a face illumined-第67部分
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good…breeding enabled him to pass the ordeal。 Removing his hat; he
replied to Mr。 Eltinge with a fine blending of dignity and humility:
〃I honor you; sir;〃 he said; 〃for your faithfulness to the one who
has come to you for counsel and in a certain sense for protection;
and I condemn myself with bitterness that you will never understand;
that I wronged her in my thoughts and wounded her by any manner。 I
am eager to make any and every atonement in my power。 No language
can express my gladness that she heard and heeded your words。
Pardon me; sir; when I say I am not indifferent to her faith。 It
is; indeed; a mystery to me; but a noble mystery which I revere
from the fruits that I have already witnessed。 In my unpardonable
stupidity and prejudicein a Pharisaic prideI have caused Miss
Mayhew to offend。 She has generously forgiven me。 Myself I shall
never forgive。 If she will honor me with her friendship hereafter;
I pledge you my word that no act of mine; so far as I can help it;
shall ever cause you anxiety for one in whom you have so strong
and natural an interest。〃
Mr。 Eltinge's manner changed decidedly; and when Van Berg concluded
he extended his hand and said cordially:
〃After such manly; straightforward words I can give you the right
hand of respect and confidence; if not of fellowship。 To tell you
the truth; sir; I was inclined to believe that my little friend
here had a better opinion of you than you deserved; but now I can
welcome you instead of scolding her for bringing you。〃
At the reference to herself Ida; seemingly; had an impulse to pluck
a flower that was blooming at a little distance。 The moment he
was unobserved Van Berg seized the old gentleman's hand and said;
earnestly; while tears sprang to his eyes:
〃God bless you for the words you spoke to that poor child。 I owe
you more than she does。 You have saved me from a life that I would
dread more than death;〃 and then he; too; turned away hastily and
pretended to be very busy in finding the materials for his sketch。
Ida returned shyly; and it would seem that some of the color of
her flower had found its way into her cheeks。
〃Mr。 Eltinge;〃 she said; hesitatingly; 〃I don't believe I can make
you understand how much I would like a picture of this pear…tree
and yourself sitting under it as I have seen you for the past two
days。 I must admit that the wish to have such a sketch was one of
the motives that led me to bring Mr。 Van Berg。〃 Then she added;
with deepening color still; 〃my conscience troubles me when I hear
Mr。 Van Berg condemn himself so harshly。 I have learned that I
misjudged him as truly as he did me; and I have since realized how
sadly both facts and appearances were against me。〃
〃Well; Miss Ida;〃 said the old gentleman; musingly; 〃I am inclined
to think there has been more of misunderstanding than of intentional
and deliberate harshness。 My long life has taught me that it is
astonishing how blind we often are to the thoughts and feelings
of others。 But I warn everybody to be careful how they visit this
old garden; for it's a wonderful place for bringing out the truth。
Nature is in the ascendant here;〃 and he looked keenly and humorously
at the artist; who remained; however; unconscious of his scrutiny;
for his eyes were following Ida。 She had suddenly turned her back
upon them both again; and was soon bending over the little brook
whose murmur he faintly heard。
〃These allusions to the past are all painful to her;〃 he thought;
〃and she refers to them only because; as she says; her conscience
compels her to。 It must be my task to make her forget the past in
the present and future。〃
〃Mr。 Van Berg;〃 she said; returning; 〃you have visited the Jordan
I believe; but I doubt whether its waters did you more good than
that little brook over there does me。 That's right;〃 she added;
looking over his shoulder at the outlines he was rapidly tracing;
〃I'm glad you are losing no time。〃
〃I remember the condition on which you allowed me to come;〃 he
replied; looking up with a smile into her face; 〃and I've already
learned; as Mr。 Eltinge suggests; that nothing will do in this
garden but downright honesty。〃 Something in her face caused his
eyes to linger; and he added hastily: 〃You're right about the
Jordan。 The brook seems much more potent; for apparently it has
washed your trouble all away; but has leftwell you might think
it flattery if I should tell you all I see。 this garden seems to
contain the elixir of life for you; Miss Ida。 My heart was aching
to see how pale you were becoming; but here…〃
〃Mr。 Van Berg;〃 said Ida; abruptly; 〃will you pardon a suggestion?〃
He looked up at her again a little wonderingly and bowed。
〃There has been a sort of necessity;〃 she resumed; 〃that my faulty
self should be the theme of our conversation to…day; but all the
