greville fane-第3部分
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that Leolin's training was bearing fruit。 She was giving him
experience; she was giving him impressions; she was putting a
gagnepain into his hand。 It was another name for spoiling him with
the best conscience in the world。 The queerest pictures come back to
me of this period of the good lady's life and of the extraordinarily
virtuous; muddled; bewildering tenor of it。 She had an idea that she
was seeing foreign manners as well as her petticoats would allow;
but; in reality she was not seeing anything; least of all fortunately
how much she was laughed at。 She drove her whimsical pen at Dresden
and at Florence; and produced in all places and at all times the same
romantic and ridiculous fictions。 She carried about her box of
properties and fished out promptly the familiar; tarnished old
puppets。 She believed in them when others couldn't; and as they were
like nothing that was to be seen under the sun it was impossible to
prove by comparison that they were wrong。 You can't compare birds
and fishes; you could only feel that; as Greville Fane's characters
had the fine plumage of the former species; human beings must be of
the latter。
It would have been droll if it had not been so exemplary to see her
tracing the loves of the duchesses beside the innocent cribs of her
children。 The immoral and the maternal lived together in her
diligent days on the most comfortable terms; and she stopped curling
the mustaches of her Guardsmen to pat the heads of her babes。 She
was haunted by solemn spinsters who came to tea from continental
pensions; and by unsophisticated Americans who told her she was just
loved in THEIR country。 〃I had rather be just paid there;〃 she
usually replied; for this tribute of transatlantic opinion was the
only thing that galled her。 The Americans went away thinking her
coarse; though as the author of so many beautiful love…stories she
was disappointing to most of these pilgrims; who had not expected to
find a shy; stout; ruddy lady in a cap like a crumbled pyramid。 She
wrote about the affections and the impossibility of controlling them;
but she talked of the price of pension and the convenience of an
English chemist。 She devoted much thought and many thousands of
francs to the education of her daughter; who spent three years at a
very superior school at Dresden; receiving wonderful instruction in
sciences; arts and tongues; and who; taking a different line from
Leolin; was to be brought up wholly as a femme du monde。 The girl
was musical and philological; she made a specialty of languages and
learned enough about them to be inspired with a great contempt for
her mother's artless accents。 Greville Fane's French and Italian
were droll; the imitative faculty had been denied her; and she had an
unequalled gift; especially pen in hand; of squeezing big mistakes
into small opportunities。 She knew it; but she didn't care;
correctness was the virtue in the world that; like her heroes and
heroines; she valued least。 Ethel; who had perceived in her pages
some remarkable lapses; undertook at one time to revise her proofs;
but I remember her telling me a year after the girl had left school
that this function had been very briefly exercised。 〃She can't read
me;〃 said Mrs。 Stormer; 〃I offend her taste。 She tells me that at
Dresdenat schoolI was never allowed。〃 The good lady seemed
surprised at this; having the best conscience in the world about her
lucubrations。 She had never meant to fly in the face of anything;
and considered that she grovelled before the Rhadamanthus of the
English literary tribunal; the celebrated and awful Young Person。 I
assured her; as a joke; that she was frightfully indecent (she hadn't
in fact that reality any more than any other) my purpose being solely
to prevent her from guessing that her daughter had dropped her not
because she was immoral but because she was vulgar。 I used to figure
her children closeted together and asking each other while they
exchanged a gaze of dismay: 〃Why should she BE soand so FEARFULLY
sowhen she has the advantage of our society? Shouldn't WE have
taught her better?〃 Then I imagined their recognising with a blush
and a shrug that she was unteachable; irreformable。 Indeed she was;
poor lady; but it is never fair to read by the light of taste things
that were not written by it。 Greville Fane had; in the topsy…turvy;
a serene good faith that ought to have been safe from allusion; like
a stutter or a faux pas。
She didn't make her son ashamed of the profession to which he was
destined; however; she only made him ashamed of the way she herself
exercised it。 But he bore his humiliation much better than his
sister; for he was ready to take for granted that he should one day
restore the balance。 He was a canny and far…seeing youth; with
appetites and aspirations; and he had not a scruple in his
composition。 His mother's theory of the happy knack he could pick up
