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not affect them。 The shopkeeper and innkeeper saluted him always
with a profound courtesy which awakened his slight resentment;
partly because he was conscious that it was grateful to him; and
partly that he felt he ought to have provoked in them a less
satisfied condition。
Once; when he had unwittingly passed the confines of his own
garden; through a gap in the Mission orchard; a lissome; black…
coated shadow slipped past him with an obeisance so profound and
gentle that he was startled at first into an awkward imitation of
it himself; and then into an angry self…examination。 He knew that
he loathed that long…skirted; womanlike garment; that dangling;
ostentatious symbol; that air of secrecy and mystery; and he
inflated his chest above his loosely tied cravat and unbuttoned
waistcoat with a contrasted sense of freedom。 But he was conscious
the next day of weakly avoiding a recurrence of this meeting; and
in his self…examination put it down to his self…disciplined
observance of his doctor's orders。 But when he was strong again;
and fitted for his Master's work; how strenuously he should improve
the occasion this gave him of attacking the Scarlet Woman among her
slaves and worshipers!
His afternoon meditations and the perusal of his only bookthe
Biblewere regularly broken in upon at about sunset by two or
three strokes from the cracked bell that hung in the open belfry
which reared itself beyond the gnarled pear tees。 He could not say
that it was aggressive or persistent; like his own church bells;
nor that it even expressed to him any religious sentiment。
Moreover; it was not a Sabbath〃 bell; but a DAILY one; and even
then seemed to be only a signal to ears easily responsive; rather
than a stern reminder。 And the hour was always a singularly
witching one。
It was when the sun had slipped from the glaring red roofs; and the
yellowing adobe of the Mission walls and the tall ranks of wild
oats on the hillside were all of the one color of old gold。 It was
when the quivering heat of the arroyo and dusty expanse of plaza
was blending with the soft breath of the sea fog that crept through
the clefts of the coast range; until a refreshing balm seemed to
fall like a benediction on all nature。 It was when the trade…wind…
swept and irritated surfaces of the rocky gorge beyond were soothed
with clinging vapors; when the pines above no longer rocked
monotonously; and the great undulating sea of the wild…oat plains
had gone down and was at rest。 It was at this hour; one afternoon;
that; with the released scents of the garden; there came to him a
strange and subtle perfume that was new to his senses。 He laid
aside his book; went into the garden; and; half…unconscious of his
trespass; passed through the Mission orchard and thence into the
little churchyard beside the church。
Looking at the strange inscriptions in an unfamiliar tongue; he was
singularly touched with the few cheap memorials lying upon the
graveslike childish toysand for the moment overlooked the
papistic emblems that accompanied them。 It struck him vaguely that
Death; the common leveler; had made even the symbols of a faith
eternal inferior to those simple records of undying memory and
affection; and he was for a moment startled into doubt。
He walked to the door of the church; to his surprise it was open。
Standing upon the threshold; he glanced inside; and stood for a
moment utterly bewildered。 In a man of refined taste and education
that bizarre and highly colored interior would have only provoked a
smile or shrug; to Stephen Masterton's highly emotional nature; but
artistic inexperience; strangely enough it was profoundly
impressive。 The heavily timbered; roughly hewn roof; barred with
alternate bands of blue and Indian red; the crimson hangings; the
gold and black draperies; affected this religious backwoodsman
exactly as they were designed to affect the heathen and acolytes
for whose conversion the temple had been reared。 He could scarcely
take his eyes from the tinsel…crowned Mother of Heaven; resplendent
in white and gold and glittering with jewels; the radiant shield
before the Host; illuminated by tall spectral candles in the
mysterious obscurity of the altar; dazzled him like the rayed disk
of the setting sun。
A gentle murmur; as of the distant sea; came from the altar。 In
his naive bewilderment he had not seen the few kneeling figures in
the shadow of column and aisle; it was not until a man; whom he
recognized as a muleteer he had seen that afternoon gambling and
drinking in the fonda; slipped by him like a shadow and sank upon
his knees in the center of the aisle that he realized the
overpowering truth。
HE; Stephen Masterton; was looking upon some rite of Popish
idolatry! He was turning quickly away when the keeper of the
tiendaa man of sloth and singently approached him from the
