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everything　else；　as　he　went　up；　and　was　not　so　soon　sent　away。

Words　were　few　downstairs。　　Blanche　and　Aubrey　agreed　that　they
thought　people　would　have　been　much　happier；　but；　in　fact；　the　joy
was　oppressive　from　very　newness。　　Ethel　roamed　about；　she　could　not
sit　still　without　feeling　giddy；　in　the　strangeness　of　the　revulsion。
Her　father　sat；　as　if　a　word　would　break　the　blest　illusion；　and
Harry　stood　before　each　of　them　in　turn；　as　if　about　to　speak；　but
turned　his　address　into　a　sudden　caress；　or　blow　on　the　shoulder；　and
tried　to　laugh。　　Little　Gertrude；　not　understanding；　the　confusion；
had　taken　up　her　station　under　the　table；　and　peeped　out　from　beneath
the　cover。

There　was　more　composure　as　they　sat　at　dinner；　and　yet　there　was
very　little　talking　or　eating。　　Afterwards　Dr。　May　and　Norman
exultingly　walked　away；　to　show　their　Harry　to　Dr。　Spencer　and　Mr。
Wilmot；　and　Ethel　would　gladly　have　tried　to　calm　herself；　and
recover　the　balance　of　her　mind；　by　giving　thanks　where　they　were
due；　but　she　did　not　know　what　to　do　with　her　sisters。　　Blanche　was
wild；　and　Mary　still　in　so　shaky　a　state　of　excitement；　that　she　went
off　into　mad　laughing；　when　Blanche　discovered　that　they　were　in
mourning　for　Harry。

Nothing　would　satisfy　Blanche　but　breaking　in　on　Margaret；　and
climbing　to　the　top　of　the　great　wardrobe　to　disinter　the　coloured
raiment；　beseeching　that　each　favourite　might　be　at　once　put　on；　to
do　honour　to　Harry。　　Mary　chimed　in　with　her；　in　begging　for　the
wedding　merinoswould　not　Margaret　wear　her　beautiful　blue？

〃No；　my　dear；　I　cannot；〃　said　Margaret　gently。

Mary　looked　at　her　and　was　again　in　a　flood　of　tears；　incoherently
protesting；　together　with　Ethel；　that　they　would　not　change。

〃No；　dears；〃　said　Margaret。　　〃I　had　rather　you　did　so。　　You　must　not
be　unkind　to　Harry。　　He　will　not　think　I　do　not　welcome　him。　　I　am
only　too　glad　that　Richard　would　not　let　my　impatience　take　away　my
right　to　wear　this。〃

Ethel　knew　that　it　was　for　life。

Mary　could　not　check　her　tears；　and　would　go　on　making　heroic
protests　against　leaving　off　her　black；　sobbing　the　more　at　each。
Margaret's　gentle　caresses　seemed　to　make　her　worse；　and　Ethel；
afraid　that　Margaret's　own　composure　would　be　overthrown；　exclaimed；
〃How　can　you　be　so　silly？　　Come　away！〃　and　rather　roughly　pulled　her
out　of　the　room；　when　she　collapsed　entirely　at　the　top　of　the
stairs；　and　sat　crying　helplessly。

〃I　can't　think　what's　the　use　of　Harry's　coming　home；〃　Gertrude　was
heard　saying　to　Richard。　　〃It　is　very　disagreeable；〃　whereat　Mary
relapsed　into　a　giggle；　and　Ethel　felt　frantic。

〃Richard！　　Richard！　what　is　to　be　done　with　Mary？　　She　can't　help　it；
I　believe；　but　this　is　not　the　way　to　treat　the　mercy　that〃

〃Mary　had　better　go　and　lie　down　in　her　own　room；〃　said　Richard；
tenderly　and　gravely。

〃Oh；　please！　please！〃　began　Mary；　〃I　shall　not　see　him　when　he　comes
back！〃

〃If　you　can't　behave　properly　when　he　does　come；〃　said　Richard；
〃there　is　no　use　in　being　there。〃

〃Remember；　Ritchie；〃　said　Ethel；　thinking　him　severe；　〃she　has　not
been　well　this　long　time。〃

Mary　began　to　plead；　but；　with　his　own　pretty　persuasive　manner；　he
took　her　by　the　hand；　and　drew　her　into　his　room；　and　when　he　came
down；　after　an　interval；　it　was　to　check　Blanche；　who　would　have　gone
up　to　interrupt　her　with　queries　about　the　perpetual　blue　merino。　　He
sat　down　with　Blanche　on　the　staircase　window…seat；　and　did　not　let
her　go　till　he　had　gently　talked　her　out　of　flighty　spirits　into　the
soberness　of　thankfulness。

