over the teacups-第6部分
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well as if they had the plus sign before them。
I am afraid that old people found life rather a dull business in the
time of King David and his rich old subject and friend; Barzillai;
who; poor man; could not have read a wicked novel; nor enjoyed a
symphony concert; if they had had those luxuries in his day。 There
were no pleasant firesides; for there were no chimneys。 There were
no daily newspapers for the old man to read; and he could not read
them if there were; with his dimmed eyes; nor hear them read; very
probably; with his dulled ears。 There was no tobacco; a soothing
drug; which in its various forms is a great solace to many old men
and to some old women; Carlyle and his mother used to smoke their
pipes together; you remember。
Old age is infinitely more cheerful; for intelligent people at least;
than it was two or three thousand years ago。 It is our duty; so far
as we can; to keep it so。 There will always be enough about it that
is solemn; and more than enough; alas! that is saddening。 But how
much there is in our times to lighten its burdens! If they that look
out at the windows be darkened; the optician is happy to supply them
with eye…glasses for use before the public; and spectacles for their
hours of privacy。 If the grinders cease because they are few; they
can be made many again by a third dentition; which brings no
toothache in its train。 By temperance and good Habits of life;
proper clothing; well…warmed; well…drained; and well…ventilated
dwellings; and sufficient; not too much exercise; the old man of our
time may keep his muscular strength in very good condition。 I doubt
if Mr。 Gladstone; who is fast nearing his eightieth birthday; would
boast; in the style of Caleb; that he was as good a man with his axe
as he was when he was forty; but I would back him;if the match were
possible; for a hundred shekels; against that over…confident old
Israelite; to cut down and chop up a cedar of Lebanon。 I know a most
excellent clergyman; not far from my own time of life; whom I would
pit against any old Hebrew rabbi or Greek philosopher of his years
and weight; if they could return to the flesh; to run a quarter of a
mile on a good; level track。
We must not make too much of such exceptional cases of prolonged
activity。 I often reproached my dear friend and classmate; Tames
Freeman Clarke; that his ceaseless labors made it impossible for his
coevals to enjoy the luxury of that repose which their years
demanded。 A wise old man; the late Dr。 James Walker; president of
Harvard University; said that the great privilege of old age was the
getting rid of responsibilities。 These hard…working veterans will
not let one get rid of them until he drops in his harness; and so
gets rid of them and his life together。 How often has many a tired
old man envied the superannuated family cat; stretched upon the rug
before the fire; letting the genial warmth tranquilly diffuse itself
through all her internal arrangements! No more watching for mice in
dark; damp cellars; no more awaiting the savage gray rat at the mouth
of his den; no more scurrying up trees and lamp…posts to avoid the
neighbor's cur who wishes to make her acquaintance! It is very grand
to 〃die in harness;〃 but it is very pleasant to have the tight straps
unbuckled and the heavy collar lifted from the neck and shoulders。
It is natural enough to cling to life。 We are used to atmospheric
existence; and can hardly conceive of ourselves except as breathing
creatures。 We have never tried any other mode of being; or; if we
have; we have forgotten all about it; whatever Wordsworth's grand ode
may tell us we remember。 Heaven itself must be an experiment to
every human soul which shall find itself there。 It may take time for
an earthborn saint to become acclimated to the celestial ether;that
is; if time can be said to exist for a disembodied spirit。 We are
all sentenced to capital punishment for the crime of living; and
though the condemned cell of our earthly existence is but a narrow
and bare dwelling…place; we have adjusted ourselves to it; and made
it tolerably comfortable for the little while we are to be confined
in it。 The prisoner of Chillon
〃regained 'his' freedom with a sigh;〃
and a tender…hearted mortal might be pardoned for looking back; like
the poor lady who was driven from her dwelling…place by fire and
brimstone; at the home he was leaving for the 〃undiscovered country。〃
On the other hand; a good many persons; not suicidal in their
tendencies; get more of life than they want。 One of our wealthy
citizens said; on hearing that a friend had dropped off from
apoplexy; that it made his mouth water to hear of such a case。 It
was an odd expression; but I have no doubt that the fine old
gentleman to whom it was attributed made use of it。 He had had
