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we could rise; when suddenly what at first I took to
be a baboon came hopping round the fire; and was
instantly met upon the other side by a lion; or rather
a human being dressed in a lion's skin。 Then came a
goat; then a man wrapped in an ox's hide; with the
horns wobbling about in a ludicrous way。 After him
followed a blesbok; then an impala; then a koodoo;
then more goats; and many other animals; including a
girl sewn up in the shining scaly hide of a boa
constrictor; several yards of which trailed along the
ground behind her。 When all the beasts had collected
they began to dance about in a lumbering; unnatural
fashion; and to imitate the sounds produced by the
respective animals they represented; till the whole
air was alive with roars and bleating and the hissing
of snakes。 This went on for a long time; till; getting
tired of the pantomime; I asked Ayesha if there would
be any objection to Leo and myself walking round to
inspect the human torches; and as she had nothing to
say against it; we started; striking round to the
left。 After looking at one or two of the flaming
bodies; we were about to return; thoroughly disgusted
with the grotesque weirdness of the spectacle; when
our attention was attracted by one of the dancers; a
particularly active leopard; that had separated itself
from its fellow…beasts; and was whisking about in our
immediate neighborhood; but gradually drawing into a
spot where the shadow was darkest; equidistant between
two of the flaming mummies。 Drawn by curiosity; we
followed it; when suddenly it darted past us into the
shadows beyond; and as it did so erected itself and
whispered; 〃Come;〃 in a voice that we both recognized
as that of Ustane。 Without waiting to consult me Leo
turned and followed her into the outer darkness; and
I; feeling sick enough at heart; went after them。 The
leopard crawled on for about fifty pacesa sufficient
distance to be quite beyond the light of the fire and
torchesand then Leo came up with it; or; rather;
with Ustane。
〃O my lord;〃 I heard her whisper; 〃so I have found
thee! Listen; I am in peril of my life from _i_ She
_i_ …who…must…be…obeyed。' Surely the Baboon has told
thee how she drove me from thee? I love thee; my lord;
and thou art mine according to the custom of the
country。 I saved thy life! My Lion; wilt thou cast me
off now?〃
〃Of course not;〃 ejaculated Leo; 〃I have been
wondering whither thou hadst gone。 Let us go and
explain matters to the queen。〃
〃Nay; nay; she would slay us。 Thou knowest not her
powerthe Baboon there; he knoweth; for he saw。 Nay;
there is but one way: if thou wilt cleave to me; thou
must flee with me across the marshes even now; and
then perchance we may escape。〃
〃For Heaven's sake; Leo;〃 I began; but she broke in
〃Nay; listen not to him。 Swiftbe swiftdeath is in
the air we breathe。 Even now; mayhap; _i_ She _i_
heareth us;〃 and without more ado she proceeded to
back her arguments by throwing herself into his arms。
As she did so the leopard's head slipped from her
hair; and I saw the three white finger…marks upon it
gleaming faintly in the starlight。 Once more realizing
the desperate nature of the position; I was about to
interpose; for I knew that Leo was not too strong…
minded where women were concerned; whenoh! horror!
I heard a little silvery laugh behind me。 I turned
round; and there was _i_ She _i_ herself; and with her
Billali and two male mutes。 I gasped and nearly sank
to the ground; for I knew that such a situation must
result in some dreadful tragedy; of which it seemed
exceedingly probable to me that I should be the first
victim。
As for Ustane; she untwined her arms and covered her
eyes with her hands; while Leo; not knowing the full
terror of the position; merely colored up; and looked
as foolish as a man caught in such a trap would
naturally do。
CHAPTER XX
TRIUMPH
THEN followed a moment of the most painful silence
that I ever endured。 It was broken by Ayesha; who
addressed herself to Leo。
〃Nay; now my lord and guest;〃 she said; in her softest
tones; which yet had the ring of steel about them;
〃look not so bashful。 Surely the sight was a pretty
onethe leopard and the lion!〃
〃Oh; hang it all!〃 said Leo; in English。
〃And thou; Ustane;〃 she went on; 〃surely I should have
passed thee by had not the light fallen on the white
across thy hair;〃 and she pointed to the bright edge
of the rising moon which was now appearing above the
horizon。 〃Well! well! the dance is donesee; the
tapers have burned down; and all things end in silence
and in ashes。 So thou thoughtest it a fit time for
love; Ustane; my servantand I; dreaming not that I
could be disobeyed; thought thee already far away。〃
〃Play not with me;〃 moaned the wretched woman; 〃slay
me; and let be an end。〃
〃Nay; why? It is not well to go so swift from the hot
lips of love down to the cold mouth of the grave;〃 and
she made a motion to the mutes; who instantly stepped
up and caught the girl by either arm。 With an oath Leo
sprang upon the nearest; and hurled him to the ground;
and then stood over him with his face set; and his
fist ready。
Again Ayesha laughed。 〃It was well thrown; my guest;
thou hast a strong arm for one who so late was sick。
But now out of thy courtesy I pray thee let that man
live and do my bidding。 He shall not harm the girl;
the night air grows chill; and I would welcome her in
mine own place。 Surely she whom thou dost favor shall
be favored of me also。〃
I took Leo by the arm; and pulled him from the
prostrate mute; and he; half bewildered; obeyed the
pressure。 Then we all set out for the cave across the
plateau; where a pile of white human ashes was all
that remained of the fire that had lit the dancing;
for the dancers had vanished。
In due course we gained Ayesha's boudoirall too soon
it seemed to me; having a sad presage of what was to
come lying heavy on my heart。
Ayesha seated herself upon her cushions; and; having
dismissed Job and Billali; by signs bade the mutes
tend the lamps and retire。 all save one girl; who was
her favorite personal attendant。 We three remained
standing; the unfortunate Ustane a little to the left
of the rest of us。
〃Now; O Holly;〃 Ayesha began; 〃how came it that thou;
who didst hear my words bidding this evil…doer〃and
she pointed to Ustane〃to go from hence…thou at whose
prayer I did weakly spare her life…how came it; I say;
that thou wast a sharer in what I saw to…night?
