malbone- an oldport romance[1].(马尔布恩)-第33部分
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voyagers to be remote and unseen upon a waste of waves。
Why should I linger over the details of her life; after the width of
ocean lay between her and Malbone; and a manhood of self…denying
usefulness had begun to show that even he could learn something by life's
retributions? We know what she was; and it is of secondary importance
where she went or what she did。 Kindle the light of the light…house; and
it has nothing to do; except to shine。 There is for it no wrong direction。
There is no need to ask; 〃How? Over which especial track of distant
water must my light go forth; to find the wandering vessel to be guided
in?〃 It simply shines。 Somewhere there is a ship that needs it; or if not;
the light does its duty。 So did Hope。
We must leave her here。 Yet I cannot bear to think of her as passing
through earthly life without tasting its deepest bliss; without the last pure
ecstasy of human love; without the kisses of her own children on her lips;
their waxen fingers on her bosom。
And yet again; is this life so long? May it not be better to wait until
its little day is done; and the summer night of old age has yielded to a new
morning; before attaining that acme of joy? Are there enough successive
grades of bliss for all eternity; if so much be consummated here? Must
all novels end with an earthly marriage; and nothing be left for heaven?
Perhaps; for such as Hope; this life is given to show what happiness
might be; and they await some other sphere for its fulfilment。 The greater
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part of the human race live out their mortal years without attaining more
than a far…off glimpse of the very highest joy。 Were this life all; its very
happiness were sadness。 If; as I doubt not; there be another sphere; then
that which is unfulfilled in this must yet find completion; nothing omitted;
nothing denied。 And though a thousand oracles should pronounce this
thought an idle dream; neither Hope nor I would believe them。
It was a radiant morning of last February when I walked across the low
hills to the scene of the wreck。 Leaving the road before reaching the Fort;
I struck across the wild moss…country; full of boulders and footpaths and
stunted cedars and sullen ponds。 I crossed the height of land; where the
ruined lookout stands like the remains of a Druidical temple; and then
went down toward the ocean。 Banks and ridges of snow lay here and there
among the fields; and the white lines of distant capes seemed but drifts
running seaward。 The ocean was gloriously alive;the blackest blue; with
white caps on every wave; the shore was all snowy; and the gulls were
flying back and forth in crowds; you could not tell whether they were the
white waves coming ashore; or bits of snow going to sea。 A single
fragment of ship…timber; black with time and weeds; and crusty with
barnacles; heaved to and fro in the edge of the surf; and two fishermen's
children; a boy and girl; tilted upon it as it moved; clung with the
semblance of terror to each other; and played at shipwreck。
The rocks were dark with moisture; steaming in the sun。 Great sheets
of ice; white masks of departing winter; clung to every projecting cliff; or
slid with crash and shiver into the surge。 Icicles dropped their slow and
reverberating tears upon the rock where Emilia once lay breathless; and it
seemed as if their cold; chaste drops were sent to cleanse from her
memory each scarlet stain; and leave it virginal and pure。
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