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〃Take　Chalmers　away　with　you；〃　said　Scarborough　to　Wilton　in　an　undertone。　　〃I've　something　to　say　to　Brigham。〃

When　they　were　gone　he　again　seated　himself　at　his　desk　and；　taking　his　check…book；　wrote　a　check　and　tore　it　out。

〃Now；　listen　to　me；　Brig；〃　he　said　friendlily　to　Brigham；　who　seemed　to　be　in　a　stupor。　　〃I've　won　about　six　hundred　dollars　from　you；　first　and　lastmore；　rather　than　less。　　Will　that　amount　put　you　in　the　way　of　getting　straight？〃

〃Yes；〃　said　Brigham；　dully。

〃Then　here's　a　check　for　it。　　And　here's　the　paper　exonerating　you。　　AndI　guess　you　won't　play　again　soon。〃

The　boy　choked　back　his　sobs。

〃I　don't　know　how　I　ever　came　to　do　it；　Scarborough。　　Oh；　I'm　a　dog；　a　dog！　　When　I　started　to　come　here　my　mother　took　me　up　to　her　bedroom　and　opened　the　drawer　of　her　bureau　and　took　out　a　savings…bank　bookit　had　a　credit　of　twelve　hundred　dollars。　　‘Do　you　see　that？'　she　said。　　‘When　you　were　born　I　began　to　put　by　as　soon　as　I　was　ableevery　cent　I　could　from　the　butter　and　the　eggsto　educate　my　boy。　　And　now　it's　all　coming　true；'　she　said；　Scarborough；　and　we　cried　together。　　And〃　　Brigham　burst　into　a　storm　of　tears　and　sobs。　　〃Oh；　how　could　I　do　it！〃　he　said。　　〃How　COULD　I！〃

〃You've　done　wrong；〃　said　Scarborough；　shakily；　〃but　I've　done　much　worse；　Eddie。　　And　it's　over　now；　and　everything'll　be　all　right。〃

〃But　I　can't　take　your　money；　Scarborough。　　I　must　pay　for　what　I've　done。〃

〃You　mean；　make　your　mother　pay。　　No；　you　must　take　it　back；　Brigham。　　I　owe　it　to　youI　owe　it　to　your　mother。　　This；　is　the　butter　and　egg　money　that　II　stole　from　her。〃

He　put　the　papers　into　the　boy's　pocket。　　〃You　and　I　are　going　to　be　friends；〃　he　went　on。

〃Come　round　and　see　me　to…morrowno；　I'll　look　you　up。〃　　He　put　out　his　hand　and　held　Brigham's　hand　in　a　courage…giving　grasp。　　〃AndI　hope　I'll　have　the　honor　of　meeting　your　mother　some　day。〃

Brigham　could　only　look　his　feelings。　　Soon　after　he　left　Pierson　came。　　His　anger　had　evaporated　and　his　chief　emotion　was　dread　lest　Scarborough　might　still　be　angry。　　〃I　want　to　take　back〃　he　began　eagerly；　as　soon　as　his　head　was　inside　the　door。

〃I　know　you　do；　but　you　shan't；〃　replied　Scarborough。　　〃What　you　said　was　true；　what　Olivia　said　was　true。　　I've　been　acting　like　a　blackguard。〃

〃No；〃　said　Pierson；　〃what　I　said　was　a　disgraceful　lie。　　Will　you　try　to　forget　it；　Scarborough？〃

〃FORGET　it？〃　Scarborough　looked　at　his　friend　with　brilliant　eyes。　　〃Never！　　So　help　me　God；　never！　　It's　one　of　three　things　that　have　occurred　to…day　that　I　must　never　forget。〃

〃Then　we　can　go　on　as　before。　　You'll　still　be　my　friend？〃

〃Not　STILL；　Fred；　but　for　the　first　time。〃

He　looked　round　the　luxurious　study　with　a　laugh　and　a　sigh。　　〃It'll　be　a　ghastly　job；　getting　used　to　the　sort　of　surroundings　I　can　earn　for　myself。　　But　I've　got　to　grin　and　bear　it。　　We'll　stay　on　here　together　to　the　end　of　the　termmy　share's　paid；　and　besides；　I'm　not　going　to　do　anything　sensational。　　Next　yearwe'll　see。〃

While　Pierson　was　having　his　final　cigarette　before　going　to　bed　he　looked　up　from　his　book　to　see　before　him　Scarborough；　even　more　tremendous　and　handsome　in　his　gaudy　pajamas。