Ethel；　meanwhile；　had　still　done　nothing　but　stray　about；　long　for
loneliness；　find　herself　too　unsteady　to　finish　her　letters　to　Flora
and　Tom；　and；　while　she　tried　to　make　Gertrude　think　Harry　a　pleasant
acquisition；　she　hated　her　own　wild　heart；　that　could　not　rejoice；
nor　give　thanks；　aright。

By　and　by　Mary　came　down；　with　her　bonnet　on；　quite　quiet　now。　　〃I　am
going　to　church　with　Ritchie；〃　she　said。　　Ethel　caught　at　the　notion；
and　it　spread　through　the　house。　　Dr　May；　who　just　then　came　in　with
his　two　sons；　looked　at　Harry；　saying；　〃What　do　you　think　of　it？
Shall　we　go；　my　boy？〃　　And　Harry；　as　soon　as　he　understood；　declared
that　he　should　like　nothing　better。　　It　seemed　what　they　all　needed；
even　Aubrey　and　Gertrude　begged　to　come；　and；　when　the　solemn　old
minster　was　above　their　heads；　and　the　hallowed　stillness　around
them；　the　tightened　sense　of　half…realised　joy　began　to　find　relief
in　the　chant　of　glory。　　The　voices　of　the　sanctuary；　ever　uplifting
notes　of　praise；　seemed　to　gather　together　and　soften　their　emotions；
and　agitation　was　soothed　away；　and　all　that　was　oppressive　and
tumultuous　gave　place　to　sweet　peace　and　thankfulness。　　Ethel　dimly
remembered　the　like　sense　of　relief；　when　her　mother　had　hushed　her
wild　ecstasy；　while　sympathising　with　her　joy。　　Richard　could　not
trust　his　voice；　but　Mr。　Wilmot　offered　the　special　thanksgiving。

Harry　was；　indeed；　〃at　home；〃　and　his　tears　fell　fast　over　his　book；
as　he　heard　his　father's　〃Amen；〃　so　fervent　and　so　deep；　and　he　gazed
up　and　around；　with　fond　and　earnest　looks；　as　thoughts　and
resolutions；　formed　there　of　old；　came　gathering　thick　upon　him。　　And
there　little　Gertrude　seemed　first　to　accept　him。　　She　whispered　to
her　papa；　as　they　stood　up　to　go　away；　that　it　was　very　good　in　God
Almighty　to　have　sent　Harry　home；　and；　as　they　left　the　cloister；　she
slipped　into　Harry's　hand　a　daisy　from　the　grave；　such　a　gift　as　she
had　never　carried　to　any　one　else；　save　her　father　and　Margaret；　and
she　shrank　no　longer　from　being　lifted　up　in　his　arms；　and　carried
home　through　the　twilight　street。

He　hurried　into　the　drawing…room；　and　was　heard　declaring　that　all
was　right；　for　Margaret　was　on　the　sofa；　but　he　stopped　short；
grieved　at　her　altered　looks。　　She　smiled　as　he　stooped　to　kiss　her；
and　then　made　him　stand　erect；　and　measure　himself　against　Norman；
whose　height　he　had　almost　reached。　　The　little　curly　midshipman　had
come　back；　as　nurse　said；　〃a　fine…growed　young　man；〃　his　rosy　cheeks；
brown　and　ruddy；　and　his　countenance

〃You　are　much　more　like　papa　and　Norman　than　I　thought　you　would　be；〃
said　Margaret。

〃He　has　left　his　snub　nose　and　yellow　locks　behind；〃　said　his　father；
〃though　the　shaggy　mane　seems　to　remain。　　I　believe　lions　grow　darker
with　age。　　So　there　stand　June　and　July　together　again！〃

Dr。　May　walked　backwards　to　look　at　them。　　It　was　good　to　see　his
face。

〃I　shall　see　Flora　and　Tom　to…morrow！〃　said　Harry；　after　nodding　with
satisfaction；　as　they　all　took　their　wonted　places。

〃Going！〃　exclaimed　Richard。

〃Why；　don't　you　know？〃　said　Ethel；　〃it　is　current　in　the　nursery　that
he　is　going　to　be　tried　by　court…martial　for　living　with　the　King　of
the　Cannibal　Islands。〃

〃Aubrey　says　he　had　a　desert　island；　with　Jennings　for　his　man
Friday；〃　said　Blanche。

