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is; to listen to what we are told by those who are educated for such
studies; whom the Church approves; and who are appointed to take
care of the souls committed to their charge; to teach them to
respect their superiors; and to lead honest; hard…working lives。〃

Much more of the same sort flowed from the oracular lips of Mr。
Arnold。  When he ceased; he found that the conversation had ceased
also。  As soon as the ladies withdrew; he said; without looking at
Hugh; as he filled his glass:

〃Mr。 Sutherland; I hate cant。〃

And so he canted against it。

But the next day; and during the whole week; he seemed to lay
himself out to make amends for the sharpness of his remarks on the
Sunday。  He was afraid he had made his guests uncomfortable; and so
sinned against his own character as a host。  Everything that he
could devise; was brought to bear for their entertainment; daily
rides in the open carriage; in which he always accompanied them; to
show his estate; and the improvements he was making upon it; visits
sometimes to the more deserving; as he called them; of the poor upon
his propertythe more deserving being the most submissive and
obedient to the wishes of their lord; inspections of the schools;
&c。; &c。; in all of which matters he took a stupid; benevolent
interest。  For if people would be content to occupy the corner in
which he chose to place them; he would throw them morsel after
morsel; as long as ever they chose to pick it up。  But woe to them
if they left this corner a single pace!

Euphra made one of the party always; and it was dreary indeed for
Hugh to be left in the desolate house without her; though but for a
few hours。  And when she was at home; she never yet permitted him to
speak to her alone。

There might have been some hope for Harry in Hugh's separation from
Euphra; but the result was; that; although he spent school…hours
more regularly with him; Hugh was yet more dull; and uninterested in
the work; than he had been before。  Instead of caring that his pupil
should understand this or that particular; he would be speculating
on Euphra's behaviour; trying to account for this or that individual
look or tone; or seeking; perhaps; a special symbolic meaning in
some general remark that she had happened to let fall。  Meanwhile;
poor Harry would be stupifying himself with work which he could not
understand for lack of some explanation or other that ought to have
been given him weeks ago。  Still; however; he clung to Hugh with a
far…off; worshipping love; never suspecting that he could be to
blame; but thinking at one time that he must be ill; at another that
he himself was really too stupid; and that his big brother could not
help getting tired of him。  When Hugh would be wandering about the
place; seeking to catch a glimpse of the skirt of Euphra's dress; as
she went about with her guests; or devising how he could procure an
interview with her alone; Harry would be following him at a
distance; like a little terrier that had lost its master; and did
not know whether this man would be friendly or not; never spying on
his actions; but merely longing to be near himfor had not Hugh set
him going in the way of life; even if he had now left him to walk in
it alone?  If Hugh could have once seen into that warm; true; pining
little heart; he would not have neglected it as he did。  He had no
eyes; however; but for Euphra。

Still; it may be that even now Harry was able to gather; though with
tears; some advantage from Hugh's neglect。  He used to wander about
alone; and it may be that the hints which his tutor had already
given him; enabled him now to find for himself the interest
belonging to many objects never before remarked。  Perhaps even now
he began to take a few steps alone; the waking independence of which
was of more value for the future growth of his nature; than a
thousand miles accomplished by the aid of the strong arm of his
tutor。  One certain advantage was; that the constitutional trouble
of the boy's nature had now assumed a definite form; by gathering
around a definite object; and blending its own shadowy being with
the sorrow he experienced from the loss of his tutor's sympathy。
Should that sorrow ever be cleared away; much besides might be
cleared away along with it。

Meantime; nature found some channels; worn by his grief; through
which her comforts; that; like waters; press on all sides; and enter
at every cranny and fissure in the house of life; might gently flow
into him with their sympathetic soothing。  Often he would creep away
to the nest which Hugh had built and then forsaken; and seated there
in the solitude of the wide…bourgeoned oak; he would sometimes feel
for a moment as if lifted up above the world and its sorrows; to be
visited by an all…healing wind from God; that came to him; through
the wilderness of leaves around him…gently; like all powerful
things。

But I am putting the boy's feelings into forms and words for him。
He had none of either for them。




CHAPTER XIII。

A STORM。

     When the mind's free;
The body's delicate: the tempest in my mind
Doth from my senses take all feeling else
Save what beats there。

