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〃Nor　I；〃　said　Ethel；　he　never　seems　to　say　anything　he　can　help；　and
goes　after　Norman　without　talking　to　any　one　else。〃

〃I　give　him　up　to　Norman's　management；〃　said　Dr。　May。　　〃He　says　the
boy　is　very　clever；　but　I　have　not　seen　it；　and；　as　to　more　serious
matters　However；　I　must　take　it　on　Norman's　word　that　he　is　wishing
to　learn　truth。　　We　made　an　utter　mistake　about　him；　I　don't　know　who
is　to　blame　for　it。〃

〃Have　you　told　Margaret　about　Norman's　plan？〃　asked　Ethel。

〃No；　he　desired　me　to　say　nothing。　　Indeed；　I　should　not　like　Tom's
leaving　school　to　be　talked　of　beforehand。〃

〃Norman　said　he　did　not　want　Flora　to　hear；　because　she　is　so　much
with　the　Hoxton's；　and　he　said　they　would　all　watch　him。〃

〃Ay；　ay；　and　we　must　keep　his　secret。　　What　a　boy　it　is！　　But　it　is
not　safe　to　say　conceited　things。　　We　shall　have　a　fall　yet；　Ethel。
Not　seventeen；　remember；　and　brought　up　at　a　mere　grammar…school。〃

〃But　we　shall　still　have　the　spirit　that　made　him　try；〃　said　Ethel；
〃and　that　is　the　thing。〃

〃And；　to　tell　the　truth；〃　said　the　doctor；　lingering；　〃for　my　own
part；　I　don't　care　a　rush　for　it！〃　and　he　dashed　off　to　his　work；
while　Ethel　stood　laughing。

〃Papa　was　so　very　kind；〃　said　Norman　tremulously；　when　Ethel　followed
him　to　his　room；　to　congratulate　him　on　having　gained　his　father's
assent；　of　which　he　had　been　more　in　doubt　than　she。

〃And　you　see　he　quite　approves　of　the　scheme　for　Tom；　except　for
thinking　it　disrespect　to　Bishop　Whichcote。　　He　said　he　only　hoped
Tom　was　worthy　of　it。〃

〃Tom！〃　cried　Norman。　　〃Take　my　word　for　it；　Ethel；　Tom　will　surprise
you　all。　　He　will　beat　us　all　to　nothing；　I　know！〃

〃If　only　he　can　be　cured　of〃

〃He　will；〃　said　Norman；　〃when　once　he　has　outgrown　his　frights；　and
that　he　may　do　at　Mr。　Wilmot's；　apart　from　those　fellows。　　When　I　go
up　for　this　scholarship；　you　must　look　after　his　lessons；　and　see　if
you　are　not　surprised　at　his　construing！〃

〃When　you　go。　　It　will　be　in　a　month！〃

〃He　has　told　no　one；　I　hope。〃

〃No；　but　I　hardly　think　he　will　bear　not　telling　Margaret。〃

〃WellI　hate　a　thing　being　out　of　one's　own　keeping。　　I　should　not
so　much　dislike　Margaret's　knowing；　but　I　won't　have　Flora　knowmind
that；　Ethel；〃　he　said；　with　disproportionate　vehemence。

〃I　only　hope　Flora　will　not　be　vexed。　　But　oh；　dear！　how　nice
it　will　be　when　you　have　it；　telling　Meta　Rivers；　and　all！〃

〃And　this　is　a　fine　way　of　getting　it；　standing　talking　here。　　Not
that　I　shallyou　little　know　what　public　schools　can　do！　　But　that
is　no　reason　against　trying。〃

〃Good…night；　then。　　Only　one　thing　more。　　You　mean　that；　till　further
orders；　Margaret　should　not　know？〃

〃Of　course；〃　said　Norman　impatiently。　　〃She　won't　take　any　of　Flora's
silly　affronts；　and；　what　is　more；　she　would　not　care　half　so　much　as
before　Alan　Ernescliffe　came。〃

〃Oh；　Norman；　Norman！　　I'm　sure〃

〃Why；　it　is　what　they　always　say。　　Everybody　can't　be　first；　and
Ernescliffe　has　the　biggest　half　of　her；　I　can　see。〃

〃I　am　sure　I　did　not；〃　said　Ethel；　in　a　mortified　voice。〃

〃Why；　of　course；　it　always　comes　of　people　having　lovers。〃

〃Then　I　am　sure　I　won't！〃　exclaimed　Ethel。

Norman　went　into　a　fit　of　laughing。

〃You　may　laugh；　Norman；　but　I　will　never　let　papa　or　any　of　you　be
second　to　any　one！〃　she　cried　vehemently。

