sense and sensibility(理智与情感)-第41部分
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she was that evening； and never so much fatigued by the exercise。
She complained of it as they returned to Berkeley…street。
“Aye； aye；” said Mrs。 Jennings； “we know the reason of all that
very well； if a certain person who shall be nameless； had been
there； you would not have been a bit tired： and to say the truth it
was not very pretty of him not to give you the meeting when he
was invited。”
“Invited！” cried Marianne。
“So my daughter Middleton told me； for it seems Sir John met
him somewhere in the street this morning。” Marianne said no
more； but looked exceedingly hurt。 Impatient in this situation to
be doing something that might lead to her sister’s relief； Elinor
resolved to write the next morning to her mother； and hoped by
awakening her fears for the health of Marianne； to procure those
inquiries which had been so long delayed； and she was still more
eagerly bent on this measure by perceiving after breakfast on the
morrow； that Marianne was again writing to Willoughby； for she
could not suppose it to be to any other person。
About the middle of the day； Mrs。 Jennings went out by herself
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on business； and Elinor began her letter directly； while Marianne；
too restless for employment； too anxious for conversation； walked
from one window to the other； or sat down by the fire in
melancholy meditation。 Elinor was very earnest in her application
to her mother； relating all that had passed； her suspicions of
Willoughby’s inconstancy； urging her by every plea of duty and
affection to demand from Marianne an account of her real
situation with respect to him。
Her letter was scarcely finished； when a rap foretold a visitor；
and Colonel Brandon was announced。 Marianne； who had seen
him from the window； and who hated company of any kind； left
the room before he entered it。 He looked more than usually grave；
and though expressing satisfaction at finding Miss Dashwood
alone； as if he had somewhat in particular to tell her； sat for some
time without saying a word。 Elinor； persuaded that he had some
communication to make in which her sister was concerned；
impatiently expected its opening。 It was not the first time of her
feeling the same kind of conviction； for； more than once before；
beginning with the observation of “your sister looks unwell to…
day；” or “your sister seems out of spirits；” he had appeared on the
point； either of disclosing； or of inquiring； something particular
about her。 After a pause of several minutes； their silence was
broken； by his asking her in a voice of some agitation； when he
was to congratulate her on the acquisition of a brother？ Elinor was
not prepared for such a question； and having no answer ready；
was obliged to adopt the simple and common expedient； of asking
what he meant？ He tried to smile as he replied； “your sister’s
engagement to Mr。 Willoughby is very generally known。”
“It cannot be generally known；” returned Elinor； “for her own
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family do not know it。”
He looked surprised and said； “I beg your pardon； I am afraid
my inquiry has been impertinent； but I had not supposed any
secrecy intended； as they openly correspond； and their marriage is
universally talked of。”
“How can that be？ By whom can you have heard it
mentioned？”
“By many—by some of whom you know nothing； by others with
whom you are most intimate； Mrs。 Jennings； Mrs。 Palmer； and the
Middletons。 But still I might not have believed it； for where the
mind is perhaps rather unwilling to be convinced； it will always
find something to support its doubts； if I had not； when the servant
let me in to…day； accidentally seen a letter in his hand； directed to
Mr。 Willoughby in your sister’s writing。 I came to inquire； but I
was convinced before I could ask the question。 Is every thing
finally settled？ Is it impossible to —？ But I have no right； and I
could have no chance of succeeding。 Excuse me； Miss Dashwood。 I
believe I have been wrong in saying so much； but I hardly know
what to do； and on your prudence I have the strongest
dependence。 Tell me that it is all absolutely resolved on； that any
attempt； that in short concealment； if concealment be possible； is
all that remains。”
These words； which conveyed to Elinor a direct avowal of his
love for her sister； affected her very much。 She was not
immediately able to say anything； and even when her spirits were
recovered； she debated for a short time； on the answer it would be
most proper to give。 The real state of things between Willoughby
and her sister was so little known to herself； that in endeavouring
to explain it； she might be as liable to say too much as too little。
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Yet as she was convinced that Marianne’s affection for
Willoughby； could leave no hope of Colonel Brandon’s success；
whatever the event of that affection might be； and at the same
time wished to shield her conduct from censure； she thought it
most prudent and kind； after some consideration； to say more than
she really knew or believed。 She acknowledged； therefore； that
though she had never been informed by themselves of the terms
on which they stood with each other； of their mutual affection she
had no doubt； and of their correspondence she was not astonished
to hear。
He listened to her with silent attention； and on her ceasing to
speak； rose directly from his seat； and after saying in a voice of
emotion； “to your sister I wish all imaginable happiness； to
Willoughby that he may endeavour to deserve her；”—took leave；
and went away。
Elinor derived no comfortable feelings from this conversation；
to lessen the uneasiness of her mind on other points； she was left；
on the contrary； with a melancholy impression of Colonel
Brandon’s unhappiness； and was prevented even from wishing it
removed； by her anxiety for the very event that must confirm it。
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CHAPTER VI
othing occurred during the next three or four days； to
make Elinor regret what she had done； in applying to
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her mother； for Willoughby neither came nor wrote。
They were engaged about the end of that time to attend Lady
Middleton to a party； from which Mrs。 Jennings was kept away by
the indisposition of her youngest daughter； and for this party；
Marianne； wholly dispirited； careless of her appearance； and
seeming equally indifferent whether she went or staid； prepared；
without one look of hope or one expression of pleasure。 She sat by
the drawing…room fire after tea； till the moment of Lady
Middleton’s arrival； without once stirring from her seat； or altering
her attitude； lost in her own thoughts； and insensible of her sister’s
presence； and when at last they were told that Lady Middleton
waited for them at the door； she started as if she had forgotten that
any one was expected。
They arrived in due time at the place of destination； and as
soon as the string of carriages before them would allow； alighted；
ascended the stairs； heard their names announced from one
landing…place to another in an audible voice； and entered a room
splendidly lit up； quite full of company； and insufferably hot。 When
they had paid their tribute of politeness by curtsying to the lady of
the house； they were permitted to mingle in the crowd； and take
their share of the heat and inconvenience； to which their arrival
must necessarily add。 After some time spent in saying little or
doing less； Lady Middleton sat down to Casino； and as Marianne
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was not in spirits for moving about； she and Elinor
