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ence　pending　the　conclusion　of　an　investigation　into　Jack's　doings　at　the　University　of　Michigan　and　in　Detroit。　　Colonel　Gardiner　was　not　so　narrow　or　so　severe　as　Jack　said　or　as　Pauline　thought。　　He　loved　his　daughter；　so　he　inquired　thoroughly。　　He　knew　that　his　daughter　loved　Dumont；　so　he　judged　liberally。　　When　he　had　done　he　ordered　the　engagement　broken　and　forbade　Dumont　the　house。

〃He　is　not　wild　merely；　he　isworse　than　you　can　imagine；〃　said　the　colonel　to　his　wife；　in　concluding　his　account　of　his　discoveries　and　of　Dumont's　evasive　and　reluctant　admissionsan　account　so　carefully　expurgated　that　it　completely　misled　her。　　〃Tell　Pauline　as　much　as　you　canenough　to　convince　her。〃

This；　when　Mrs。　Gardiner　was　not　herself　convinced。　　She　regarded　the　colonel　as　too　high…minded　to　be　a　fit　judge　of　human　frailty；　and　his　over…caution　in　explanation　had　given　her　the　feeling　that　he　had　a　standard　for　a　husband　for　their　daughter　which　only　another　such　rare　man　as　himself　could　live　up　to。　　Further；　she　had　always　been　extremely　reserved　in　mother…and…daughter　talk　with　Pauline；　and　thus　could　not　now　give　her　a　clear　idea　of　what　little　she　had　been　able　to　gather　from　Colonel　Gardiner's　half…truths。　　This　typical　enacting　of　a　familiar　domestic　comedy…tragedy　had　the　usual　result：　the　girl　was　confirmed　in　her　original　opinion　and　stand。

〃Jack's　been　a　little　too　lively；〃　was　her　unexpressed　conclusion　from　her　mother's　dilution　of　her　father's　dilution　of　the　ugly　truth。　　〃He's　sorry　and　won't　do　it　again；　andwell；　I'd　hate　a　milksop。　　Father　has　forgotten　that　he　was　young　himself　once。〃

Dumont's　father　and　mother　charged　against　Ann　Arbor　that　which　they　might　have　charged　against　their　own　alternations　of　tyranny　and　license；　had　they　not　been　humanly　lenient　in　self…excuse。　　〃No　more　college！〃　said　his　father。

〃The　place　for　you；　young　man；　is　my　office；　where　I　can　keep　an　eye　or　two　on　you。〃

〃That　suits　me；〃　replied　the　son；　indifferentlyhe　made　small　pretense　of　repentance　at　home。

〃I　never　wanted　to　go　to　college。〃

〃Yes；　it　was　your　mother's　doing；〃　said　old　Dumont。　　〃Now　we'll　try　MY　way　of　educating　a　boy。〃

So　Jack　entered　the　service　of　his　father's　god…of…the…six…days；　and　immediately　showed　astonishing　talent　and　twelve…to…fourteen…hour　assiduity。　　He　did　not　try　to　talk　with　Pauline。　　He　went　nowhere　but　to　business；　he　avoided　the　young　men。

〃It's　a　bad　idea　to　let　your　home　town　know　too　much　about　you；〃　he　reflected；　and　he　resolved　that　his　future　gambols　out　of　bounds　should　be　in　the　security　of　distant　and　large　citiesand　they　were。　　Seven　months　after　he　went　to　work　he　amazed　and　delighted　his　father　by　informing　him　that　he　had　bought　five　hundred　shares　of　stock　in　the　millshe　had　made　the　money；　fifty…odd　thousand　dollars；　by　a　speculation　in　wool。　　He　was　completely　reestablished　with　his　father　and　with　all　Saint　X　except　Colonel　Gardiner。

〃That　young　Jack　Dumont's　a　wonder；〃　said　everybody。　　〃He'll　make　the　biggest　kind　of　a　fortune　or　the　biggest　kind　of　a　smash　before　he　gets　through。〃

He　felt　that　he　was　fully　entitled　to　the　rights　of　the　regenerate；　he　went　to　Colonel　Gardiner's　law　office　boldly　to　claim　them。

At　sight　of　him　the　colonel's　face　hardened　into　an　expression　as　near　to　hate　as　its　habit　of　kindliness　would　concede。　　〃Well；　sir！〃　said　he；　sharply；　eying　the　young　man　over　the　tops　of　his　glasses。

Dumont　stiffened　his　strong；　rather　stocky　figure　and　said；　his　face　a　study　of　youthful　frankness：　　〃You　know　what　I've　come　for；　sir。　　I　want　you　to　give　me　a　trial。〃