Answer; and for thine own sake; I say; speak all the
truth; for I am not minded to hear lies upon this
matter!〃
〃It was by accident; O queen;〃 I answered。 〃I knew
naught of it。〃
〃I do believe thee; O Holly;〃 she answered; coolly;
〃and well it is for thee that I dothen does the
whole guilt rest upon her。〃
〃I do not find any guilt therein;〃 broke in Leo。 〃She
is not another man's wife; and it appears that she has
married me according to the custom of this awful
place; so who is the worse? Any way; madam;〃 he went
on; 〃whatever she has done I have done too; so if she
is to be punished let me be punished also; and I tell
thee;〃 he went on; working himself up into a fury;
〃that if thou biddest one of those deaf…and…dumb
villains to touch her again; I will tear him to
pieces!〃 And he looked as though he meant it。
Ayesha listened in icy silence; and made no remark。
When he had finished; however; she addressed Ustane。
〃Hast thou aught to say; woman? Thou silly straw; thou
feather; who didst think to float towards thy
passion's petty ends; even against the great wind of
my will! Tell me; for I fain would understand。 Why
didst thou this thing?〃
And then I think I saw the most tremendous exhibition
of moral courage and intrepidity that it is possible
to conceive。 For the poor; doomed girl; knowing what
she had to expect at the hands of her terrible queen;
knowing; too; from bitter experience how great was her
adversary's power; yet gathered herself together; and
out of the very depths of her despair drew materials
to defy her。
〃I did it; O _i_ She _i_ ;〃 she answered; drawing
herself up to the full of her stately height; and
throwing back the leopard skin from her head; 〃because
my love is stronger than the grave。 I did it because
my life without this man whom my heart chose would be
but a living death。 Therefore did I risk my life; and
now that I know that it is forfeit to thine anger; yet
am I glad that I did risk it; and pay it away in the
risking; ay; because he embraced me once; and told me
that he loved me yet。〃
Here Ayesha half rose from her couch; and then sank
down again。
〃I have no magic;〃 went on Ustane; her rich voice
ringing strong and full; 〃and I am not a queen; nor do
I live forever; but a woman's heart is heavy to sink
through waters; however deep; O queen! and a woman's
eyes are quick to see; even through thy veil; O queen!
〃Listen: I know it; thou dost love this man thyself;
and therefore wouldst thou destroy me who stand across
thy path。 Ay; I dieI die; and go into the darkness;
nor know I whither I go。 But this I know。 There is a
light shining in my breast; and by that light; as by a
lamp; I see the truth; and the future that I shall not
share unroll itself before me like a scroll。 When
first I knew my lord;〃 and she pointed to Leo; 〃I knew
also that death would be the bridal gift he gave me
it rushed upon me of a sudden; but I turned not back;
being ready to pay the price; and; behold; death is
here! And now; even as I knew that; so do I; standing
on the steps of doom; know that thou shalt not reap
the profits of thy crime。 Mine he is; and; though thy
beauty shine like a sun among the stars; mine shall he
remain for thee。 Never here in this life shall he look
thee in the eyes and call thee spouse。 Thou too art
doomed; I see〃 and her voice rang like the cry of an
inspired prophetess; 〃ah; I see〃
Then came an answering cry of mingled rage and terror。
I turned my head。 Ayesha had risen; and was standing
with her outstretched hand pointing at Ustane; wh