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ing； 〃but my doubts； my misgivings； my amazement； were not yet at the full。 The people of Galilee are； as you know； impetuous and rash； after years of waiting their swords burned their hands； nothing would do them but action。 'He is slow to declare himself； let us force him；' they cried to me。 And I too became impatient。 If he is to be king； why not now？ The legions are ready。 So as he was once teaching by the seaside we would have crowned him whether or not； but he disappeared； and was next seen on a ship departing from the shore。 Good Simonides； the desires that make other men madriches； power； even kingships offered out of great love by a great peoplemove this one not at all。 What say you？〃
The merchant's chin was low upon his breast； raising his head； he replied； resolutely； 〃The Lord liveth； and so do the words of the prophets。 Time is in the green yet； let to…morrow answer。〃
〃Be it so；〃 said Balthasar； smiling。
And Ben…Hur said； 〃Be it so。〃 Then he went on： 〃But I have not yet done。 From these things； not too great to be above suspicion by such as did not see them in performance as I did； let me carry you now to others infinitely greater； acknowledged since the world began to be past the power of man。 Tell me； has any one to your knowledge ever reached out and taken from Death what Death has made his own？ Who ever gave again the breath of a life lost？ Who but〃
〃God！〃 said Balthasar； reverently。
Ben…Hur bowed。
〃O wise Egyptian！ I may not refuse the name you lend me。 What would youor you； Simonideswhat would you either or both have said had you seen as I did； a man； with few words and no ceremony； without effort more than a mother's when she speaks to wake her child asleep； undo the work of Death？ It was down at Nain。 We were about going into the gate； when a company came out bearing a dead man。 The Nazarene stopped to let the train pass。 There was a woman among them crying。 I saw his face soften with pity。 He spoke to her； then went and touched the bier； and said to him who lay upon it dressed for burial； 'Young man； I say unto thee； Arise！' And instantly the dead sat up and talked。〃
〃God only is so great；〃 said Balthasar to Simonides。
〃Mark you；〃 Ben…Hur proceeded； 〃I do but tell you things of which I was a witness； together with a cloud of other men。 On the way hither I saw another act still more mighty。 In Bethany there was a man named Lazarus； who died and was buried； and after he had lain four days in a tomb； shut in by a great stone； the Nazarene was shown to the place。 Upon rolling the stone away； we beheld the man lying inside bound and rotting。 There were many people standing by； and we all heard what the Nazarene said； for he spoke in a loud voice： 'Lazarus； come forth！' I cannot tell you my feelings when in answer； as it were； the man arose and came out to us with all his cerements about him。 'Loose him；' said the Nazarene next； 'loose him； and let him go。' And when the napkin was taken from the face of the resurrected； lo； my friends！ the blood ran anew through the wasted body； and he was exactly as he had been in life before the sickness that took him off。 He lives yet； and is hourly seen and spoken to。 You may go see him to…morrow。 And now； as nothing more is needed for the purpose； I ask you that which I came to ask； it being but a repetition of what you asked me； O Simonides； What more than a man is this Nazarene？〃
The question was put solemnly； and long after midnight the company sat and debated it； Simonides being yet unwilling to give up his understanding of the sayings of the prophets； and Ben…Hur contending that the elder disputants were both rightthat the Nazarene was the Redeemer； as claimed by Balthasar； and also the destined king the merchant would have。
〃To…morrow we will see。 Peace to you all。〃
So saying； Ben…Hur took his leave； intending to return to Bethany。
CHAPTER III
The first person to go out of the city upon the opening of the Sheep's Gate next morning was Amrah； basket on arm。 No questions were asked her by the keepers； since the morning itself had not been more regular in coming than she； they knew her somebody's faithful servant； and that was enough for them。
Down the eastern valley she took her way。 The side of Olivet； darkly green； was spotted with white tents recently put up by people attending the feasts； the hour； however； was too early for the strangers to be abroad； still； had it not been so； no one would have troubled her。 Past Gethsemane； past the tombs at the meeting of the Bethany roads； past the sepulchral village of Siloam she went。 Occasionally the decrepit little body staggered； once she sat down to get her breath； rising shortly； she struggled on with renewed haste。 The great rocks on either hand； if they had had ears； might have heard her mutter to herself； could they have seen； it would have been to observe how frequently she looked up over the Mount； reproving the dawn for its promptness； if it had been possible for them to gossip； not improbably they would have said to each other； 〃Our friend is in a hurry this morning； the mouths she goes to feed must be very hungry。〃
