tales and fantasies-第24部分
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not。 And then he will look across at his daughter's
portrait; a photograph; shake his head with an amused
appearance; and mix himself another grog by way of
consolation。 Once I heard him go farther; and express his
feelings with regard to Esther in a single but eloquent word。
'A minx; sir;' he said; not in anger; rather in amusement:
and he cordially drank her health upon the back of it。 His
worst enemy must admit him to be a man without malice; he
never bore a grudge in his life; lacking the necessary taste
and industry of attention。
Yet it was during this obscure period that the drama was
really performed; and its scene was in the heart of Esther;
shut away from all eyes。 Had this warm; upright; sullen girl
been differently used by destiny; had events come upon her
even in a different succession; for some things lead easily
to others; the whole course of this tale would have been
changed; and Esther never would have run away。 As it was;
through a series of acts and words of which we know but few;
and a series of thoughts which any one may imagine for
himself; she was awakened in four days from the dream of a
life。
The first tangible cause of disenchantment was when Dick
brought home a painter's arsenal on Friday evening。 The
Admiral was in the chimney…corner; once more 'sirrupping'
some brandy and water; and Esther sat at the table at work。
They both came forward to greet the new arrival; and the
girl; relieving him of his monstrous burthen; proceeded to
display her offerings to her father。 Van Tromp's countenance
fell several degrees; he became quite querulous。
'God bless me;' he said; and then; 'I must really ask you not
to interfere; child;' in a tone of undisguised hostility。
'Father;' she said; 'forgive me; I knew you had given up your
art … '
'Oh yes!' cried the Admiral; 'I've done with it to the
judgment…day!'
'Pardon me again;' she said firmly; 'but I do not; I cannot
think that you are right in this。 Suppose the world is
unjust; suppose that no one understands you; you have still a
duty to yourself。 And; oh; don't spoil the pleasure of your
coming home to me; show me that you can be my father and yet
not neglect your destiny。 I am not like some daughters; I
will not be jealous of your art; and I will try to understand
it。'
The situation was odiously farcical。 Richard groaned under
it; he longed to leap forward and denounce the humbug。 And
the humbug himself? Do you fancy he was easier in his mind?
I am sure; on the other hand; that he was acutely miserable;
and he betrayed his sufferings by a perfectly silly and
undignified access of temper; during which he broke his pipe
in several pieces; threw his brandy and water in the fire;
and employed words which were very plain although the drift
of them was somewhat vague。 It was of very brief duration。
Van Tromp was himself again; and in a most delightful humour
within three minutes of the first explosion。
'I am an old fool;' he said frankly。 'I was spoiled when a
child。 As for you; Esther; you take after your mother; you
have a morbid sense of duty; particularly for others; strive
against it; my dear … strive against it。 And as for the
pigments; well; I'll use them; some of these days; and to
show that I'm in earnest; I'll get Dick here to prepare a
canvas。'
Dick was put to this menial task forthwith; the Admiral not
even watching how he did; but quite occupied with another
grog and a pleasant vein of talk。
A little after Esther arose; and making some pretext; good or
bad; went off to bed。 Dick was left hobbled by the canvas;
and was subjected to Van Tromp for about an hour。
The next day; Saturday; it is believed that little
intercourse took place between Esther and her father; but
towards the afternoon Dick met the latter returning from the
direction of the inn; where he had struck up quite a
friendship with the landlord。 Dick wondered who paid for
these excursions; and at the thought that the reprobate must
get his pocket money where he got his board and lodging; from
poor Esther's generosity; he had it almost in his heart to
knock the old gentleman down。 He; on his part; was full of
airs and graces and geniality。
'Dear Dick;' he said; taking his arm; 'this is neighbourly of
you; it shows your tact to meet me when I had a wish for you。
I am in pleasant spirits; and it is then that I desire a
friend。'
'I am glad to hear you are so happy;' retorted Dick bitterly。
'There's certainly not much to trouble YOU。'
'No;' assented the Admiral; 'not much。 I got out of it in
time; and here … well; here everything pleases me。 I am
plain in my tastes。 'A PROPOS; you have never asked me how I
liked my daughter?'