King Lear。


While Harry took to wandering abroad in the afternoon sun; Hugh; on
the contrary; found the bright weather so distasteful to him; that
he generally trifled away his afternoons with some old romance in
the dark library; or lay on the couch in his study; listless and
suffering。  He could neither read nor write。  What he felt he must
do he did; but nothing more。

One day; about noon; the weather began to change。  In the afternoon
it grew dark; and Hugh; going to the window; perceived with
delightthe first he had experienced for many daysthat a great
thunder…storm was at hand。  Harry was rather frightened; but under
his fear; there evidently lay a deep delight。  The storm came nearer
and nearer; till at length a vivid flash broke from the mass of
darkness over the woods; lasted for one brilliant moment; and
vanished。  The thunder followed; like a pursuing wild beast; close
on the traces of the vanishing light; as if the darkness were
hunting the light from the earth; and bellowing with rage that it
could not overtake and annihilate it。  Without the usual prelude of
a few great drops; the rain poured at once; in continuous streams;
from the dense canopy overhead; and in a few moments there were six
inches of water all round the house; which the force of the falling
streams made to foam; and fume; and flash like a seething torrent。
Harry had crept close to Hugh; who stood looking out of the window;
and as if the convulsion of the elements had begun to clear the
spiritual and moral; as well as the physical atmosphere; Hugh looked
down on the boy kindly; and put his arm round his shoulders。  Harry
nestled closer; and wished it would thunder for ever。  But longing
to hear his tutor's voice; he ventured to speak; looking up to his
face:

〃Euphra says it is only electricity; Mr。 Sutherland。  What is that?〃

A common tutor would have seized the opportunity of explaining what
he knew of the laws and operations of electricity。  But Hugh had
been long enough a pupil of David to feel that to talk at such a
time of anything in nature but God; would be to do the boy a serious
wrong。  One capable of so doing would; in the presence of the
Saviour himself; speculate on the nature of his own faith; or upon
the death of his child; seize the opportunity of lecturing on
anatomy。  But before Hugh could make any reply; a flash; almost
invisible from excess of light; was accompanied rather than followed
by a roar that made the house shake; and in a moment more the room
was filled with the terrified household; which; by an unreasoning
impulse; rushed to the neighbourhood of him who was considered the
strongest。Mr。 Arnold was not at home。

〃Come from the window instantly; Mr。 Sutherland。  How can you be so
imprudent!〃 cried Mrs。 Elton; her usually calm voice elevated in
command; but tremulous with fear。

〃Why; Mrs。 Elton;〃 answered Hugh on whose temper; as well as
conduct; recent events had had their operation; 〃do you think the
devil makes the thunder?〃

Lady Emily gave a faint shriek; whether out of reverence for the
devil; or fear of God; I hesitate to decide; and flitting out of the
room; dived into her bed; and drew the clothes over her headat
least so she was found at a later period of the day。  Euphra walked
up to the window beside Hugh; as if to show her approval of his
rudeness; and stood looking out with eyes that filled their own
night with home…born flashes; though her lip was pale; and quivered
a little。  Mrs。 Elton; confounded at Hugh's reply; and perhaps
fearing the house might in consequence share the fate of Sodom;
notwithstanding the presence of a goodly proportion of the
righteous; fled; accompanied by the housekeeper; to the wine…cellar。
The rest of the household crept into corners; except the coachman;
who; retaining his composure; in virtue of a greater degree of
insensibility from his nearer approximation to the inanimate
creation; emptied the jug of ale intended for the dinner of the
company; and went out to look after his horses。

But there was one in the house who; left alone; threw the window
wide open; and; with gently clasped hands and calm countenance;
looked up into the heavens; and the clearness of whose eye seemed
the prophetic symbol of the clearness that rose all untroubled above
the turmoil of the earthly storm。  Truly God was in the storm; but
there was more of God in the clear heaven beyond; and yet more of
Him in the eye that regarded the whole with a still joy; in which
was mingled no dismay。

Euphra; Hugh; and Harry were left together; looking out upon the
storm。  Hugh could not speak in Harry's presence。  At length the boy
sat down in a dark corner on the floor; concealed from the others by
a window…curtain。  Hugh thought he had left the room。

〃Euphra;〃 he began。

Euphra looked round for Harry; and not seeing him; thought likewise
that he had left the room: she glided away without making any answer
to Hugh's invocation。

He stood for a few moments in motionless despair; then glancing
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