enough of his gout and other infirmties。 Swift's account of the
Struldbrugs is not very amusing reading for old people; but some may
find it a consolation to reflect on the probable miseries they escape
in not being doomed to an undying earthly existence。
There are strange diversities in the way in which different old
persons look upon their prospects。 A millionaire whom I well
remember confessed that be should like to live long enough to learn
how much a certain fellow…citizen; a multimillionaire; was worth。
One of the; three nonagenarians before referred to expressed himself
as having a great curiosity about the new sphere of existence to
which he was looking forward。
The feeling must of necessity come to many aged persons that they
have outlived their usefulness; that they are no longer wanted; but
rather in the way; drags on the wheels rather than helping them
forward。 But let them remember the often…quoted line of Milton;
〃They also serve who only stand and wait。〃
This is peculiarly true of them。 They are helping others without
always being aware of it。 They are the shields; the breakwaters; of
those who come after them。 Every decade is a defence of the one next
behind it。 At thirty the youth has sobered into manhood; but the
strong men of forty rise in almost unbroken rank between him and the
approaches of old age as they show in the men of fifty。 At forty he
looks with a sense of security at the strong men of fifty; and sees
behind them the row of sturdy sexagenarians。 When fifty is reached;
somehow sixty does not look so old as it once used to; and seventy is
still afar off。 After sixty the stern sentence of the burial service
seems to have a meaning that one did not notice in former years。
There begins to be something personal about it。 But if one lives to
seventy he soon gets used to the text with the threescore years and
ten in it; and begins to count himself among those who by reason of
strength are destined to reach fourscore; of whom he can see a number
still in reasonably good condition。 The octogenarian loves to read
about people of ninety and over。 He peers among the asterisks of the
triennial catalogue of the University for the names of graduates who
have been seventy years out of college and remain still unstarred。
He is curious about the biographies of centenarians。 Such escapades
as those of that terrible old sinner and ancestor of great men; the
Reverend Stephen Bachelder; interest him as they never did before。
But he cannot deceive himself much longer。 See him walking on a
level surface; and he steps off almost as well as ever; but watch him
coming down a flight of stairs; and the family record could not tell
his years more faithfully。 He cut you dead; you say? Did it occur
to you that he could not see you clearly enough to know you from any
other son or daughter of Adam? He said he was very glad to hear it;
did he; when you told him that your beloved grandmother had just
deceased? Did you happen to remember that though he does not allow
that he is deaf; he will not deny that he does not hear quite so well
as he used to? No matter about his failings; the longer he holds on
to life; the longer he makes life seem to all the living who follow
him; and thus he is their constant benefactor。
Every stage of existence has its special trials and its special
consolations。 Habits are the crutches of old age; by the aid of
these we manage to hobble along after the mental joints are stiff and
the muscles rheumatic; to speak metaphorically;that is to say; when
every act of self…determination costs an effort and a pang。 We
become more and more automatic as we grow older; and if we lived long
enough we should come to be pieces of creaking machinery like
Maelzel's chess player;or what that seemed to be。
Emerson was sixty…three years old; the year I have referred to as
that of the grand climacteric; when he read to his son the poem he
called 〃Terminus;〃 beginning:
〃It is time to be old;
To take in sail。
The God of bounds;
Who sets to seas a shore;
Came to me in his fatal rounds
And said; 'No more!'〃
It was early in life to feel that the productive stage was over; but
he had received warning from within; and did not wish to wait for
outside advices。 There is all the difference in the world in the
mental as in the bodily constitution of different individuals。 Some
must 〃take in sail〃 sooner; some later。 We can get a useful lesson
from the American and the English elms on our Common。 The American
elms are quite bare; and have been so for weeks。 They know very well
that they are going to have storms to wrestle with; they have not
forgotten the gales of September and the tempests of the late autumn
and early winter。 It is a hard fight they are going to have; and
they strip their coats off and roll up their shirt…sleeves; and show
themselves bare…armed and ready for the contest。 The English elms
are of a more robust bui