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She was so much alone; she had so much time for dreaming; and intoxicating herself with fantastic imaginations! She was surrounded by a fabulous world; and she was the fairy of that world! But out of that fabulous world she sometimes longed to be; out of the ideal into the real; she yearned for truth and actuality。 Then she would call Joseph Ribas to her side and bid him relate to her of that unknown lord; his master。

He told her of his battles and his heroic deeds; of his wonderful acts of bravery; and the young maiden tremblingly and shudderingly listened to him。 She feared this man; who had shed streams of blood; and whose enemies with their dying lips had lauded as the greatest of heroes! And Joseph Ribas smiled when he saw her turn pale and tremble; and he would speak to her of his generosity and humanity; of his knighthood and virtue; he related to her how; on one occasion; at the risk of his life he had protected and saved a persecuted young maiden; how on another he had taken pity on a helpless old man; and singly had defended him against a host of bloodthirsty enemies。 He also spoke to her of the sorrow of his master on account of the ingratitude and deceptions he had experienced; and Natalie's eyes filled with tears as; with reproachful glances; she asked of Heaven how it could have permitted the virtue of this noble unknown hero to be so severely tried; and the baseness of mankind to trouble him。

〃That is it; then;〃 Ribas would often say; 〃he diffuses happiness everywhere around him; while he himself has it not! He makes glad and cheerful faces wherever he appears; and his own is the only serious and sad brow。 Mankind have made him hopeless; and for himself he no longer believes in happiness!〃

Ah; how then did the heart of this innocent child tremble; and how she longed to find some means for restoring his belief in happiness。

〃But why does he not come to those who love him?〃 asked she。 〃Why does he decline the thanks of those whose hearts are truly devoted to him? Ah; in our humid eyes and joy…beaming faces he would recognize the truthfulness of our feelings! Why; then; comes he not?〃

〃I will tell you;〃 said Ribas; with a smile; 〃he hates women; because the only one he ever loved was false to him; and now his love is changed to ardent hatred of all women!〃

〃I shall therefore never see him!〃 sighed the girl; hanging her head with the sadness of disappointment。

This expectation; this constantly increasing impatience; rendered her inaccessible to any other feeling; any other thought。 He of whom she did not know even the name; was sent by Paulo; and therefore had she believed and confided in him from the first。 Now had she already forgotten that she had confided in him on Paulo's account; she believed in him on his own account; and Paulo had retreated into the background。 Occasionally also the bloody image of poor Carlo presented itself to her mind; and she secretly reproached herself for having mourned him for so short a time; for having so soon forgotten that faithful; self…sacrificing friend。

But even these reproaches were soon silenced when with a throbbing bosom she thought of this new friend; who like a divinity hovered over her at an infinite and unattainable distance; and whose mysteriously active nearness replaced both of those friends she had lost; and for whom she could no longer mourn。



HE!

〃It is now high time!〃 said Joseph Ribas; one day; as; coming from Natalie; he entered the boudoir of Count Alexis Orloff。 〃Now; your excellency; the right moment has come! You must show yourself; or this curious child will consume herself with a longing that has changed her blood to fire! She thinks of nothing but you; with open eyes she dreams of you; and without the least suspicion that any one is listening to her; she speaks to you; ah; with what modest tenderness and with what humble devotion! I tell you; your excellency; you are highly blessed。 There is no child more innocent; no woman more glowing with love。 And she knows it not; no; she has not the least suspicion that she already loves you with enthusiasm; and thirsts for your kisses as the rose for the morning dew! She knows nothing of her love!〃

〃She shall learn something of it!〃 said Orloff; laughing。 〃It will be a pleasant task to enlighten this little unknowing one as to her own feelings。 And I flatter myself I understand how to do that。〃

〃Endeavor; above all things; your excellency; to realize the ideal she bears in her heart。 She expects to see nothing less than an Apollo; whose radiant beauty will annihilate her as Jupiter did Semele!〃

〃Well; in that; I hope she has not deceived herself;〃 responded Orloff; with a self…satisfied glance into the mirror。 〃If I am not Jupiter; yet they call me Hercules; and he; you know; was the son of Jupiter; and; indeed; his handsomest son!〃

〃And be you not only a Hercules; but a Zephyr and Apollo; at the same time。 Make her tremble before your heroic character; and at the same time win her confidence in your humble; modest lovethen is she yours。 You must cautiously and noiselessly spread your nets; you must not wound her delicate sensitiveness by a word or look; or she will flee from you like a frightened gazelle!〃

〃Oh; should she wish to flee; my arms are strong enough to hold her!〃

〃Yet is it better to hold her so fast by her own enthusiasm; that she shall not wish to flee;〃 said Ribas。 〃You must entirely intoxicate her with your humble and respectful lovethen is she yours!〃

