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good…breeding enabled him to pass the ordeal。  Removing his hat; he

replied to Mr。  Eltinge with a fine blending of dignity and humility:



〃I honor you; sir;〃 he said; 〃for your faithfulness to the one who

has come to you for counsel and in a certain sense for protection;

and I condemn myself with bitterness that you will never understand;

that I wronged her in my thoughts and wounded her by any manner。  I

am eager to make any and every atonement in my power。  No language

can express my gladness that she heard and heeded your words。

Pardon me; sir; when I say I am not indifferent to her faith。  It

is; indeed; a mystery to me; but a noble mystery which I revere

from the fruits that I have already witnessed。  In my unpardonable

stupidity and prejudicein a Pharisaic prideI have caused Miss

Mayhew to offend。  She has generously forgiven me。  Myself I shall

never forgive。  If she will honor me with her friendship hereafter;

I pledge you my word that no act of mine; so far as I can help it;

shall ever cause you anxiety for one in whom you have so strong

and natural an interest。〃



Mr。 Eltinge's manner changed decidedly; and when Van Berg concluded

he extended his hand and said cordially:



〃After such manly; straightforward words I can give you the right

hand of respect and confidence; if not of fellowship。  To tell you

the truth; sir; I was inclined to believe that my little friend

here had a better opinion of you than you deserved; but now I can

welcome you instead of scolding her for bringing you。〃



At the reference to herself Ida; seemingly; had an impulse to pluck

a flower that was blooming at a little distance。  The moment he

was unobserved Van Berg seized the old gentleman's hand and said;

earnestly; while tears sprang to his eyes:



〃God bless you for the words you spoke to that poor child。  I owe

you more than she does。  You have saved me from a life that I would

dread more than death;〃 and then he; too; turned away hastily and

pretended to be very busy in finding the materials for his sketch。



Ida returned shyly; and it would seem that some of the color of

her flower had found its way into her cheeks。



〃Mr。 Eltinge;〃 she said; hesitatingly; 〃I don't believe I can make

you understand how much I would like a picture of this pear…tree

and yourself sitting under it as I have seen you for the past two

days。  I must admit that the wish to have such a sketch was one of

the motives that led me to bring Mr。 Van Berg。〃  Then she added;

with deepening color still; 〃my conscience troubles me when I hear

Mr。 Van Berg condemn himself so harshly。  I have learned that I

misjudged him as truly as he did me; and I have since realized how

sadly both facts and appearances were against me。〃



〃Well; Miss Ida;〃 said the old gentleman; musingly; 〃I am inclined

to think there has been more of misunderstanding than of intentional

and deliberate harshness。  My long life has taught me that it is

astonishing how blind we often are to the thoughts and feelings

of others。  But I warn everybody to be careful how they visit this

old garden; for it's a wonderful place for bringing out the truth。

Nature is in the ascendant here;〃 and he looked keenly and humorously

at the artist; who remained; however; unconscious of his scrutiny;

for his eyes were following Ida。  She had suddenly turned her back

upon them both again; and was soon bending over the little brook

whose murmur he faintly heard。



〃These allusions to the past are all painful to her;〃 he thought;

〃and she refers to them only because; as she says; her conscience

compels her to。  It must be my task to make her forget the past in

the present and future。〃



〃Mr。 Van Berg;〃 she said; returning; 〃you have visited the Jordan

I believe; but I doubt whether its waters did you more good than

that little brook over there does me。  That's right;〃 she added;

looking over his shoulder at the outlines he was rapidly tracing;