〃I　wish　to　register　a　solemn　vow；〃　said　he；　with　mock　solemnity　that　did　not　hide　the　seriousness　beneath。　　〃Hear　me；　ye　immortal　gods！　　Never　again；　never　again；　will　I　engage　in　any　game　with　a　friend　where　there　is　a　stake。　　I　don't　wish　to　tempt。　　I　don't　wish　to　be　tempted。〃

〃What　nonsense！〃　said　Pierson。　　〃You're　simply　cutting　yourself　off　from　a　lot　of　fun。〃

〃I　have　spoken；〃　said　Scarborough；　and　he　withdrew　to　his　bedroom。　　When　the　door　was　closed　and　the　light　out　he　paused　at　the　edge　of　the　bed　and　said：　　〃And　never　again；　so　long　as　he　wishes　to　retain　his　title　to　the　name　man；　will　Hampden　Scarborough　take　from　anybody　anything　which　he　hasn't　honestly　earned。〃

And　when　he　was　in　bed　he　muttered：　　〃I　shall　be　alone；　and　I　may　stay　poor　and　obscure；　but　I'll　get　back　my　self…respectand　keep　itPauline！〃



X。

MRS。　JOHN　DUMONT。


And　Pauline？She　was　now　looking　back　upon　the　first　year　of　her　married　life。

She　had　been　so　brought　up　that　at　seventeen；　within　a　few　weeks　of　eighteen；　she　had　only　the　vaguest　notion　of　the　meaning　of　the　step　she　was　about　to　take　in　〃really　marrying〃　John　Dumont。　　Also；　it　had　never　occurred　to　her　as　possible　for　a　properly　constituted　woman　not　to　love　her　husband。　　It　was　clearly　her　duty　to　marry　Jack；　therefore；　the　doubting　thoughts　and　the　ache　at　the　heart　which　would　not　ease　were　merely　more　outcroppings　of　the　same　evil　part　of　her　nature　that　had　tempted　her　into　deceiving　her　parents；　and　into　entangling　herself　and　Scarborough。　　She　knew　that；　if　she　were　absolutely　free；　she　would　not　marry　Jack。　　But　she　felt　that　she　had　bartered　away　her　birthright　of　freedom；　and　now；　being　herself；　the　daughter　of　HER　father　and　HER　mother；　she　would　honorably　keep　her　bargain；　would　love　where　she　ought　to　loveat　seventeen　〃I　will〃　means　〃I　shall。〃　　And　sothey　were　〃really　married。〃

But　the　days　passed；　and　there　was　no　sign　of　the　miracle　she　had　confidently　expected。　　The　magic　of　the　marriage　vow　failed　to　transform　her；　Pauline　Dumont　was　still　Pauline　Gardiner　in　mind　and　in　heart。　　There　was；　however；　a　miracle；　undreamed　of；　mysterious；　overwhelmingJohn　Dumont；　the　lover；　became　John　Dumont；　the　husband。　　Beside　this　transformation；　the　revelation　that　the　world　she　loved　and　lived　in　did　not　exist　for　him；　or　his　world　for　her；　seemed　of　slight　importance。　　She　had　not　then　experience　enough　to　enable　her　to　see　that　transformation　and　revelation　were　as　intimately　related　as　a　lock　and　its　key。

〃It's　all　my　fault；〃　she　told　herself。　　〃It　must　be　my　fault。〃　　And　Dumont；　unanalytic　and　self…absorbed；　was　amused　whenever　Pauline's　gentleness　reminded　him　of　his　mother's　half…believed　warnings　that　his　wife　had　〃a　will　of　her　own；　and　a　mighty　strong　one。〃

They　were　back　at　Saint　X　in　August　and　lived　at　the　Frobisher　place　in　Indiana　Streetalmost　as　pretentious　as　the　Dumont　homestead　and　in　better　taste。　　Old　Mrs。　Dumont　had　gone　to　Chicago　alone　for　the　furnishings　for　her　own　house；　when　she　went　for　the　furnishings　for　her　son's　house；　she　got　Mrs。　Gardiner　to　go　alongand　Pauline's　mother　gave　another　of　her　many　charming　illustrations　of　the　valuable　truth　that　tact　can　always　have　its　own　way。　　Saint　X　was　too　keen…eyed　and　too　interested　in　the　new　Mrs。　Dumont　to　fail　to　note　a　change　in　her。　　It　was　satisfied　with　the　surface　explanation　that　Europe　in　general　and　Paris　in　particular　were　responsible。　　And　it　did　not　note　that；　while　she　had　always　been　full　of　life　and　fond　of　company；　she　was　now　feverish　in　her　restlessness；　incessantly　seeking　distraction；　never　alone　when　she　could　either　go　somewhere　or　induce　some　one　to　come　to　her。

