and
left him to pay it; his brother would have given him employment to
the tune of hundreds a…year; if he would have consented to write
letters on a Sunday; his brother enunciated principles incompatible
with his religious views; and he could not (in consequence) permit
his brother to provide for him。 His landlord has never shown a
spark of human feeling。 When he put in that execution I don't
know; but he has never taken it out。 The broker's man has grown
grey in possession。 They will have to bury him some day。
He has been attached to every conceivable pursuit。 He has been in
the army; in the navy; in the church; in the law; connected with
the press; the fine arts; public institutions; every description
and grade of business。 He has been brought up as a gentleman; he
has been at every college in Oxford and Cambridge; he can quote
Latin in his letters (but generally misspells some minor English
word); he can tell you what Shakespeare says about begging; better
than you know it。 It is to be observed; that in the midst of his
afflictions he always reads the newspapers; and rounds off his
appeal with some allusion; that may be supposed to be in my way; to
the popular subject of the hour。
His life presents a series of inconsistencies。 Sometimes he has
never written such a letter before。 He blushes with shame。 That
is the first time; that shall be the last。 Don't answer it; and
let it be understood that; then; he will kill himself quietly。
Sometimes (and more frequently) he HAS written a few such letters。
Then he encloses the answers; with an intimation that they are of
inestimable value to him; and a request that they may be carefully
returned。 He is fond of enclosing something … verses; letters;
pawnbrokers' duplicates; anything to necessitate an answer。 He is
very severe upon 'the pampered minion of fortune;' who refused him
the half…sovereign referred to in the enclosure number two … but he
knows me better。
He writes in a variety of styles; sometimes in low spirits;
sometimes quite jocosely。 When he is in low spirits he writes
down…hill and repeats words … these little indications being
expressive of the perturbation of his mind。 When he is more
vivacious; he is frank with me; he is quite the agreeable rattle。
I know what human nature is; … who better? Well! He had a little
money once; and he ran through it … as many men have done before
him。 He finds his old friends turn away from him now … many men
have done that before him too! Shall he tell me why he writes to
me? Because he has no kind of claim upon me。 He puts it on that
ground plainly; and begs to ask for the loan (as I know human
nature) of two sovereigns; to be repaid next Tuesday six weeks;
before twelve at noon。
Sometimes; when he is sure that I have found him out; and that
there is no chance of money; he writes to inform me that I have got
rid of him at last。 He has enlisted into the Company's service;
and is off directly … but he wants a cheese。 He is informed by the
serjeant that it is essential to his prospects in the regiment that
he should take out a single Gloucester cheese; weighing from twelve
to fifteen pounds。 Eight or nine shillings would buy it。 He does
not ask for money; after what has passed; but if he calls at nine;
to…morrow morning may he hope to find a cheese? And is there
anything he can do to show his gratitude in Bengal?
Once he wrote me rather a special letter; proposing relief in kind。
He had got into a little trouble by leaving parcels of mud done up
in brown paper; at people's houses; on pretence of being a Railway…
Porter; in which character he received carriage money。 This
sportive fancy he expiated in the House of Correction。 Not long
after his release; and on a Sunday morning; he called with a letter
(having first dusted himself all over); in which he gave me to
understand that; being resolved to earn an honest livelihood; he
had been travelling about the country with a cart of crockery。
That he had been doing pretty well until the day before; when his
horse had dropped down dead near Chatham; in Kent。 That this had
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