deprived him of the wholesome discipline required to prevent young
idlers from becoming cads。 He had; abroad; a casual tutor and a
snatch or two of a Swiss school; but no consecutive study; no
prospect of a university or a degree。 It may be imagined with what
zeal; as the years went on; he entered into the pleasantry of there
being no manual so important to him as the massive book of life。 It
was an expensive volume to peruse; but Mrs。 Stormer was willing to
lay out a sum in what she would have called her premiers frais。
Ethel disapprovedshe thought this education far too unconventional
for an English gentleman。 Her voice was for Eton and Oxford; or for
any public school (she would have resigned herself) with the army to
follow。 But Leolin never was afraid of his sister; and they visibly
disliked; though they sometimes agreed to assist; each other。 They
could combine to work the oracleto keep their mother at her desk。
When she came back to England; telling me she had got all the
continent could give her; Leolin was a broad…shouldered; red…faced
young man; with an immense wardrobe and an extraordinary assurance of
manner。 She was fondly obstinate about her having taken the right
course with him; and proud of all that he knew and had seen。 He was
now quite ready to begin; and a little while later she told me he HAD
begun。 He had written something tremendously clever; and it was
coming out in the Cheapside。 I believe it came out; I had no time to
look for it; I never heard anything about it。 I took for granted
that if this contribution had passed through his mother's hands it
had practically become a specimen of her own genius; and it was
interesting to consider Mrs。 Stormer's future in the light of her
having to write her son's novels as well as her own。 This was not
the way she looked at it herself; she took the charming ground that
he would help her to write hers。 She used to tell me that he
supplied passages of the greatest value to her own workall sorts of
technical things; about hunting and yachting and winethat she
couldn't be expected to get very straight。 It was all so much
practice for him and so much alleviation for her。 I was unable to
identify these pages; for I had long since ceased to 〃keep up〃 with
Greville Fane; but I was quite able to believe that the wine…question
had been put; by Leolin's good offices; on a better footing; for the
dear lady used to mix her drinks (she was perpetually serving the
most splendid suppers) in the queerest fashion。 I could see that he
was willing enough to accept a commission to look after that
department。 It occurred to me indeed; when Mrs。 Stormer settled in
England again; that by making a shrewd use of both her children she
might be able to rejuvenate her style。 Ethel had come back to
gratify her young ambition; and if she couldn't take her mother into
society she would at least go into it herself。 Silently; stiffly;
almost grimly; this young lady held up her head; clenched her long
teeth; squared her lean elbows and made her way up the staircases she
had elected。 The only communication she ever made to me; the only
effusion of confidence with which she ever honoured me; was when she
said: 〃I don't want to know the people mamma knows; I mean to know
others。〃 I took due note of the remark; for I was not one of the
〃others。〃 I couldn't trace therefore the steps of her process; I
could only admire it at a distance and congratulate her mother on the
results。 The results were that Ethel went to 〃big〃 parties and got
people to take her。 Some of them were people she had met abroad; and
others were people whom the people she had met abroad had met。 They
ministered alike to Miss Ethel's convenience; and I wondered how she
extracted so many favours without the expenditure of a smile。 Her
smile was the dimmest thing in the world; diluted lemonade; without
sugar; and she had arrived precociously at social wisdom; recognising
that if she was neither pretty enough nor rich enough nor clever
enough; she could at least in her muscular youth be rude enough。
Therefore if she was able to tell her mother what really took place
in the mansions of the great; give her notes to work from; the quill
could be driven at home to better purpose and precisely at a moment
when it would have to be more active than ever。 But if she did tell;
it would appear that poor Mrs。 Stormer didn't believe。 As regards
many points this was not a wonder; at any rate I heard nothing of
Greville Fane's having developed a new manner。 She had only one
manner from start to finish; as Leolin would have said。
She was tired at last; but she mentioned to me that she couldn't
afford to pause。 She continued to speak of Leolin's work as the
great hope of their future (she had saved no money) though the young
man wore to my sense an aspect more and more professional if you
like; but less and less literary。 At the end of a couple of years