〃Does she know I am coming?〃 thoughtfully asked Orloff。

〃No; she knows nothing of it。 She sits in the garden and sighs; occasionally grasping the golden guitar that lies on her arm; and asks of the flowers: 'What is the name of my unknown friend? In what star does he dwell; and how shall I invoke him?' 〃

〃I will; then; surprise her!〃 said Orloff。 〃Let her anticipate my coming; but do not promise it。 It begins to grow dark。 Where is she; evenings?〃

〃Always in the garden。 There she sighs and dreams of you!〃

〃Persuade her to go into the house; and let it be well lighted up! I would appear to her in the full splendor of the lights! Ha; you ragamuffins; you hounds; bring me my oriental costume; the richest; handsomest; hasten; or I will throttle you!〃

And Count Orloff hurried into his toilet…chamber; to the trembling slaves who there awaited him。

With a sly smile Joseph Ribas returned to the villa。 As he had previously said; he found Natalie dreaming in the garden; the guitar upon her arm。

〃You ought to go into the house this evening;〃 said he; 〃the air is damp and cold; and may injure you。〃

〃Of what consequence would that be?〃 she sadly responded。 〃Who would ask whether I was ill nor not? Who would weep for my death?〃

〃He!〃

〃Oh; he!〃 sighed she。 〃He hates all women!〃

〃Excepting you!〃 whispered Ribas。 〃Princess; go into the house! Take care of your precious life。 It is not I who beg it of you!〃

〃Who is it then?〃 she hastily interposed。

〃It is he! He begs it of you!〃

Natalie; springing up; hurried into the house。

〃I will never again go into the garden in the evening!〃 said she。 〃It is his command! Thank God; there is yet something in which I can obey; and he commands it of me! But why these lights?〃 asked she; almost blinded by the brilliancy of the girandoles and chandeliers; the mirrors; and jewels。

〃The count has so commanded!〃 said Ribas。 〃He loves a bright light! But; princess; cannot you remain in this boudoir for one evening? Only see how beautiful it is; how enticingly cool; with these fountains that refresh the air and diffuse fragrance! How delightfully still and snug it is! Reposing upon these velvet cushions; you can look through the whole suite of rooms; which in fact; tonight; flash and sparkle like the heavens; and yet in this boudoir there is a sweet twilight; refreshing to eye and heart!〃

〃No; no;〃 said she; with a charming smile。 〃I also like brightness and light! It is too dusky here!〃

〃Nevertheless; remain here!〃

〃And why?〃

〃He wishes it!〃 said Ribas mysteriously。

〃He wishes it?〃 cried Natalie; turning pale; and trembling。 Then; suddenly; a purple flush spread over her brow; and; reeling; she was obliged to hold by a chair to prevent falling。 〃Ah;〃 she stammered; 〃can it be possible? Can this happiness be intended? Is it true; what I read in your eyes? Is it? Comes he here?〃

〃Hope always!〃 said Ribas; suddenly disappearing through a side…door。

Natalie; benumbed by surprise; sank down upon the divan。 A feeling of boundless anxiety; of immeasurable ecstasy suddenly overcame her。 She could have fled; but she felt as if spell…bound; she could have concealed herself from him; and yet was joyfully ready to purchase with her life the happiness of seeing him。 It was a strange mixture of delight and terror; of happiness and despair。 She spread her arms toward heaven; she sought to pray; but she had no words; no thoughts; not even tears!

A slight rustle made her rise。 Almost with terror flew her glance through the suite of rooms。 There below she saw the approach of something strange; singular; magical。 It was a never…before…seen form; but surrounded by a wonderfully bright halo; enveloped in rich; glittering garments; such as she had never before seen。 It was a strange; unknown face; but of a sublime; heroic beauty; proud and noble; bold and mild。

〃That is he!〃 she breathlessly and sadly murmured〃yes; that is he! That is a man and a hero! Ah; I shall die under his glance!〃

He still continued to approach; and with every forward step he made she felt her heart contract with anxiety; admiration; and a feverish sadness。

Now he stood on the threshold of the boudoirhis glance fell upon her。 And she? She lay; or rather half knelt upon the divan; motionless; pale as a marble statue; with that divine smile which we admire in ancient sculpture。

Touching was she to behold; white and delicate as a lily; so humble and devoted; so shelter…needing and love…imploring!

But Count Orloff felt neither sympathy nor compassion。 He saw only that she was beautiful as an angel; an admirable woman; whom he desired to possess!

Proud as a king; and at the same time very reverential and submissive; he approached and sank upon his knee before the

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