〃I'm glad you are losing no time。〃



〃I remember the condition on which you allowed me to come;〃 he

replied; looking up with a smile into her face; 〃and I've already

learned; as Mr。 Eltinge suggests; that nothing will do in this

garden but downright honesty。〃  Something in her face caused his

eyes to linger; and he added hastily:  〃You're right about the

Jordan。  The brook seems much more potent; for apparently it has

washed your trouble all away; but has leftwell you might think

it flattery if I should tell you all I see。  this garden seems to

contain the elixir of life for you; Miss Ida。  My heart was aching

to see how pale you were becoming; but here…〃



〃Mr。 Van Berg;〃 said Ida; abruptly; 〃will you pardon a suggestion?〃



He looked up at her again a little wonderingly and bowed。



〃There has been a sort of necessity;〃 she resumed; 〃that my faulty

self should be the theme of our conversation to…day; but all the

mystery in which you imagined me enveloped must have vanished since

you came here。  I now must ask that we dwell hereafter on more

agreeable subjects than Ida Mayhew。〃



〃I must bring this tendency to personal allusions to an end at once;〃

she thought; 〃or else I shall betray myself to my bitter mortification。〃



He looked up with a deprecating smile; 〃I am at your mercy;〃 he

replied; 〃and as I said before I will submit to any conditions。〃



〃This is an easy one;〃 said Ida; with emphasis; and then she took

up the Bible and began reading to Mr。 Eltinge; who from his seat

under the pear…tree had been watching them with a pleased and

placid interest on his serene old face。  Their young life appeared

beautiful now; and full of hope and promise; but he did not envy

it。  The prospect before him was better than the best that earth

could offer。



Van Berg never forgot the hour that followed。  His pencil was busy

but his thoughts were busier。  He felt his artist life and power

kindling within him in a way that was exhilarating and grand。  While

his themes were simple he felt that they were noble and beautiful

in the highest degree。  The treea pretty object in itselfhad

been endowed with a human interest and suggested a divine philosophy。

Mr。 Eltinge; who sat at its foot; became to him one of the world's

chief heroesa man who had met and vanquished evil for almost

a century。  His white hair and silver beard were a halo of glory

around the quiet face that was turned in kindly sympathy towards

his companion; and Van Berg did his best to bring out the noble

profile。



But the maiden herselfwhy did his eyes turn so often to her;

and why did he; unasked; introduce her into the sketch with a care

and lingering delicacy of touch that made even her pencilled image

seem a living girl?  When not affected or rendered conventional by

society; her voice was singularly girlish and natural; and there

would often be a tone in a plaintive and minor key that vibrated

like a low; sweet chord in his heart rather than in his ears。  It

must be admitted that he gave little heed to the sacred words she

read; but the flexible music of her voice; mingled with the murmur

of the brook; the rustle of the leaves and the occasional song of a

bird; all combined to form the sweetest symphony he had ever heard。



As an artist he exulted。  His hand had not lost its cunning; and

his ruling passion; which the strange experiences of the past few

weeks had held in abeyance; was reasserting itself with a fuller;

richer power than he had known before。  That WAS Ida Mayhew's face

that was growing beautiful and full of her new and better life

under his appreciative and skilful touch; and the consciousness

of success in the kind of effort in which success meant to him so

much; filled him with a strong enthusiasm。



Once or twice Ida glanced shyly at him; and his appearance did not

tend to fix her thoughts wholly on the sacred text。



At last Mr。 Eltinge said:  〃That will do for to…day。  I think; under

the circumstances; you have given most praiseworthy attention to

what you have read; and to what little I could say in the way of

explanation。  Now for the picture; and I confess I'm as eager as a

child to see it;〃 and they came and looked over Van Berg's shoulder。



Almost instantly Ida clapped her hands; exclaiming with delight:

〃The tree is perfect; and oh; Mr。 Eltinge; I shall always have

you now; with your dear kind face turned towards me as I have seen

it to…day!〃 Suddenly her manner changed; and in a tone full of

disappointment she added; 〃Oh; Mr。 Van Berg; how could you spoil

my picture?  You have put me in it。〃



〃Certainly;〃 he replied demurely; 〃you were a part of the picture。〃



〃Not a necessary part。  I did not ask you to do that;〃 she answered;

in a way that proved her feelings were hurt。



〃I am willing to do more than you ask; and if you insist on it I

will efface your image; although I should much regret to do so。〃



〃I protest against that;〃 cried Mr。 Eltinge。  〃So far from spoiling

the picture; your being there makes it invaluable to me。  I'm going

to tax Mr。 Van Berg's generosity; and ask for this in the hope that

he will make another drawing of the old man and the tree only; for

you。〃



〃Would you like to have it so very much?〃 said Ida; much pleased

with this arrangement。



〃Yes; my dear; very much indeed; and I'll place it near my favorite

chimney corner; where I can see you all winter。  Mr。 Van Berg;

I congratulate you; I'm not much of a judge of art; but this is

my little friend here; true to life。  You have been very happy in

catching the expression which I am learning to know so well。〃



〃Your words have a fuller meaning than you think;〃 replied the

artist; heartily。  〃I have indeed been very happy in my work。  I

never enjoyed a morning more in my life。〃



〃But I'm to go home without any picture;〃 said Ida; trying to hide

her pleasure by assumed reproachfulness。



〃There is no picture yet; for 

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