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Thought Hugh: 〃Here are several things to be righted at once。 The
boy must not have wine; and he must have only one dinner
a…dayespecially if he is ordered to bed so early。 I must make a
man of him if I can。〃
He made inquiries; and; with some difficulty; found out where the
boy slept。 During the night he was several times in Harry's room;
and once in happy time to wake him from a nightmare dream。 The boy
was so overcome with terror; that Hugh got into bed beside him and
comforted him to sleep in his arms。 Nor did he leave him till it
was time to get up; when he stole back to his own quarters; which;
happily; were at no very great distance。
I may mention here; that it was not long before Hugh succeeded in
stopping the wine; and reducing the dinner to a mouthful of supper。
Harry; as far as he was concerned; yielded at once; and his father
only held out long enough to satisfy his own sense of dignity。
CHAPTER IV。
THE CAVE IN THE STRAW。
All knowledge and wonder (which is the seed of knowledge) is an
impression of pleasure in itself。
LORD BACON。Advancement of Learning。
The following morning dawned in a cloud; which; swathed about the
trees; wetted them down to the roots; without having time to become
rain。 They drank it in like sorrow; the only material out of which
true joy can be fashioned。 This cloud of mist would yet glimmer in
a new heaven; namely; in the cloud of blooms which would clothe the
limes and the chestnuts and the beeches along the ghost's walk。 But
there was gloomy weather within doors as well; for poor Harry was
especially sensitive to variations of the barometer; without being
in the least aware of the fact himself。 Again Hugh found him in the
library; seated in his usual corner; with Polexander on his knees。
He half dropped the book when Hugh entered; and murmured with a
sigh:
〃It's no use; I can't read it。〃
〃What's the matter; Harry?〃 said his tutor。
〃I should like to tell you; but you will laugh at me。〃
〃I shall never laugh at you; Harry。〃
〃Never?〃
〃No; never。〃
〃Then tell me how I can be sure that I have read this book。〃
〃I do not quite understand you。〃
〃All! I was sure nobody could be so stupid as I am。 Do you know;
Mr。 Sutherland; I seem to have read a page from top to bottom
sometimes; and when I come to the bottom I know nothing about it;
and doubt whether I have read it at all; and then I stare at it all
over again; till I grow so queer; and sometimes nearly scream。 You
see I must be able to say I have read the book。〃
〃Why? Nobody will ever ask you。〃
〃Perhaps not; but you know that is nothing。 I want to know that I
have read the bookreally and truly read it。〃
Hugh thought for a moment; and seemed to see that the boy; not being
strong enough to be a law to himself; just needed a benign law from
without; to lift him from the chaos of feeble and conflicting
notions and impulses within; which generated a false law of slavery。
So he said:
〃Harry; am I your big brother?〃
〃Yes; Mr。 Sutherland。〃
〃Then; ought you to do what I wish; or what you wish yourself?〃
〃What you wish; sir。〃
〃Then I want you to put away that book for a month at least。〃
〃Oh; Mr。 Sutherland! I promised。〃
〃To whom?〃
〃To myself。〃
〃But I am above you; and I want you to do as I tell you。 Will you;
Harry?〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Put away the book; then。〃
Harry sprang to his feet; put the book on its shelf; and; going up
to Hugh; said;
〃You have done it; not me。〃
〃Certainly; Harry。〃
The notions of a hypochondriacal child will hardly be interesting to
the greater part of my readers; but Hugh learned from this a little
lesson about divine law which he never forgot。
〃Now; Harry;〃 added he; 〃you must not open a book till I allow you。〃
〃No poetry; either?〃 said poor Harry; and his face fell。
〃I don't mind poetry so much; but of prose I will read as much to
you as will be good for you。 Come; let us have a bit of Gulliver
again。〃
〃Oh; how delightful!〃 cried Harry。 〃I am so glad you made me put
away that tiresome book。 I wonder why it insisted so on being
read。〃
Hugh read for an hour; and then made Harry put on his cloak;
notwithstanding the rain; which fell in a slow thoughtful spring
shower。 Taking the boy again on his back; he carried him into the
woods。 There he told him how the drops of wet sank into the ground;
and then went running about through it in every direction; looking
for seeds: which were all thirsty little things; that wanted to
grow; and could not; till a drop came and gave them drink。 And he
told him how the rain…drops were made up in the skies; and then came
down; like millions of angels; to do what they were told in the dark
earth。 The good drops went into all the cellars and dungeons of the
earth; to let out the imprisoned flowers。 And he told him how the
seeds; when they had drunk the rain…drops; wanted another kind of
drink next; which was much thinner and much stronger; but could not
do them any good till they had drunk the rain first。