〃No！〃　Colonel　Gardiner　shut　his　lips　firmly。

〃Good　morning；　sir！〃　　And　he　was　writing　again。

〃You　are　very　hard；〃　said　Dumont；　bitterly。

〃You　are　driving　me　to　ruin。〃

〃How　DARE　you！〃　　The　old　man　rose　and　went　up　to　him；　eyes　blazing　scorn。　　〃You　deceive　others；　but　not　me　with　my　daughter's　welfare　as　my　first　duty。　　It　is　an　insult　to　her　that　you　presume　to　lift　your　eyes　to　her。〃

Dumont　colored　and　haughtily　raised　his　head。　　He　met　the　colonel's　fiery　gaze　without　flinching。

〃I　was　no　worse　than　other　young　men〃

〃It's　a　slander　upon　young　men　for　you　to　say　that　theythat　any　of　them　with　a　spark　of　decencywould　do　as　you　have　done；　as　you　DO！　　Leave　my　office　at　once；　sir！〃

〃I've　not　only　repentedI've　shown　that　I　was　ashamed　ofof　that；〃　said　Dumont。　　〃Yet　you　refuse　me　a　chance！〃

The　colonel　was　shaking　with　anger。

〃You　left　here　for　New　York　last　Thursday　night；〃　he　said。　　〃Where　and　how　did　you　spend　Saturday　night　and　Sunday　and　Monday？〃

Dumont's　eyes　shifted　and　sank。

〃It's　false；〃　he　muttered。　　〃It's　lies。〃

〃I　expected　this　call　from　you；〃　continued　Colonel　Gardiner；　〃and　I　prepared　for　it　so　that　I　could　do　what　was　right。　　I'd　rather　see　my　daughter　in　her　shroud　than　in　a　wedding…dress　for　you。〃

Dumont　left　without　speaking　or　looking　up。

〃The　old　fox！〃　he　said　to　himself。　　〃Spying　on　mewhat　an　idiot　I　was　not　to　look　out　for　that。　　The　narrow　old　fool！　　He　doesn't　know　what　‘man　of　the　world'　means。　　But　I'll　marry　her　in　spite　of　him。　　I'll　let　nobody　cheat　me　out　of　what　I　want；　what　belongs　to　me。〃

A　few　nights　afterward　he　went　to　a　dance　at　Braddock's；　hunted　out　Pauline　and　seated　himself　beside　her。　　In　a　year　he　had　not　been　so　near　her；　though　they　had　seen　each　other　every　few　days　and　he　had　written　her　many　letters　which　she　had　read；　had　treasured；　but　had　been　held　from　answering　by　her　sense　of　honor；　unless　her　looks　whenever　their　eyes　met　could　be　called　answers。

〃You　mustn't；　Jack；〃　she　said；　her　breath　coming　fast；　her　eyes　fever…bright。　　〃Father　has　forbidden　meand　it'll　only　make　him　the　harder。〃

〃You；　too；　Polly？　　Well；　then；　I　don't　care　what　becomes　of　me。〃

He　looked　so　desperate　that　she　was　frightened。

〃It　isn't　that；　Jackyou　KNOW　it　isn't　that。〃

〃I've　been　to　see　your　father。　　And　he　told　me　he'd　never　consentnever！　　I　don't　deserve　thatand　I　can't　stand　it　to　lose　you。　　No　matter　what　I've　done；　God　knows　I　love　you；　Polly。〃

Pauline's　face　was　pale。　　Her　hands；　in　her　lap；　were　gripping　her　little　handkerchief。

〃You　don't　say　that；　tooyou　don't　say　‘never'？〃

She　raised　her　eyes　to　his　and　their　look　thrilled　through　and　through　him。　　〃Yes；　John；　I　say　‘never'I'll　NEVER　give　you　up。〃


All　the　decent　instincts　in　his　nature　showed　in　his　handsome　face；　in　which　time　had　not　as　yet　had　the　chance　clearly　to　write　character。　　〃No　wonder　I　love　youthere　never　was　anybody　so　brave　and　so　true　as　you。　　But　you　must　help　me。　I　must　see　you　and　talk　to　youonce　in　a　while；　anyhow。〃

Pauline　flushed　painfully。

〃Not　tilltheylet　meor　I'm　older；　John。　　They've　always　trusted　me　and　left　me　free。　　And　I　can't　deceive　them。〃

He　liked　thisit　was　another　proof　that　she　was；　through　and　through；　the　sort　of　woman　who　was　worthy　to　be　his　wife。