When at last she reached the King's Garden she slackened her gait； for then the grim city of the lepers was in view； extending far round the pitted south hill of Hinnom。
As the reader must by this time have surmised； she was going to her mistress； whose tomb； it will be remembered； overlooked the well En…Rogel。
Early as it was； the unhappy woman was up and sitting outside； leaving Tirzah asleep within。 The course of the malady had been terribly swift in the three years。 Conscious of her appearance； with the refined instincts of her nature； she kept her whole person habitually covered。 Seldom as possible she permitted even Tirzah to see her。
This morning she was taking the air with bared head； knowing there was no one to be shocked by the exposure。 The light was not full； but enough to show the ravages to which she had been subject。 Her hair was snow…white and unmanageably coarse； falling over her back and shoulders like so much silver wire。 The eyelids； the lips； the nostrils； the flesh of the cheeks； were either gone or reduced to fetid rawness。 The neck was a mass of ash…colored scales。 One hand lay outside the folds of her habit rigid as that of a skeleton； the nails had been eaten away； the joints of the fingers； if not bare to the bone； were swollen knots crusted with red secretion。 Head； face； neck； and hand indicated all too plainly the condition of the whole body。 Seeing her thus； it was easy to understand how the once fair widow of the princely Hur had been able to maintain her incognito so well through such a period of years。
When the sun would gild the crest of Olivet and the Mount of Offence with light sharper and more brilliant in that old land than in the West； she knew Amrah would come； first to the well； then to a stone midway the well and the foot of the hill on which she had her abode； and that the good servant would there deposit the food she carried in the basket； and fill the water…jar afresh for the day。 Of her former plentitude of happiness； that brief visit was all that remained to the unfortunate。 She could then ask about her son； and be told of his welfare； with such bits of news concerning him as the messenger could glean。 Usually the information was meagre enough； yet comforting； at times she heard he was at home； then she would issue from her dreary cell at break of day； and sit till noon； and from noon to set of sun； a motionless figure draped in white； looking； statue…like； invariably to one pointover the Temple to the spot under the rounded sky where the old house stood； dear in memory； and dearer because he was there。 Nothing else was left her。 Tirzah she counted of the dead； and as for herself； she simply waited the end； knowing every hour of life was an hour of dyinghappily； of painless dying。
The things of nature about the hill to keep her sensitive to the world's attractions were wretchedly scant； beasts and birds avoided the place as if they knew its history and present use； every green thing perished in its first season； the winds warred upon the shrubs and venturous grasses； leaving to drought such as they could not uproot。 Look where she would； the view was made depressingly suggestive by tombstombs above her； tombs below； tombs opposite her own tomball now freshly whitened in warning to visiting pilgrims。 In the skyclear； fair； invitingone would think she might have found some relief to her ache of mind； but； alas！ in making the beautiful elsewhere the sun served her never so unfriendlyit did but disclose her growing hideousness。 But for the sun she would not have been the horror she was to herself； nor been waked so cruelly from dreams of Tirzah as she used to be。 The gift of seeing can be sometimes a dreadful curse。
Does one ask why she did not make an end to her sufferings？
THE LAW FORBADE HER！
A Gentile may smile at the answer； but so will not a son of Israel。
While she sat there peopling the dusky solitude with thoughts even more cheerless； suddenly a woman came up the hill staggering and spent with exertion。
The widow arose hastily； and covering her head； cried； in a voice unnaturally harsh； 〃Unclean； unclean！〃
In a moment； heedless of the notice； Amrah was at her feet。 All the long…pent love of the simple creature burst forth： with tears and passionate exclamations she kissed her mistress's garments； and for a while the latter strove to escape from her； then； seeing she could not； she waited till the violence of the paroxysm was over。
〃What have you done； Amrah？〃 she said。 〃Is it by such disobedience you prove your love for us？ Wicked woman！ You are lost； and heyour masteryou can never； never go back to him。〃
Amrah grovelled sobbing in the dust。
〃The ban of the Law is upon you； too； you cannot return to Jerusalem。 What will become of us？ Who will bring us bread？ O wicked； wicked Amrah！ We are all； all undone alike！〃
〃Mercy； mercy！〃 Amrah answered from the ground。
〃You should have been merciful to yourself； and by so doing been most merciful to us。 Now where can we fly？ There is no one to help us。 O false servant！ The wrath of the Lord was already too heavy upon us。〃
