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testimonial; in the circumstances he thought it was indelicate。
Lest; by some calamity; you should ever have felt the same way; I
must say in two words how the matter appeared to me。 That silly
story of the election altered in no tittle the value of your
testimony: so much for that。 On the other hand; it led me to take
quite a particular pleasure in asking you to give it; and so much
for the other。 I trust; even if you cannot share it; you will
understand my view。
I am in treaty with Bentley for a life of Hazlitt; I hope it will
not fall through; as I love the subject; and appear to have found a
publisher who loves it also。 That; I think; makes things more
pleasant。 You know I am a fervent Hazlittite; I mean regarding him
as THE English writer who has had the scantiest justice。 Besides
which; I am anxious to write biography; really; if I understand
myself in quest of profit; I think it must be good to live with
another man from birth to death。 You have tried it; and know。
How has the cruising gone? Pray remember me to Mrs。 Hamerton and
your son; and believe me; yours very sincerely;
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
'CHALET AM STEIN'; DAVOS; DECEMBER 5; 1881。
MY DEAR CHARLES; … We have been in miserable case here; my wife
worse and worse; and now sent away with Lloyd for sick nurse; I not
being allowed to go down。 I do not know what is to become of us;
and you may imagine how rotten I have been feeling; and feel now;
alone with my weasel…dog and my German maid; on the top of a hill
here; heavy mist and thin snow all about me; and the devil to pay
in general。 I don't care so much for solitude as I used to;
results; I suppose; of marriage。
Pray write me something cheery。 A little Edinburgh gossip; in
Heaven's name。 Ah! what would I not give to steal this evening
with you through the big; echoing; college archway; and away south
under the street lamps; and away to dear Brash's; now defunct! But
the old time is dead also; never; never to revive。 It was a sad
time too; but so gay and so hopeful; and we had such sport with all
our low spirits and all our distresses; that it looks like a kind
of lamplit fairyland behind me。 O for ten Edinburgh minutes …
sixpence between us; and the ever…glorious Lothian Road; or dear
mysterious Leith Walk! But here; a sheer hulk; lies poor Tom
Bowling; here in this strange place; whose very strangeness would
have been heaven to him then; and aspires; yes; C。 B。; with tears;
after the past。 See what comes of being left alone。 Do you
remember Brash? the sheet of glass that we followed along George
Street? Granton? the blight at Bonny mainhead? the compass near
the sign of the TWINKLING EYE? the night I lay on the pavement in
misery?
I swear it by the eternal sky
Johnson … nor Thomson … ne'er shall die!
Yet I fancy they are dead too; dead like Brash。
R。 L。 S。
Letter: TO MRS。 THOMAS STEVENSON
CHALET BUOL; DAVOS…PLATZ; DECEMBER 26; 1881。
MY DEAR MOTHER; … Yesterday; Sunday and Christmas; we finished this
eventful journey by a drive in an OPEN sleigh … none others were to
be had … seven hours on end through whole forests of Christmas
trees。 The cold was beyond belief。 I have often suffered less at
a dentist's。 It was a clear; sunny day; but the sun even at noon
falls; at this season; only here and there into the Prattigau。 I
kept up as long as I could in an imitation of a street singer:…
Away; ye gay landscapes; ye gardens of roses; etc。
At last Lloyd remarked; a blue mouth speaking from a corpse…
coloured face; 'You seem to be the only one with any courage left?'