〃What is that?〃 said Harry。 〃I feel as if you were reading out of
the Bible; Mr。 Sutherland。〃
〃It is the sunlight;〃 answered his tutor。 〃When a seed has drunk of
the water; and is not thirsty any more; it wants to breathe next;
and then the sun sends a long; small finger of fire down into the
grave where the seed is lying; and it touches the seed; and
something inside the seed begins to move instantly and to grow
bigger and bigger; till it sends two green blades out of it into the
earth; and through the earth into the air; and then it can breathe。
And then it sends roots down into the earth; and the roots keep
drinking water; and the leaves keep breathing the air; and the sun
keeps them alive and busy; and so a great tree grows up; and God
looks at it; and says it is good。〃
〃Then they really are living things?〃 said Harry。
〃Certainly。〃
〃Thank you; Mr。 Sutherland。 I don't think I shall dislike rain so
much any more。〃
Hugh took him next into the barn; where they found a great heap of
straw。 Recalling his own boyish amusements; he made him put off his
cloak; and help to make a tunnel into this heap。 Harry was
delightedthe straw was so nice; and bright; and dry; and clean。
They drew it out by handfuls; and thus excavated a round tunnel to
the distance of six feet or so; when Hugh proceeded to more extended
operations。 Before it was time to go to lunch; they had cleared
half of a hollow sphere; six feet in diameter; out of the heart of
the heap。
After lunch; for which Harry had been very unwilling to relinquish
the straw hut; Hugh sent him to lie down for a while; when he fell
fast asleep as before。 After he had left the room; Euphra said:
〃How do you get on with Harry; Mr。 Sutherland?〃
〃Perfectly to my satisfaction;〃 answered Hugh。
〃Do you not find him very slow?〃
〃Quite the contrary。〃
〃You surprise me。 But you have not given him any lessons yet。〃
〃I have given him a great many; and he is learning them very fast。〃
〃I fear he will have forgotten all my poor labours before you take
up the work where we left it。 When will you give him any
book…lessons?〃
〃Not for a while yet。〃
Euphra did not reply。 Her silence seemed intended to express
dissatisfaction; at least so Hugh interpreted it。
〃I hope you do not think it is to indulge myself that I manage
Master Harry in this peculiar fashion;〃 he said。 〃The fact is; he is
a very peculiar child; and may turn out a genius or a weakling; just
as he is managed。 At least so it appears to me at present。 May I
ask where you left the work you were doing with him?〃
〃He was going through the Eton grammar for the third time;〃 answered
Euphra; with a defiant glance; almost of dislike; at Hugh。 〃But I
need not enumerate his studies; for I daresay you will not take them
up at all after my fashion。 I only assure you I have been a very
exact disciplinarian。 What he knows; I think you will find he knows
thoroughly。〃
So saying; Euphra rose; and with a flush on her cheek; walked out of
the room in a more stately manner than usual。
Hugh felt that he had; somehow or other; offended her。 But; to tell
the truth; he did not much care; for her manner had rather irritated
him。 He retired to his own room; wrote to his mother; and; when
Harry awoke; carried him again to the barn for an hour's work in the
straw。 Before it grew dusk; they had finished a little; silent;
dark chamber; as round as they could make it; in the heart of the
straw。 All the excavated material they had thrown on the top;
reserving only a little to close up the entrance when they pleased。
The next morning was still rainy; and when Hugh found Harry in the
library as usual; he saw that the clouds had again gathered over the
boy's spirit。 He was pacing about the room in a very odd manner。
The carpet was divided diamond…wise in a regular pattern。 Harry's
steps were; for the most part; planted upon every third diamond; as
he slowly crossed the floor in a variety of directions; for; as on
previous occasions; he had not perceived the entrance of his tutor。
But; every now and then; the boy would make the most sudden and
irregular change in his mode of progression; setting his foot on the
most unexpected diamond; at one time the nearest to him; at another
the farthest within his reach。 When he looked up; and saw his tutor
watching him; he neither started nor blushed: but; still retaining
on his countenance the perplexed; anxious expression which Hugh had
remarked; said to him:
〃How can God know on which of those diamonds I am going to set my
foot next?〃
〃If you could understand how God knows; Harry; then you would know
yourself; but before you have made up your mind; you don't know
which you will choose; and even then you only know on which you
intend to set your foot; for you have often changed your mind after
making it up。〃
Harry looked as puzzled as before。
〃Why; Harry; to understand how God understands; you would need to be
as wise as he is; so it is no use trying。 You see you can't quite
understand me; though I have a real meaning in what I say。〃
〃Ah! I see it is no use; but I can't bear to be puzzle