A　brotherly　home…truth　followed：　〃Nobody　asked　you；　sir；　she　said！〃
was　muttered　by　Norman；　still　laughing　heartily。

〃I　know；〃　said　Ethel；　not　in　the　least　offended；　〃I　am　very　ugly；　and
very　awkward；　but　I　don't　care。　　There　never　can　be　anybody　in　all
the　world　that　I　shall　like　half　as　well　as　papa；　and　I　am　glad　no
one　is　ever　likely　to　make　me　care　less　for　him　and　Cocksmoor。〃

〃Stay　till　you　are　tried；〃　said　Norman。

Ethel　squeezed　up　her　eyes；　curled　up　her　nose；　showed　her　teeth　in　a
horrible　grimace；　and　made　a　sort　of　snarl：　〃Yah！　That's　the　face　I
shall　make　at　them！〃　and　then；　with　another　good…night；　ran　to　her
own　room。

Norman　was；　to　a　certain　extent；　right　with　regard　to　Margarether
thoughts　and　interest　had　been　chiefly　engrossed　by　Alan　Ernescliffe；
and　so　far　drawn　away　from　her　own　family；　that　when　the　Alcestis　was
absolutely　gone　beyond　all　reach　of　letters　for　the　present；　Margaret
could　not　help　feeling　somewhat　of　a　void；　and　as　if　the　home
concerns　were　not　so　entire　an　occupation　for　her　mind　as　formerly。

She　would　fain　have　thrown　herself　into　them　again；　but　she　became
conscious　that　there　was　a　difference。　　She　was　still　the　object　of
her　father's　intense　tenderness　and　solicitude；　indeed　she　could　not
be　otherwise；　but　it　came　over　her　sometimes　that　she　was　less
necessary　to　him　than　in　the　first　year。　　He　was　not　conscious　of　any
change；　and；　indeed；　it　hardly　amounted　to　a　change；　and　yet
Margaret；　lying　inactive　and　thoughtful；　began　to　observe　that　the
fullness　of　his　confidence　was　passing　to　Ethel。　　Now　and　then　it
would　appear　that　he　fancied　he　had　told　Margaret　little　matters；
when　he　had　really　told　them　to　Ethel；　and　it　was　Ethel　who　would
linger　with　him　in　the　drawing…room　after　the　others　had　gone　up　at
night；　or　who　would　be　late　at　the　morning's　reading；　and　disarm　Miss
Winter；　by　pleading　that　papa　had　been　talking　to　her。　　The　secret
they　shared　together　was；　of　course；　the　origin　of　much　of　this；　but
also　Ethel　was　now　more　entirely　the　doctor's　own　than　Margaret　could
be　after　her　engagement；　and　there　was　a　likeness　of　mind　between　the
father　and　daughter　that　could　not　but　develop　more　in　this　year；
than　in　all　Ethel's　life；　when　she　had　made　the　most　rapid　progress。
Perhaps；　too；　the　doctor　looked　on　Margaret　rather　as　the　authority
and　mistress　of　his　house；　while　Ethel　was　more　of　a　playfellow；　and
thus；　without　either　having　the　least　suspicion　that　the　one　sister
was　taking　the　place　of　the　other；　and　without　any　actual　neglect　of
Margaret；　Ethel　was　his　chief　companion。

〃How　excited　and　anxious　Norman　looks！〃　said　Margaret；　one　day；　when
he　had　rushed　in　at　the　dinner…hour；　asking　for　his　father；　and；　when
he　could　not　find　him；　shouting　out　for　Ethel。　　〃I　hope　there　is
nothing　amiss。　　He　has　looked　thin　and　worn　for　some　time；　and　yet
his　work　at　school　is　very　easy　to　him。〃

〃I　wish　there　maybe　nothing　wrong　there　again；〃　said　Flora。　　〃There！
there's　the　front　door　banging！　　He　is　off！　　Ethel！〃　stepping　to
the　door；　and　calling　in　her　sister；　who　came　from　the　street　door；
her　hair　blowing　about　with　the　wind。　　〃What　did　Norman　want？〃

〃Only　to　know　whether　papa　had　left　a　note　for　Dr。　Hoxton；〃　said
Ethel；　looking　very　confused　and　very　merry。

〃That　was　not　all；〃　said　Flora。　　〃Now　don't　be　absurd；　EthelI　hate
mysteries。〃

〃Last　time　I　had　a　secret　you　would　not　believe　it；〃　said　Ethel；
laughing。

〃Come！〃　exclaimed　Flora；　〃why　cannot　you　tell　us　at　once　what　is
going　on？〃

〃Because　I　was　desired　not；〃　said　Ethel。　　〃You　will　hear　it　soon
enough；〃　and　she　capered　a　little。