And; do you know; with that word my courage disappeared; and I made
the rest of the stage in the same dumb wretchedness as the others。
My only terror was lest Fanny should ask for brandy; or laudanum;
or something。 So awful was the idea of putting my hands out; that
I half thought I would refuse。
Well; none of us are a penny the worse; Lloyd's cold better; I;
with a twinge of the rheumatic; and Fanny better than her ordinary。
General conclusion between Lloyd and me as to the journey: A
prolonged visit to the dentist's; complicated with the fear of
death。
Never; O never; do you get me there again。 … Ever affectionate son;
R。 L。 S。
Letter: TO ALISON CUNNINGHAM
'CHALET AM STEIN; DAVOS…PLATZ; FEBRUARY 1882。'
MY DEAR CUMMY; … My wife and I are very much vexed to hear you are
still unwell。 We are both keeping far better; she especially seems
quite to have taken a turn … THE turn; we shall hope。 Please let
us know how you get on; and what has been the matter with you;
Braemar I believe … the vile hole。 You know what a lazy rascal I
am; so you won't be surprised at a short letter; I know; indeed;
you will be much more surprised at my having had the decency to
write at all。 We have got rid of our young; pretty; and
incompetent maid; and now we have a fine; canny; twinkling; shrewd;
auld…farrant peasant body; who gives us good food and keeps us in
good spirits。 If we could only understand what she says! But she
speaks Davos language; which is to German what Aberdeen…awa' is to
English; so it comes heavy。 God bless you; my dear Cummy; and so
says Fanny forbye。 … Ever your affectionate;
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
'CHALET AM STEIN; DAVOS'; 22ND FEBRUARY '82。
MY DEAR CHARLES; … Your most welcome letter has raised clouds of
sulphur from my horizon。 。 。 。
I am glad you have gone back to your music。 Life is a poor thing;
I am more and more convinced; without an art; that always waits for
us and is always new。 Art and marriage are two very good stand…
by's。
In an article which will appear sometime in the CORNHILL; 'Talk and
Talkers;' and where I have full…lengthened the conversation of Bob;
Henley; Jenkin; Simpson; Symonds; and Gosse; I have at the end one
single word about yourself。 It may amuse you to see it。
We are coming to Scotland after all; so we shall meet; which
pleases me; and I do believe I am strong enough to stand it this
time。 My knee is still quite lame。
My wife is better again。 。 。 。 But we take it by turns; it is the
dog that is ill now。 … Ever yours;
R。 L。 S。
Letter: TO W。 E。 HENLEY
'CHALET AM STEIN; DAVOS…PLATZ; FEBRUARY 1882。'
MY DEAR HENLEY; … Here comes the letter as promised last night。
And first two requests: Pray send the enclosed to c/o Blackmore's
publisher; 'tis from Fanny; second; pray send us Routledge's
shilling book; Edward Mayhew's DOGS; by return if it can be
managed。
Our dog is very ill again; poor fellow; looks very ill too; only
sleeps at night because of morphine; and we do not know what ails
him; only fear it to be canker of the ear。 He makes a bad; black
spot in our life; poor; selfish; silly; little tangle; and my wife
is wretched。 Otherwise she is better; steadily and slowly moving
up through all her relapses。 My knee never gets the least better;
it hurts to…night; which it has not done for long。 I do not
suppose my doctor knows any least thing about it。 He says it is a
nerve that I struck; but I assure you he does not know。
I have just finished a paper; 'A Gossip on Romance;' in which I
have tried to do; very popularly; about one…half of the matter you
wanted me to try。 In a way; I have found an answer to the
question。 But the subject was hardly fit for so chatty a paper;
and it is all loose ends。 If ever I do my book on the Art of
Literature; I shall gather them together and be clear。
To…morrow; having once finished off the touches still due on this;
I shall tackle SAN FRANCISCO for you。 Then the tide of work will
fairly bury me; lost to view and hope。 You have no idea what it
costs me to wring out my work now。 I have certainly been a
fortnight over this Romance; sometimes five hours a day; and yet it
is about my usual length … eight pages or so; and would be a d…d
sight the better for another curry。 But I do not think I can
honestly re…write it all; so I call it done; and shall only
straighten words in a revision currently。
I had meant to go on for a great while; and say all manner of
entertaining things。 But all's gone。 I am now an idiot。 … Yours
ever;
R。 L。 S。
Letter: TO W。 E。 HENLEY
'CHALET AM STEIN; DAVOS; MARCH 1882。'
MY DEAR HENLEY; … 。 。 。 Last night we had a dinner…party;
consisting of the John Addington; curry; onions (lovely onions);
and beefsteak。 So unusual is any excitement; that F。 and I feel
this morning as if we had been to a coronation。 However I must; I
suppose; write。
I was sorry about your female contributor squabble。 'Tis very
comic; but really unpleasant。 But what care I? Now that I
illustrate my own books; I can always offer you a situation in our
house … S。 L。 Osbourne and Co。 As an author gets a halfpenny a
copy of verses; and an artist a penny a cut; perhaps a proof…reader
might get several pounds a year。
O that Coronation! What a shouting crowd there was! I obviously
got a firework in each eye。 The king looked very magnificent; to
be sure; and that great hall where we feasted on seven hundred
delicate foods; and drank fifty royal wines … QUEL COUP D'OEIL! but
was it not over…done; even for a coronation … almost a vulgar
luxury? And eleven is certainly too late to begin dinner。 (It was
really 6。30 instead of 5。30。)
Your list of books that Cassells have refused in these weeks is not
quite complete; they also refused:…
1。 Six undiscovered Tragedies; one romantic Comedy; a fragment of
Journal extending over six years;