shadow of a column with a mute gesture; which he took to be one of
invitation。 A fierce protest of scorn and indignation swelled to
his throat; but died upon his lips。 Yet he had strength enough to
erect his gaunt emaciated figure; throwing out his long arms and
extended palms in the attitude of defiant exorcism; and then rush
swiftly from the church。 As he did so he thought he saw a faint
smile cross the shopkeeper's face; and a whispered exchange of
words with a neighboring worshiper of more exalted appearance came
to his ears。 But it was not intelligible to his comprehension。
The next day he wrote to his doctor in that quaint grandiloquence
of written speech with which the half…educated man balances the
slips of his colloquial phrasing:
Do not let the purgation of my flesh be unduly protracted。 What
with the sloth and idolatries of Baal and Ashteroth; which I see
daily around me; I feel that without a protest not only the flesh
but the spirit is mortified。 But my bodily strength is mercifully
returning; and I found myself yesterday able to take a long ride at
that hour which they here keep sacred for an idolatrous rite; under
the beautiful name of 〃The Angelus。〃 Thus do they bear false
witness to Him! Can you tell me the meaning of the Spanish words
〃Don Keyhotter〃? I am ignorant of these sensuous Southern
languages; and am aware that this is not the correct spelling; but
I have striven to give the phonetic equivalent。 It was used; I am
inclined to think; in reference to MYSELF; by an idolater。
P。S。You need not trouble yourself。 I have just ascertained that
the words in question were simply the title of an idle novel; and;
of course; could not possibly refer to ME。
Howbeit it was as 〃Don Quixote〃that is; the common Spaniard's
conception of the Knight of La Mancha; merely the simple fanatic
and madmanthat Mr。 Stephen Masterton ever after rode all
unconsciously through the streets of the Mission; amid the half…
pitying; half…smiling glances of the people。
In spite of his meditations; his single volume; and his habit of
retiring early; he found his evenings were growing lonely and
tedious。 He missed the prayer meeting; and; above all; the hymns。
He had a fine baritone voice; sympathetic; as may be imagined; but
not cultivated。 One night; in the seclusion of his garden; and
secure in his distance from other dwellings; he raised his voice in
a familiar camp…meeting hymn with a strong Covenanter's ring in the
chorus。 Growing bolder as he went on; he at last filled the quiet
night with the strenuous sweep of his chant。 Surprised at his own
fervor; he paused for a moment; listening; half frightened; half
ashamed of his outbreak。 But there was only the trilling of the
night wind in the leaves; or the far…off yelp of a coyote。
For a moment he thought he heard the metallic twang of a stringed
instrument in the Mission garden beyond his own; and remembered his
contiguity to the church with a stir of defiance。 But he was
relieved; nevertheless。 His pent…up emotion had found vent; and
without the nervous excitement that had followed his old
exaltation。 That night he slept better。 He had found the Lord
againwith Psalmody!
The next evening he chanced upon a softer hymn of the same
simplicity; but with a vein of human tenderness in its aspirations;
which his more hopeful mood gently rendered。 At the conclusion of
the first verse he was; however; distinctly conscious of being
followed by the same twanging sound he had heard on the previous
night; and which even his untutored ear could recognize as an
attempt to accompany him。 But before he had finished the second
verse the unknown player; after an ingenious but ineffectual essay
to grasp the right chord; abandoned it with an impatient and almost
pettish flourish; and a loud bang upon the sounding…board of the
unseen instrument。 Masterton finished it alone。
With his curiosity excited; however; he tried to discover the
locality of the hidden player。 The sound evidently came from the
Mission garden; but in his ignorance of the language he could not
even interrogate his Indian housekeeper。 On the third night;
however; his hymn was uninterrupted by any sound from the former
musician。 A sense of disappointment; he knew not why; came over
him。 The kindly overture of the unseen player had been a relief to
his loneliness。 Yet he had barely concluded the hymn when the
familiar sound again struck his ears。 But this time the musician
played boldly; confidently; and with a singular skill on the
instrument。
The brilliant prelude over; to his entire surprise and some
confusion; a soprano voice; high; childish; but infinitely quaint
and fascinating; was mischievously uplifted。 But alas! even to his
ears; ignorant of the language; it was very clearly a song of
levity and wantonness; of freedom and license; of coquetry and
incitement! Yet such was its fascination that he fancied it was
reclaimed by the d