〃Wellwe'll　wait；〃　he　said。　　〃And　if　they　won't　be　fair　to　us；　why；　we'll　have　a　right　to　do　the　best　we　can。〃　　He　gave　her　a　tragic　look。

〃I've　set　my　heart　on　you；　Polly；　and　I　never　can　stand　it　not　to　get　what　I've　set　my　heart　on。　　If　I　lost　you；　I'd　go　straight　to　ruin。〃

She　might　have　been　a　great　deal　older　and　wiser　and　still　not　have　seen　in　this　a　confirmation　of　her　father's　judgment　of　her　lover。　　And　her　parents　had　unconsciously　driven　her　into　a　mental　state　in　which；　if　he　had　committed　a　crime；　it　would　have　seemed　to　her　their　fault　rather　than　his。　　The　next　day　she　opened　the　subject　with　her　motherthe　subject　that　was　never　out　of　their　minds。

〃I　can't　forget　him；　mother。　　I　CAN'T　give　him　up。〃　　With　the　splendid　confidence　of　youth；　〃I　can　save　himhe'll　do　anything　for　my　sake。〃　With　the　touching　ignorance　of　youth；　〃He's　done　nothing　so　very　dreadful；　I'm　sureI'd　believe　him　against　the　whole　world。〃

And　in　the　evening　her　mother　approached　her　father。　　She　was　in　sympathy　with　Pauline；　though　her　loyalty　to　her　husband　made　her　careful　not　to　show　it。　　She　had　small　confidence　in　a　man's　judgments　of　men　on　their　woman…side；　great　confidence　in　the　power　of　women　to　change　and　uplift　men。

〃Father；〃　said　she；　when　they　were　alone　on　the　side　porch　after　supper；　〃have　you　noticed　how　hard　Polly　is　taking　IT？〃

His　eyes　and　the　sudden　deepening　of　the　lines　in　his　face　answered　her。

〃Don't　you　think　maybe　we've　been　a　littletoosevere？〃

〃I've　tried　to　think　so；　but〃　　He　shook　his　head。　　〃Maggie；　he's　hopeless；　hopeless。〃

〃I　don't　know　much　about　those　things。〃　　This　was　a　mere　form　of　speech。　　She　thought　she　knew　all　there　was　to　be　known；　and　as　she　was　an　intelligent　woman　who　had　lived　a　long　time　and　had　a　normal　human　curiosity　she　did　know　a　great　deal。　　But；　after　the　fashion　of　many　of　the　women　of　the　older　generation；　she　had　left　undisturbed　his　delusion　that　her　goodness　was　the　result　not　of　intelligence　but　of　ignorance。　　〃But　I　can't　help　fearing　it　isn't　right　to　condemn　a　young　man　forever　because　he　was　led　away　as　a　boy。〃

〃I　can't　discuss　it　with　you；　Maggieit's　a　degradation　even　to　speak　of　him　before　a　good　woman。　　You　must　rely　upon　my　judgment。　　Polly　must　put　him　out　of　her　head。〃

〃But　what　am　I　to　tell　her？　　You　can't　make　a　woman　like　our　Pauline　put　a　man　out　of　her　life　when　she　loves　him　unless　you　give　her　a　reason　that　satisfies　her。　　And　if　you　don't　give　ME　a　reason　that　satisfies　me　how　can　I　give　HER　a　reason　that　will　satisfy　her？〃

〃I'll　talk　to　her；〃　said　the　colonel；　after　a　long　pause。　　〃She　mustshe　shall　give　him　up；　mother。〃

〃I've　tried　to　persuade　her　to　go　to　visit　Olivia；〃　continued　Mrs。　Gardiner。　　〃But　she　won't。　　And　she　doesn't　want　me　to　ask　Olivia　here。〃

〃I'll　ask　Olivia　before　I　speak　to　her。〃

Mrs。　Gardiner　went　up　to　her　daughter's　roomit　had　been　her　play…room；　then　her　study；　and　was　now　graduated　into　her　sitting…room。　　She　was　dreaming　over　a　bookTennyson's　poems。　　She　looked　up；　eyes　full　of　hope。

〃He　has　some　good　reason；　dear；〃　began　her　mother。

〃What　is　it？〃　demanded　Pauline。

〃I　can't　tell　you　any　more　than　I've　told　you　already；〃　replied　her　mother；　trying　not　to　show　her　feelings　in　her　face。

〃Why　does　he　treat　metreat　youlike　two　naughty　little　children？〃　said　Pauline；　impatiently　tossing　the　boo