〃Harry；〃　said　little　Gertrude；　who　had　established　herself　on　his
knee；　〃did　you　really　poke　out　the　giant's　eye　with　the　top　of　a　fir…
tree？〃

〃Who　told　you　so；　Daisy？〃　was　the　general　cry；　but　she　became　shy；
and　would　not　answer　more　than　by　a　whisper　about　Aubrey；　who
indignantly　declared　that　he　never　said　so；　only　Gertrude　was　so
foolish　that　she　did　not　know　Harry　from　Ulysses。

〃After　all；〃　said　Ethel；　〃I　don't　think　our　notions　are　much　more
defined。　　Papa　and　Norman　may　know　more；　but　we　have　heard　almost
nothing。　　I　have　been　waiting　to　hear　more　to　close　up　my　letters　to
Flora　and　Tom。　　What　a　shame　that　has　not　been　done！〃

〃I'll　finish；〃　said　Mary；　running　to　the　side…table。

〃And　tell　her　I'll　be　there　to…morrow；〃　said　Harry。　　〃I　must　report
myself；　and　what　fun　to　see　Flora　a　member　of　Parliament！　　Come　with
me；　June；　I'll　be　back　next　day。　　I　wish　you　all　would　come。〃

〃Yes；　I　must　come　with　you；〃　said　Norman。　　〃I　shall　have　to　go　to
Oxford　on　Thursday；〃　and　very　reluctant　he　looked。　　〃Tell　Flora　I　am
coming；　Mary。〃

〃How　did　you　know　that　Flora　was　a　married　lady？〃　asked　Blanche；　in
her　would…be　grown…up　manner。

〃I　heard　that　from　Aunt　Flora。　　A　famous　lot　of　news　I　picked　up
there！〃

〃Aunt　Flora！〃

〃Did　you　not　know　he　had　been　at　Auckland？〃　said　Dr。　May。　　〃Aunt
Flora　had　to　nurse　him　well　after　all　he　had　undergone。　　Did　you　not
think　her　very　like　mamma；　Harry？〃

〃Mamma　never　looked　half　so　old！〃　cried　Harry　indignantly。

〃Flora　was　five　years　younger！〃

〃She　has　got　her　voice　and　way　with　her；〃　said　Harry；　〃but　you　will
soon　see。　　She　is　coming　home　soon。〃

There　was　a　great　outcry　of　delight。

〃Yes；　there　is　some　money　of　Uncle　Arnott's　that　must　be　looked
after；　but　he　does　not　like　the　voyage；　and　can't　leave　his　office；
so　perhaps　Aunt　Flora　may　come　alone。　　She　had　a　great　mind　to　come
with　me；　but　there　was　no　good　berth　for　her　in　this　schooner；　and　I
could　not　wait　for　another　chance。　　I　can't　think　what　possessed　the
letters　not　to　come！　　She　would　not　write　by　the　first　packet；
because　I　was　so　ill；　but　we　both　wrote　by　the　next；　and　I　made　sure
you　had　them；　or　I　would　have　written　before　I　came。〃

The　words　were　not　out　of　his　mouth　before　the　second　post　was
brought　in；　and　there　were　two　letters　from　New　Zealand！　　What　would
they　not　have　been　yesterday？　　Harry　would　have　burned　his　own；　but
the　long　closely…written　sheets　were　eagerly　seized；　as；　affording
the　best　hope　of　understanding　his　adventures；　as　it　had　been　written
at　intervals　from　Auckland；　and　the　papers；　passing　from　one　to　the
other；　formed　the　text　for　interrogations　on　further　details；　though
much　more　was　gleaned　incidentally　in　tete…a…tetes；　by　Margaret；
Norman；　or　his　father；　and　no　one　person　ever　heard　the　whole
connectedly　from　Harry　himself。

〃What　was　the　first　you　knew　of　the　fire；　Harry？〃　asked　Dr。　May；
looking　up　from　the　letter。

〃Owen　shaking　me　awake；　and　I　thought　it　was　a　hoax；〃　said　Harry。
〃But　it　was　true　enough；　and　when　we　got　on　deck；　there　were　clouds
of　smoke　coming　up　the　main　hatch…way。〃

Margaret's　eyes　were　upon　him；　and　her　lips　formed　the　question；　〃And
he？〃

〃He　met　us；　and　told　us　to　be　steadybut　there　was　little　need　for
that！　　Every　man　there　was　as　cool　and　collected　as　if　it　had　been　no
mor