〃Let　her　alone；　Flora；〃　said　Margaret。　　〃I　see　there　is　nothing
wrong。〃

〃If　she　is　desired　to　be　silent；　there　is　nothing　to　be　said；〃
replied　Flora；　sitting　down　again；　while　Ethel　ran　away　to　guard　her
secret。

〃Absurd！〃　muttered　Flora。　　〃I　cannot　imagine　why　Ethel　is　always
making　mysteries！〃

〃She　cannot　help　other　people　having　confidence　in　her；〃　said
Margaret　gently。

〃She　need　not　be　so　important；　then；〃　said　Flora〃always　having
private　conferences　with　papa！　　I　do　not　think　it　is　at　all　fair　on
the　rest。〃

〃Ethel　is　a　very　superior　person；〃　said　Margaret；　with　half　a　sigh。

Flora　might　toss　her　head；　but　she　attempted　no　denial　in　words。
〃And；〃　continued　Margaret；　〃if　papa　does　find　her　his　best　companion
and　friend　we　ought　to　be　glad　of　it。〃

〃I　do　not　call　it　just；〃　said　Flora。

〃I　do　not　think　it　can　be　helped；〃　said　Margaret：　〃the　best　must　be
preferred。

〃As　to　that；　Ethel　is　often　very　ridiculous　and　silly。〃

〃She　is　improving　every　day；　and　you　know　dear　mamma　always　thought
her　the　finest　character　amongst　us。〃

〃Then　you　are　ready　to　be　left　out；　and　have　your　third　sister　always
put　before　you？〃

〃No；　Flora；　that　is　not　the　case。　　Neither　she　nor　papa　would　ever　be
unfair；　but；　as　she　would　say　herself；　what　they　can't　help；　they
can't　help；　and；　as　she　grows　older；　she　must　surpass　me　more　and
more。〃

〃And　you　like　it？　〃

〃I　like　itwhenwhen　I　think　of　papa；　and　of　his　dear；　noble　Ethel。
I　do　like　it；　when　I　am　not　selfish。〃

Margaret　turned　away　her　head；　but　presently　looked　up　again。

〃Only；　Flora；〃　she　said；　〃pray　do　not　say　one　word　of　this；　on　any
account；　to　Ethel。　　She　is　so　happy　with　papa；　and　I　would　not　for
anything　have　her　think　I　feel　neglected；　or　had　any　jealousy。〃

〃Ah；〃　thought　Flora；　〃you　can　give　up　sweetly；　but　you　have　Alan　to
fall　back　upon。　　Now　I；　who　certainly　have　the　best　right；　and　a
great　deal　more　practical　sense〃

Flora　took　Margaret's　advice；　and　did　not　reproach　Ethel；　for　a
little　reflection　convinced　her　that　she　should　make　a　silly　figure
in　so　doing；　and　she　did　not　like　altercations。

It　was　the　same　evening　that　Norman　came　in　from　school　with　his
hands　full　of　papers；　and；　with　one　voice；　his　father　and　Ethel
exclaimed；　〃You　have　them？〃

〃Yes；〃　and　he　gave　the　letter　to　his　father；　while　Blanche；　who　had　a
very　inquisitive　pair　of　eyes；　began　to　read　from　a　paper　he　placed
on　the　table。

〃'Norman　Walter；　son　of　Richard　and　Margaret　May；　High　Street；　Doctor
of　Medicine；　December　21st；　18。　　Thomas　Ramsden。'〃

〃What　is　that　for；　Norman？〃　and；　as　he　did　not　attend；　she　called
Mary　to　share　her　speculations；　and　spell　out　the　words。

〃Ha！〃　cried　Dr。　May；　〃this　is　capital！　　The　old　doctor　seems　not　to
know　how　to　say　enough　for　you。　　Have　you　read　it？〃

〃No；　he　only　told　me　he　had　said　something　in　my　favour；　and　wished
me　all　success。〃

〃Success！〃　cried　Mary。　　〃Oh；　Norman；　you　are　not　going　to　sea　too？〃

〃No；　no！〃　interposed　Blanche　knowingly〃　he　is　going　to　be　married。
I　heard　nurse　wish　her　brother　success　when　he　was　going　to　marry　the
washerwoman　with　a　red　face。〃

〃No；〃　said　Mary；　〃people　never　are　married　till　they　are　twenty。〃

〃But　I　tell　you；〃　persisted　Blanche；　〃people　always　write　like　this；