jeremy-第22部分
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ever。 But that doll was quite different from Aunt Amy。 He was not
terrified of her at all。 He hated her。 Hated the fringe of her black
hair; the heavy eyelashes; the thin down on her upper lip; the way
that the gold cross fell up and down on her breast; her thin; blue…
veined hands; her black shoes。 She was his first enemy; and he
waited; as an ambush hides and watches; for his opportunity。 。 。
II
One of our nicest old maids; Miss Maddison; gave every year what she
called her 〃early summer party。〃 This was different from all our
other parties; because it occurred neither in the summer nor in the
winter; but always during those wonderful days when the spring first
began to fade into the high bright colours; the dry warmth; the deep
green shadows of the heat of the year。 It was early in May that Miss
Maddison had her party; and we played games on her little sloping
green lawn; and peered over her pink… brick wall down on to the
brown roofs of the houses below the Close; and had a tremendous tea
of every kind of cake and every kind of jam in her wainscoted
dining…room that looked out through its tall open windows on to the
garden。 Those old houses that run in a half…moon round the Close;
and face the green sward and the great western door of the
Cathedral; are the very heart of Polchester。 Walking down the
cobbled street; one may still to…day look through the open door;
down the dusky line of the little hall; out into the swimming colour
of the garden beyond。 In these little gardens; what did not grow?
Hollyhocks; pinks; tulips; nasturtiums; pansies; lilies of the
valley; roses; honeysuckle; sweet…williams; stocksI remember them
all at their different seasons in that muddled; absurd profusion。 I
can smell them now; can see them in their fluttering colours; the
great grey wall of the Cathedral; with its high carved door and
watching saints behind me; the sun beating on to the cobbles; the
muffled beat of the summer day; the sleepy noises of the town; the
pigeons cutting the thin; papery blue into arcs and curves and
circles; the little lattice…windowed houses; with crooked chimneys
and shining doors; smiling down upon me。 I can smell; too; that
especial smell that belonged to those summer hours; a smell of dried
blotting…paper; of corn and poppies from the fields; of cobble…
stones and new…baked bread and lemonade; and behind the warmth and
colour the cool note of the Cathedral bell echoed through the town;
down the High Street; over the meads; across the river; out into the
heart of the dark woods and the long spaces of the summer fields。 I
can see myself; too; toiling up the High Street; my cap on the back
of my head; little beads of perspiration on my forehead; and my eyes
always gazing into the air; so that I stumbled over the cobbles and
knocked against doorsteps。 All these things had to do with Miss
Maddison's parly; and it was always her party that marked the
beginning of them for us; she waited for the fine weather; and so
soon as it came the invitations were sent out; the flower…beds were
trimmed; the little green wooden seats under the mulberry tree were
cleaned; and Poupee; the black poodle; was clipped。
It happened this year that Miss Maddison gave her party during the
very week that Mr。 and Mrs。 Cole went to Drymouth。 She sent out her
invitations only three days before the great event; because the
summer had come with so fine a rush。 〃Master Jeremy and the Misses
Cole。 。 。 Would they give Miss Maddison the pleasure 。 。 。 ?〃 Yes;
of course they would。 Aunt Amy would take them。
On the morning of the great day Jeremy poured the contents of his
watering…can upon Aunt Amy's head。 It was a most unfortunate
accident; arranged obviously by a malignant fate。 Jeremy had been
presented with a pot of pinks; and these; every morning; he most
faithfully watered。 He had a bright…red watering…can; bought with
his own money; and; because it held more water than the pinks
needed; he was in the daily habit of emptying the remnant in a
glittering shower out of the pantry window on to the bed nearest the
garden wall。 Upon this morning someone called him; he turned his
head; the water still flowed; and Aunt Amy; hatless and defenceless;
received it as it tumbled with that sudden rush which always seizes
a watering…can at its last gasp。 Jeremy was banished into his
bedroom; where he employed the sunny morning in drawing pictures of
Aunt Amy as a witch upon the wallpaper。 For doing this he was caned
by Aunt Amy herself with a ruler; and at the end of the operation he
laughed and said she hadn't hurt him at all。 In return for this
impertinence he was robbed; at luncheon; of his puddingwhich was;
of course; on that very day; marmalade puddingand then; Mary
being discovered putting some of hers into a piece of paper; to be
delivered to him in due course; they were both stood in different
corners of the room 〃until you say you're sorry。〃
When the jingle arrived at three o'clock they had still not made
this acknowledgment; and Jeremy said he never would; 〃not if he
lived till he was ninety…nine。〃 At quarter past three Jeremy might
have been seen sitting up very straight in the jingle; his face
crimson from washing and temper。 He was wearing his new sailor suit;
which tickled him and was hot and sticky; he sat there devoting the
whole of his energies to the business of hating Aunt Amy。
As I have said; he had never hated anyone before; and he was
surprised at the glow of virtuous triumph that this new emotion
spread over his body。 He positively loved to hate Aunt Amy; and as
Parkes; the pony; slowly toiled up the hill to the Cathedral; he sat
stiff and proud with an almost humorous anger。 Then; as they turned
over the hot shining cobbles into the Close and saw the green trees
swimming in the sun; he turned his mind to the party。 What games
would they play? Who would be there? What would there be for tea ?