'No;' said Dick roundly; 'I certainly have not。'
'Meaning you will not。 And why; Dick? She is my daughter;
of course; but then I am a man of the world and a man of
taste; and perfectly qualified to give an opinion with
impartiality … yes; Dick; with impartiality。 Frankly; I am
not disappointed in her。 She has good looks; she has them
from her mother。 So I may say I CHOSE her looks。 She is
devoted; quite devoted to me … '
'She is the best woman in the world!' broke out Dick。
'Dick;' cried the Admiral; stopping short; 'I have been
expecting this。 Let us … let us go back to the 〃Trevanion
Arms〃 and talk this matter out over a bottle。'
'Certainly not;' went Dick。 'You have had far too much
already。'
The parasite was on the point of resenting this; but a look
at Dick's face; and some recollection of the terms on which
they had stood in Paris; came to the aid of his wisdom and
restrained him。
'As you please;' he said; 'although I don't know what you
mean … nor care。 But let us walk; if you prefer it。 You are
still a young man; when you are my age … But; however; to
continue。 You please me; Dick; you have pleased me from the
first; and to say truth; Esther is a trifle fantastic; and
will be better when she is married。 She has means of her
own; as of course you are aware。 They come; like the looks;
from her poor; dear; good creature of a mother。 She was
blessed in her mother。 I mean she shall be blessed in her
husband; and you are the man; Dick; you and not another。
This very night I will sound her affections。'
Dick stood aghast。
'Mr。 Van Tromp; I implore you;' he said; 'do what you please
with yourself; but; for God's sake; let your daughter alone。'
'It is my duty;' replied the Admiral; 'and between ourselves;
you rogue; my inclination too。 I am as matchmaking as a
dowager。 It will be more discreet for you to stay away to…
night。 Farewell。 You leave your case in good hands; I have
the tact of these little matters by heart; it is not my first
attempt。'
All arguments were in vain; the old rascal stuck to his
point; nor did Richard conceal from himself how seriously
this might injure his prospects; and he fought hard。 Once
there came a glimmer of hope。 The Admiral again proposed an
adjournment to the 'Trevanion Arms;' and when Dick had once
more refused; it hung for a moment in the balance whether or
not the old toper would return there by himself。 Had he done
so; of course Dick could have taken to his heels; and warned
Esther of what was coming; and of how it had begun。 But the
Admiral; after a pause; decided for the brandy at home; and
made off in that direction。
We have no details of the sounding。
Next day the Admiral was observed in the parish church; very
properly dressed。 He found the places; and joined in
response and hymn; as to the manner born; and his appearance;
as he intended it should; attracted some attention among the
worshippers。 Old Naseby; for instance; had observed him。
'There was a drunken…looking blackguard opposite us in
church;' he said to his son as they drove home; 'do you know
who he was?'
'Some fellow … Van Tromp; I believe;' said Dick。
'A foreigner; too!' observed the Squire。
Dick could not sufficiently congratulate himself on the
escape he had effected。 Had the Admiral met him with his
father; what would have been the result? And could such a
catastrophe be long postponed? It seemed to him as if the
storm were nearly ripe; and it was so more nearly than he
thought。
He did not go to the cottage in the afternoon; withheld by
fear and shame; but when dinner was over at Naseby House; and
the Squire had gone off into a comfortable doze; Dick slipped
out of the room; and ran across country; in part to save
time; in part to save his own courage from growing cold; for
he now hated the notion of the cottage or the Admiral; and if
he did not hate; at least feared to think of Esther。 He had
no clue to her reflections; but he could not conceal from his
own heart that he must have sunk in her esteem; and the
spectacle of her infatuation galled him like an insult。
He knocked and was admitted。 The room looked very much as on
his last visit; with Esther at the table and Van Tromp beside
the fire; but the expression of the two faces told a very
different story。 The girl was paler than usual; her eyes
were dark; the colour seemed to have faded from round about
them; and her swiftest glance was as intent as a stare。 The
appearance of the Admiral; on the other hand; was rosy; and
flabby; and moist; his jowl hung over his shirt collar; his
smile was loose and wandering; and he had so far relaxed the
natural control of his eyes; that one of them was aimed
inward; as if to watch the growth of the carbuncle。 We are
warned against bad judgments; but the Admiral was certainly
not sober。 He made no attempt to rise when Richard entered;
but waved his pipe flightily in the air; and gave a leer of
welcome。 Esther took as little notice of him as might be。
'Aha! Dick!' cried the painter。