〃You　MUST　be　careful；　my　dear；〃　said　her　mother…in…law；　as　soon　as　she　learned　that　she　had　a　grandmotherly　interest　in　her　daughter…in…law's　health。　　〃You'll　wear　yourself　out　with　all　this　running　about。〃

Pauline　laughed　carelessly；　recklessly。

〃Oh；　I'm　disgustingly　healthy。　　Nothing　hurts　me。　　Besides；　if　I　were　quiet；　I　think　I　shouldEXPLODE！〃

Late　in　September　Dumont　had　to　go　to　New　York。　　He　asked　her　to　go　with　him；　assuming　that　she　would　decline；　as　she　had　visitors　coming。　　But　she　was　only　too　glad　of　the　chance　to　give　her　increasing　restlessness　wider　range。　　They　went　to　the　WaldorfScarborough　and　Pierson　had　been　stopping　there　not　a　week　before；　making　ready　for　that　sensational　descent　upon　Battle　Field　which　has　already　been　recorded。　　The　first　evening　Dumont　took　her　to　the　play。　　The　next　morning　he　left　her　early　for　a　busy　day　down…town〃and　I　may　not　be　able　to　return　for　dinner。　　I　warned　you　before　we　left　Saint　X；〃　he　said；　as　he　rose　from　breakfast　in　their　sitting…room。

〃I　understand；〃　she　answered。　　〃You　needn't　bother　to　send　word　even；　if　you　don't　wish。　　I'll　be　tired　from　shopping　and　shan't　care　to　go　out　this　evening；　anyhow。〃

In　the　afternoon　she　drove　with　Mrs。　Fanshaw；　wife　of　one　of　Jack's　business　acquaintancesthey　had　dined　at　the　Fanshaws'　when　they　paused　in　New　York　on　the　way　home　from　Europe。　　Pauline　was　at　the　hotel　again　at　five；　while　she　and　Mrs。　Fanshaw　were　having　tea　together　in　the　palm　garden　a　telegram　was　handed　to　her。　　She　read　it；　then　said　to　Mrs。　Fanshaw：　　〃I　was　going　to　ask　you　and　your　husband　to　dine　with　us。　　Jack　sends　word　he　can't　be　here；　butwhy　shouldn't　you　come　just　the　same？〃

〃No　you　must　go　with　us；〃　Mrs。　Fanshaw　replied。　　〃We've　got　a　box　at　Weber　and　Fields'；　and　two　men　asked；　and　we　need　another　woman。　　I'd　have　asked　you　before；　but　there　wouldn't　be　room　for　any　more　men。〃

Mrs。　Fanshaw　had　to　insist　until　she　had　proved　that　the　invitation　was　sincere；　then；　Pauline　accepteda　distraction　was　always　agreeable；　never　so　agreeable　as　when　it　offered　itself　unannounced。　　It　was　toward　the　end　of　the　dinner　that　Mrs。　Fanshaw　happened　to　say：　　〃I　see　your　husband's　like　all　of　them。　　I　don't　believe　there　ever　was　a　woman　an　American　man　wouldn't　desert　for　business。〃

〃Oh；　I　don't　in　the　least　mind；〃　replied　Pauline。　　〃I　like　him　to　show　that　he　feels　free。　　Why；　when　we　were　in　Paris　on　the　return　trip　and　had　been　married　only　two　months；　he　got　tangled　up　in　business　and　used　to　leave　me　for　a　dayfor　two　days；　once。〃

At　Pauline's　right　sat　a　carefully　dressed　young　man　whose　name　she　had　not　caughtshe　learned　afterward　that　he　was　Mowbray　Langdon。　　He　was　now　giving　her　a　stare　of　amused　mock…admiration。　　When　he　saw　that　he　had　her　attention；　he　said：　　〃Really；　Mrs。　Dumont；　I　can't　decide　which　to　admire　mostYOUR　trust　or　your　husband's。〃

Pauline　laughedit　struck　her　as　ridiculous　that　either　she　or　Jack　should　distrust　the　other。　　Indeed；　she　only　hazily　knew　what　distrust　meant；　and　hadn't　any　real　belief　that　〃such　things〃　actually　existed。

Half　an　hour　later　the　party　was　driving　up　to　Weber　and　Fields'。　　Pauline；　glancing　across　the　thronged　sidewalk　and　along　the　empty；　brilliantly　lighted　passage　leading　into　the　theater；　saw　a　striking；　peculiar…looking　woman　standing　at　the　box…office　while　her　escort　parleyed　with　the　cler