He felt creeping over him the stiff shyness that always comes when
one is approaching a party; and he wished that the first handshaking
and the first plunge into the stares of the critical guests might be
over。 But he did not really care。 His hatred of Aunt Amy braced him
up; when one was capable of so fine and manly an emotion as this
hatred; one need not bother about fellow…guests。 Then the jingle
stopped outside a house immediately opposite the great west…end door
of the Cathedral; in the little hall Miss Maddison was standing; and
from the glittering garden behind her the sun struck through the
house into the shadowed street。
Jeremy's public manners were; when he pleased; quite beautiful〃the
true; old…fashioned courtesy;〃 gushing friends of the Cole family
used to say。 He was preparing to be very polite now; when suddenly
the voice of the Dean's Ernest ordering people about in the garden
struck upon his ear。 He had not seen the Dean's Ernest for nearly
three months; for the very good reason that that gentleman had been
experiencing his first term at his private school。 Last year young
Ernest and Jeremy had been; on the whole; friendly; although Ernest;
who was nine; and strong for his age; had always patronised。 And
now? Jeremy longed to inform his friend that he also shortly would
proceed to school; that in another six months' time there would be
practically no difference between them。 Nevertheless; at the present
moment there was a difference。 。 。 Ernest had a whole term to his
credit。
New arrivals gently insinuated the Cole family into the garden。
Helen; proud and cold; Mary; blinking and nervous; stood pressed
close together whilst other little girls stared and giggled; moved
forward and then backward again; until suddenly Canon Lasker's
Emily; who was fifteen and had such long legs that she was known as
〃the Giraffe;〃 came up and said: 〃Isn't it hot! Do you play croquet?
Please…do! I'll havetheblue ball。 。 。〃 And the Coles were
initiated。
Meanwhile; Aunt Amy had said: 〃Now; Jeremy; dear; run about and make
friends。〃 Which so deeply infuriated him that he choked。 Oh!
supposing the Dean's Ernest had heard her! 。 。 。
And he had! A mocking voice behind him said: 〃Now; Jeremy; dear〃
Jeremy turned round and beheld the Dean's Ernest mockingly waiting
his retort。 And he could not retort。 No words would come; and he
could only stand there; his cheeks flushed; aware that Ernest had
grown and grown during those three months; that he wore a straw hat
with a black…and…red ribbon upon it; that round his long ugly neck
was a stiff white collar; and across his waistcoat a thick silver
watch…chain。
〃Hallo!〃 said Jeremy。
〃Hallo!〃 said the new Ernest scornfully。
A long pause。
Then Ernest; turning on his heel; said to someone behind him: 〃Let's
get away from all these girls!〃 The tears burnt in Jeremy's eyes;
hot and salt。 He clenched his fists and gazed upon a garden that
swam in a mist of tears and sunlight。 He felt a sudden strange
impulse of family affection。 He would like to have gathered behind
him his father and mother; Mary; Helen; Hamlet; Uncle Samuelyes;
and even Aunt Amy; arid to have advanced not only upon Ernest; but
upon the whole Dean's family。 It would have given him great pleasure
to have set his teeth into the fat legs of the Dean himself; he
would gladly have torn the hat from the head of Mrs。 Dean。 。 。 Upon
Ernest there was no torture he would not employ。
He would get even; he resolved that before he left that house he
would have his revenge。
Kind Miss Maddison; tripping along and seeing him as a pathetic
little boy in a sailor suit without guile or malice; swept him into
an 〃I spy〃 party composed for the most part of small girls who fell
down and cried and said they would go home。
Jeremy; hiding behind a tree; watched the thin back of Ernest as it
lifted itself autocratically above two small boys who looked up to
him with saucer…eyes。 Ernest was obviously talking about his school。
Jeremy; lost in the contemplation of his vengeance; forgot his game;
and was taken prisoner with the greatest of ease。 He did not care。
The afternoon was spoilt for him。 He was not even hungry。 Why could
he not go to school to…morrow; and then challenge Ernest to combat?
But