mystery in which you imagined me enveloped must have vanished since
you came here。 I now must ask that we dwell hereafter on more
agreeable subjects than Ida Mayhew。〃
〃I must bring this tendency to personal allusions to an end at once;〃
she thought; 〃or else I shall betray myself to my bitter mortification。〃
He looked up with a deprecating smile; 〃I am at your mercy;〃 he
replied; 〃and as I said before I will submit to any conditions。〃
〃This is an easy one;〃 said Ida; with emphasis; and then she took
up the Bible and began reading to Mr。 Eltinge; who from his seat
under the pear…tree had been watching them with a pleased and
placid interest on his serene old face。 Their young life appeared
beautiful now; and full of hope and promise; but he did not envy
it。 The prospect before him was better than the best that earth
could offer。
Van Berg never forgot the hour that followed。 His pencil was busy
but his thoughts were busier。 He felt his artist life and power
kindling within him in a way that was exhilarating and grand。 While
his themes were simple he felt that they were noble and beautiful
in the highest degree。 The treea pretty object in itselfhad
been endowed with a human interest and suggested a divine philosophy。
Mr。 Eltinge; who sat at its foot; became to him one of the world's
chief heroesa man who had met and vanquished evil for almost
a century。 His white hair and silver beard were a halo of glory
around the quiet face that was turned in kindly sympathy towards
his companion; and Van Berg did his best to bring out the noble
profile。
But the maiden herselfwhy did his eyes turn so often to her;
and why did he; unasked; introduce her into the sketch with a care
and lingering delicacy of touch that made even her pencilled image
seem a living girl? When not affected or rendered conventional by
society; her voice was singularly girlish and natural; and there
would often be a tone in a plaintive and minor key that vibrated
like a low; sweet chord in his heart rather than in his ears。 It
must be admitted that he gave little heed to the sacred words she
read; but the flexible music of her voice; mingled with the murmur
of the brook; the rustle of the leaves and the occasional song of a
bird; all combined to form the sweetest symphony he had ever heard。
As an artist he exulted。 His hand had not lost its cunning; and
his ruling passion; which the strange experiences of the past few
weeks had held in abeyance; was reasserting itself with a fuller;
richer power than he had known before。 That WAS Ida Mayhew's face
that was growing beautiful and full of her new and better life
under his appreciative and skilful touch; and the consciousness
of success in the kind of effort in which success meant to him so
much; filled him with a strong enthusiasm。
Once or twice Ida glanced shyly at him; and his appearance did not
tend to fix her thoughts wholly on the sacred text。
At last Mr。 Eltinge said: 〃That will do for to…day。 I think; under
the circumstances; you have given most praiseworthy attention to
what you have read; and to what little I could say in the way of
explanation。 Now for the picture; and I confess I'm as eager as a
child to see it;〃 and they came and looked over Van Berg's shoulder。
Almost instantly Ida clapped her hands; exclaiming with delight:
〃The tree is perfect; and oh; Mr。 Eltinge; I shall always have
you now; with your dear kind face turned towards me as I have seen
it to…day!〃 Suddenly her manner changed; and in a tone full of
disappointment she added; 〃Oh; Mr。 Van Berg; how could you spoil
my picture? You have put me in it。〃
〃Certainly;〃 he replied demurely; 〃you were a part of the picture。〃
〃Not a necessary part。 I did not ask you to do that;〃 she answered;
in a way that proved her feelings were hurt。
〃I am willing to do more than you ask; and if you insist on it I
will efface your image; although I should much regret to do so。〃
〃I protest against that;〃 cried Mr。 Eltinge。 〃So far from spoiling
the picture; your being there makes it invaluable to me。 I'm going
to tax Mr。 Van Berg's generosity; and ask for this in the hope that
he will make another drawing of the old man and the tree only; for
you。〃
〃Would you like to have it so very much?〃 said Ida; much pleased
with this arrangement。
〃Yes; my dear; very much indeed; and I'll place it near my favorite
chimney corner; where I can see you all winter。 Mr。 Van Berg;
I congratulate you; I'm not much of a judge of art; but this is
my little friend here; true to life。 You have been very happy in
catching the expression which I am learning to know so well。〃
〃Your words have a fuller meaning than you think;〃 replied the
artist; heartily。 〃I have indeed been very happy in my work。 I
never enjoyed a morning more in my life。〃
〃But I'm to go home without any picture;〃 said Ida; trying to hide
her pleasure by assumed reproachfulness。
〃There is no picture yet; for